Day 1. 2:22 pm. Derrik.
Fresh air.
I do not like it—
Shut up.
Derrik was lying on his back on hard concrete. His bloodshot eyes stared hungrily at the people who had just ascended from the tunnels. He groaned as he fought to keep his urges in check and Dave noticed him.
“Hey man.” The old Dave knelt beside him. It was the one that looked after him, watched out for him, and that treated him like a brother.
We both know that what has changed is still changed. You are still second best.
Derrik gazed at the man above him. On the surface it was Dave, his best friend. A little deeper, it was different. He knew who Dave would run back to as soon as he’d assured himself that Derrik was alright.
“You stink,” Derrik spluttered and his friend cackled.
“Don’t smell too good yourself!”
“You stink,” he repeated coldly, “of her.”
The grin fell off Dave’s face. He bit down on his bottom lip and Derrik saw exactly how awful he looked. The reflection in Dave’s eyes stared back at him, tiny ragged and shaking.
But soon we shall be—
Shut up!
“Calm it, Derrik. You’re gonna be alright.”
“Fuck alright.”
The voice was getting louder, darker, and not so easily silenced. It was a bad voice, but Derrik had given up on the simple split of good and evil. He understood now, that the world was not split into two groups, but as many groups as there are people.
Hues and tints, within shades of colour. I imagine you are a kind of yellow- brown.
Oh god, thought Derrik, it even laughs like me. Anger crept into him uninvited.
“Alright? Alright! Don’t worry, it’s all going to be fine!”
“Derrik, keep your voice down,” Dave pleaded. His worried eyes glanced over the open street pausing on the small clumps of people still waiting by the tunnel entrance.
Derrik shook his head and allowed himself a small snicker. There were none of them out there yet. No scraping footsteps and uneven gaits, just the measured crunch of Kevin pacing. He spoke up.
“You guys better get moving, you could cover some ground whilst the sun’s still up.”
“We aren’t leaving you already!” Dave’s fists were balled at his side and quivering, “You know how much you mean to me.”
“Ha!”
Dave flinched backwards as if he’d been shot.
“I’ve meant fuck all to you since you got back with her!”
“Derrik—”
“You might as well leave me. Three is a fucking crowd!”
“Just quit—”
Shadows flitted across Derrik’s vision and the anxious man above him slid apart. The wound on his chest splintered and became a fiery point of pain. Instinctively, he clasped his hand to it, moaned and scrunched his eyes shut. He felt another hand on his, prising and prying. He tried to stop but it was too late.
The air is glue, now it’s just me and you—
