The very next day, both Kate and Krrish
prepared for school, unaware of each other’s existence and so
fortunately, unaware of the serendipity of how things ought to work out
in the universe.
KATE:
The first day at my new school, I entered
through the front gate, which was a high grill silver-painted door, inside of
which existed a whole world. The guard was a little crazy though, kept calling
me his daughter and just to be clear, enough crazy people already call me their
daughter.
As soon as I entered, a pavement led me to
a huge oak tree around which a cemented platform was built. Kids used to sit
under the oak tree on that cylindrical pavement for lunch. Ahead, as I went
deeper, there was a basketball court, on the right of which, there was a huge
building that went back farther than the oak tree, and went forward farther
than the huge ground in front of the basketball court. That enormous building
was my new school. And inside one of the quintillion rooms, was my class. I just
had to find it.
The whole building was made of bricks
painted red, so that it felt like it was solely a big building of bricks.
Connected to it, just at the entrance silver gate, was a big glass subsection
that was the reception. As I was walking through the fields dumbfounded, I saw
the stranger on the bike, just walking alone through the basketball field,
fearless of the strongly built mammoths walking around him. So, if you see a
group of strong and beefy men bobbing up and down like big pistons in an industrial
ship’s engine room, all sweaty, and amongst them, a relatively
weaker kid just walking through the herd not giving a single flying fuck, who’d
you find more fascinating?
“He
looked more scared yesterday, in the crash.” I thought happily.
KRRISH:
Although it was a fancy school, no one was
nice, or good. The friends I made, made new friends because I was quote Too
Depressing end quote. I mean, hey I can be optimistic too!
Anyways, I had no friends, and new people
were warned by others so they rarely continued to talk after that.
Shreya was the only person that was there
in spite of the damaging past, and the thing is, she wasn’t
my friend before last year when Dad was still alive. They were really close, my
dad and her. Dad used to teach mathematics and Shreya only ever understood his infinities. So, I have a feeling it was because
of the
damaging past, that she was there to listen and stroke my back gently.
KATE:
He was walking towards the building.
“Please,
please, please be in my class!” I looked at the paper the receptionist gave me
that was apparently the address and the instructions of how to get to my class:
XII
C4
I followed him through the halls, entering
the building I saw paintings on either side of the walls, mothers smothering
their babies in the great depression, something about educating girl child and
preserving earth. He took a sharp left and I had to wait before turning left so
he doesn’t find out that that girl who he crashed
into yesterday went through the immense trouble of finding exactly where he
went to school and is now out to exact vengeance. So, as I followed up he
disappeared at a roundabout that divided into four lanes. This fucking labyrinth
(that confused me to oblivion) was more complex than the one Daedalus designed
to keep The Minotaur caged. Well I thought: fair enough.
So,
now instead of finding my cycle crasher, and exacting vengeance, I started
looking for my class. I hoped to find both, but like I once said: in death there is peace, and in
life, you have to look for rooms inside of rooms and you’re still left empty.
“XII
C4!” I looked at the little rectangular wooden sign that was stuck to the door
of a room which said in black paint: X11 C4, I entered the class, looked for a
familiar face and failed to find any. I sat down on the third bench of the
farthest row from the door.
The teacher came, and as she looked at
everyone she showed her palm as to say don’t bother and said
“S(h)it down everyone, no need to bother!” I did not know what was funnier, her
tendency to join Hs with letters that do(n’t) need them or the fact that no one
was standing to begin with. She read a lesson about a beggar who sold rat traps
and committed acts of thievery here and there, now and again and his journey to
becoming a transformed man purged of any mal-intent from the love of a kind, young daughter of a steel factory owner.
