Well, I do have to say this is quite relatable. I think everyone gets a moment or two (or twenty thousand) when they'd find lines in this relatable.
I think this was probably my favorite line:
i think to myself is this all there is in my home
thoughts passing by it’s hard to decide they’re all wrong
leave me to voices bottles of poison all gone
It just so easily relates the feelings of emptiness and gloominess. And the thoughts that make it "hard to decide [that] they're all wrong" is something very difficult to put into words, but you did it there! Thoughts are often little lying traps. And when you're already feeling a bit down, one lying thought telling you you aren't good enough can really send you down a mountain slide!
Thanks for sharing! This was awesome.
Have a great day and stay positive!