Six mere years
To some, it was a long journey or a blink of time
To me, it has passed a lifetime
Six years ago
It was simple.
I like you, you like me
But six years ago
It got complicated
My best friend likes you too
So, I was a fool
I gave up, I lose you
Then you see only her
For six months, you were happy
Till you realize she wasn’t the one for you
I am.
I was delighted
Your chapter with her ended.
But, My war with her started
Detested, Loathed and Cursed
I was the accused villain.
A boyfriend snatcher they called me.
I swear, I never did.
You even told me before her heartbreak.
No one believed, except you
For six months,
You’re my foundation.
But never my equal.
I didn’t know, was not ready.
You were my first love
I’m not yours.
You waited,
To accept you as my best friend’s ex
To accept me as your ex’s best friend.
But never you did you know,
She no longer matters to me.
You matter.
But I made you waited far too long
The day I was ready,
You’re no longer mine.
A new girl,
You went with her
A perfect match they say
Mad, anguish, sorrow, pain
All I felt
I lose you again
But she cheated on you
You were devastated.
And I was there for you
My hope broke when you swore,
To not have another until you graduated
I took your word for it….
Six months past
You graduated,
We stray away
We stay away
You went away
I stayed here
I went to you
You went further
I missed you
Did you ever?
I loved you.
Did you know?
No, you never did
I changed to bitter
I became to anger
Darker, ill-driven
Time went, time passed
Till my pain turn to smile
We, a something that never is
Till a day, the sun shone
“Can I see you?”
Was all you asked me
“I missed you.”
You opened my heart
We returned, I returned
My heart smiled once more.
We laughed, we hugged
I was at blissed, I was safe
You see me, I see back
You loved me, I loved you
You whispered to me
You broke my heart
A thank you, a blessing, a beginning.
A sorry, an apology, a finality.
Why? I asked.
Life. You answered
Six months past.
I stood before you
Congratulated you
With me not by your arm
Married to a girl I not know
Married to a girl, not for you
Promise of a lifetime that should be me
Promise of happiness that never be me
An escaped tear, a flushed cheek
A pained smile, a nervous laugh
A happy ending, dream once had
A fairy tale echoes to void.
Six years passed
I forgave you but not me.
Long moved on but never forgotten.
Until you walk into my life
Tear-streaked with a child in hand / a divorce paper in hand.
Dear readers, Your choice to choose an ending that never is mine...
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