Paste!

Hollow hollow broken
Disrepair from your disregard
We weren't in love but I have a broken heart
If I were acting then why would I be in pain
I may have smiled until you thought it was a game
But some of the smiles were fake
I wanted to fix my mistakes
I wanted you to get out unscathed
And it seemed like we had something
I thought we were really something
I thought we had something sacred
I guess I made another mistake
Because with you I felt special
Or maybe I was the mistake
I had many days and you made them
With you I knew I wasn't alone
I thought that we were best friends
That we were mind twins
That we were going through this together
Being alone makes my head hurt
Withdrawals
Am I the only one having
Withdrawals
I'm having
WITHDRAWALS
I thought we were in this together
I put all my dopamine in the chair next to me
to make it feel like when we talked
but it slowly dissipated
As the image of you faded
from my eyes
And sorry if I am being dramatic
But we made something beautiful together
And when you left I think you still had it
You are still my favorite
You are still in my soul
The dopamine you took you can have it
And I freely gave you all the time you stole
I don't regret our friendship
I'm just having
Withdrawals