Her
glasses, defying gravity, real daredevils standing just on the cusp of her nose
and her hypermetropic eyes, like pools of swirling cyclones circling and
circling. She dressed like a fortuneteller, wearing a colorful yet darkly
dominated skirt that came down to mid-calf and her fingers, filled with rings for
every color of every horoscope of every month. Her voice had this numbing
needle-like feel to it that made you zone out as soon as a vowel was spoken. I
feel as if some teachers have this voice that makes it impossible to understand
or grasp what they’re actually talking about and she was the person that
defined this stigma. But she was utterly, profoundly and most importantly,
quite beautiful. Her presence, was almost like a blue-colored butterfly sat in
a room and you couldn’t look at anything else, but then this precious and
perishable little thing started talking in her squeaky voice. So, we couldn’t
understand what she was saying, and we couldn’t look away either. And now
Sybill Trelawny here is reading out loud, “The Rattrap” and as she does, she
stops and glances at me with a happily surprised look;
“Oh,
a new face! And a beautiful one to see in this usual ugliness” she spoke as the
other students sat in discontent.
I was spaced out for some time to have
realized that the person I was eye-fucking for half an hour was looking right
at me, “Uh… Yeah, my name is Kate and this is my
first day at Satyabir Siyaram Public School”. You could never say “this school”
or “my school”, you were to always say the name, and the full name if ever to
mention it, like ‘Bob Vance, Vance Refrigeration’.
“Kate,
what do you feel about the ending of this story, does the beggar manage to get
out of his rattrap?” she said with the voice of a clinical receptionist.
“I
think if you think of him being in a rattrap, he must be a rat, and as
described by the beggar, the world itself is a rattrap, so if a rat gets out of
his trap, he is just walking into another rattrap. The whole concept is either
ridiculously profound, or profoundly ridiculous.”
The whole class was staring at me as if I
had fucked all their mothers, and while I was at it, made them come nine times,
like I was guilty of at least 4 counts of murder. It took her some time but she
finally broke the silence “Tell me, Kate, do you re...” and she was
interrupted by a student who knocked on the door and informed:
“The
Vice Principle has asked for Kate Balakrishnan immediately”
I stood up, all eyes fixated on me, every
kid, from the hot ones to the perverts, looking at me with a banal curiosity,
and a hint of judgment, I could hear the bells ringing in my head, and this
word repeating over and over again: Shame! Shame! Shame! Shame!
I walked through the blue-colored hallways
and the stairs down the office, the girl guiding me: Payal was a junior in 11th
grade studying Commerce. Her dress was the same as everyone else, a white
shirt, navy blue skirt with a blue striped grey color tie. She had this crazy
habit of thinking in her brain and then acting out in the real world. It was
hilarious.
I
saw him sitting on the chair where people sat when waiting to be called in by
the Vice-Principal. His head was looking up at the ceiling, his hands covering
his nose from bleeding out with a soft cotton tissue. I crouched and then sat right next to him stealthier
than the deep space, or a cat. Sat beside him, a chubby kid with freckles on
his face, sharp hair and red knuckles.
“The
Vice Principal will see you two now” a woman in her mid-30s came out and said
looking at both of them.
They
stood up and entered the room, the woman left pushing the door as to close it.
I ran with the same stealth and placed my hand delicately in between the door
to keep it open just enough to hear what’s going on.
“Now
how many times have we been over this exact same thing?” asked the man in charge
with a relaxed frustration.
“He
said my parents would get divorced!”
“Well,
your mother is clearly cheating on your father.”
“How
do YOU know?”
“That’s
what everyone talks about nowadays, just believe it already!”
“Krrish…”
said the VP in a deep voice, “You have to understand that you can’t just…”
“But
it is true!”
“Whatever
the case here, you cannot, in any case, comment anything of that insensitivity,
now you’re a good kid and I understand it must be hard coping, with your father
gone but you must become better than to interfere”
“Sure,
just say nothing you mean.”
“And
as for you, Lalit Rana, you are hereby expelled from the Satyabir Siyaram
School on account of your 7th unwarranted strike on any pupil or
personnel. Your termination certificate has already been processed, feel free
to collect it on your way out...”
“Of
the school that is.” He finished his sentence.
