~BARTHOLOMEW CHARNE~
I felt a tear ready to fall. I let go of her body and let my head fall to hide the falling tear. I couldn't let her go, but I couldn't let her stay. I didn't know what to do. I was so damn confused. I breathed slowly. I looked back up at her and I could feel my eyes gain their puffiness(okay I know that sounds funny but it is the only way I could put it!). I watched as a tear slowly ran down her face and dropped to the ground to join the dew, the other water droplets. I kissed her softly and backed away.
"Go. Your the princess so you must have a natural instinct on how to get back," Slade looked at me her mouth barely open the tears now stopped. She went foward to kiss me, but I stumbled back.
"What's wrong?" Slade asked. I looked at her the tears leaving my eyes.
"It's hard enough to let you go. If I kiss you......I can never leave the thoughts and memories of you," I said. I looked at her, still no tears falling.
"How can you say that? I will be back. I promise," Slade said coming foward again. I backed up with one foot step.
"I doubt it," and I left it at that. I left her standing there in the courtyard alone. My emotions were all jabbled up in a mix of things. That's when I heard the thunder, saw the lightning, and felt the rain(I LOVE this line). I looked back only to see her gone. I turned and went to the pond we sat at. I threw myself in the water. I wanted so bad to end my life right then, right there. I couldn't find it in me to do it. I sat there in the water going over what just happend and debating on if it was a dream or real.