Pleads
turned into louder pleads, turned into waterworks, turned into shouting curses,
and then at one point I heard loud footsteps followed by someone getting
slapped and then an astute silence took over. Security was called in.
The
chubby kid walked out with his sobbing red face, redder on one side escorted by
two men in pale yellow clothing.
A
girl just about then came near the chaos, I assumed attracted from all the
ruckus she sat one seat away from me where the chubby kid sat.
The
chubby one was gone, things became peaceful once more but the girl stuck to her
chair, there was a frown on her face as I looked over,
“So,
what are you in for, am I right?” she
asked laughing awkwardly.
“I
have no idea.” I said, laying back into the chair and running my fingers
through my hair.
The
door opened and the girl ran through the gate,
“Keep
it up otherwise all your blood will flow out.” she said pulling his head up as
they walked out of the office. The VP stood alongside the door with his arms
crossed, he lifted a finger and gave me a sign to come in.
“Hello
dear, welcome to Satyabir Siyaram Public School. I hope our staff and students
here are treating you nicely” the VP said in his ever so sexy voice.
“Yes,
everyone here has been quite good so far”
With
his hands on the table, and fingers interlocked he asked
“Do
you know why you’re here?”
“Because…
you asked for me?”
“Well,
chronologically, it’s because you’re in absolute violation of your dress code.”
“Well,
chronologically… I am here because
all matter in the universe once united in a singularity and exploded.” I could
see in through the veins in his temple that I was getting on his nerves.
“I
see you’re a bright kid referencing the big bang...”
If
this was a movie, I’d break the fourth wall, and look at the camera to say:
Elementary, dear Watson.
“Jokes
aside, you’re here because this school, you see, is a very disciplined
environment. And for it to stay that way, all students must abide by the code
of conduct set forth by the school administration”
“Is
this because I am wearing pants?”
“Uh…
yes, the prescribed item of clothing, is a skirt. Now if you stand in a group
of hundred girls, and you’re the only one with pants on, it will become chaotic
and we can’t have something like that happening in ou..”
I
lowered my head, as to express caution, and then whispered: “But
you see sir, I am a transgender man, I have the body of a woman but the sexual
parts of a… male”
“Really?”
He whispered back.
“Fuck
no, now shut up and listen, Third Reich: The way I see it, this is a free
country, with the freedom of expression even if its owned by the rich and
powerful upper-class, I don’t have to worry because I am both of them. If you
knew who my father was, you’d know he indirectly owns this place, he probably
owns you too, meaning I own YOU! I even own the little bits of food your infant
children swallow. So, if I want to wear pants, I will wear the fuck out of them
and you will go back to expelling chubby little bullies.”
There
was silence throughout the room.
“Now
that is out of the way, is there anything I can do for you?” I asked.
“You…
you were in the wrong class miss”
“Oh
really?” I took the paper out of the front pocket of my shirt, “But this
says...”
“You
got it from the receptionist, I assume?” he assumed.
“Yeah,
exactly!”
“Well.
It’s in her handwriting, she writes Ds that look like Cs”
“It
is quite fancy” I said.
“Yes,
you’re in Krrish’s class.”
'Oh,
how much I’ve longed to hear those words' I closed my eyes with that thought in my head and then opened
them.
“Krrish
who?”
“Oh,
you remember that student just now, with the bleeding nose?”
“Uh-huh”
“That’s
Krrish! Now, to survive in this school, you ought to make frien...”
The
bell rang for lunch.
“Sorry,
as I was saying. To survive…”
I
left.
Some
walking distance far from the pavement on the left of the oak tree existed a
Canteen. People would sometimes stay and eat, or take their lunch near the oak
tree. But I decided to sit in the crowd, alone and hyperaware of my existence.
I ordered a white bread sandwich and a glass of coke. He was there, just like
me, sitting alone waiting. His nose had stopped bleeding and I was looking at
him for such a long time that it made him look at me, like I was Eleven.
KRRISH:
I think the girl I hit with
my bike last evening went through everything she had to, to find where I went
to school and I think she wants revenge.
Points: 57
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