Please see the edited version of this piece: Mournings After
Thanks!
-mav
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Wasn’t it just night outside?
I can feel the sun.
Somehow I find myself again
splayed on the couch,
SVU still muted on the screen.
Every morning starts like this,
in blurred disarray,
Poached eggs, emails, and memories
of a time when
I could call you on the phone to yell.
So I failed at motherhood,
Tell me something new.
I knew that you were an addict but
what could I do,
more than berate the grown man I raised?
You were the favorite cousin
brown haired and handsome,
Who at a wedding managed to find
every auntie
and grandma for a twirl on the floor.
Even through the worst you shined.
A supernova,
that refused to burst without parting
greatest impact.
Funeral attendance: One thousand.
It occurred to me, I own,
that sleep was just safe.
If I stayed in bed every morning
I wouldn’t feel
that I was no longer a mother.
But long after the Last Day,
I just sat up straight,
put one foot in front of the other,
and met the day.
It’s you that is dead, my son. Not me.
I have to keep cooking food,
and taking deep breaths.
I have to take care of my husband,
and to survive,
I have to take care of me, okay?
I am not just living my life for you, Zach.
I am also living it for myself.
I’m sorry.
I wake up to survive.
***I plan on entering this piece into a scholarship competition, where the theme is ‘what motivates you to greet the day’ and the poems will be assessed based on (1) Quality, (2) Effort, (3) Creativity, and (4) Content. Any advice or critique would be appreciated! Please be brutal, guys!
Thanks. :)
-mav
We meet again Mavis! Rose here for a review on another one of your amazing poems
First off I wanna say good luck in the scholarship competition! I also want to address that this is a really unique way to the theme "what motivates you to greet the day". Sending off a sad message can make us appreciate life and the things we have.
I'm going to go through the title then do each stanza and share my opinion. I'm not the best reviewer, but I will try and help.
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The title is great! Tells me what it is about, but maybe you shouldn't put "(Death of a son)" because the title "Mourning's after" sends off the sad vibe you wanted to create.
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Wasn’t it just night outside?
I can feel the sun.
Somehow I find myself again
splayed on the couch,
SVU still muted on the screen.
Every morning starts like this,
in blurred disarray,
Poached eggs, emails, and memories
of a time when
I could call you on the phone to yell.
So I failed at motherhood,
Tell me something new.
I knew that you were an addict but
what could I do,
more than berate the grown man I raised?
Even through the worst you shined.
A supernova,
that refused to burst without parting
greatest impact.
Funeral attendance: One thousand.
It occurred to me, I own,
that sleep was just safe.
If I stayed in bed every morning
I wouldn’t feel
that I was no longer a mother.
But long after the Last Day,
I just sat up straight,
put one foot in front of the other,
and met the day.
It’s you that is dead, my son. Not me.
I have to keep cooking food,
and taking deep breaths.
I have to take care of my husband,
and to survive,
I have to take care of me, okay?
I am not just living my life for you, Zach.
I am also living it for myself.
I’m sorry.
I wake up to survive.
This is Kaos here for a review!
Wasn’t it just night outside?
I can feel the sun.
Somehow I find myself again
splayed on the couch,
SVU still muted on the screen.
Every morning starts like this,
in blurred disarray,
Poached eggs, emails, and memories
of a time when
I could call you on the phone to yell.
So I failed at motherhood,
Tell me something new.
I knew that you were an addict but
what could I do,
more than berate the grown man I raised?
You were the favorite cousin
brown haired and handsome,
Who at a wedding managed to find
every auntie
and grandma for a twirl on the floor.
Even through the worst you shined.
A supernova,
that refused to burst without parting
greatest impact.
Funeral attendance: One thousand.
It occurred to me, I own,
that sleep was just safe.
If I stayed in bed every morning
I wouldn’t feel
that I was no longer a mother.
But long after the Last Day,
I just sat up straight,
put one foot in front of the other,
and met the day.
It’s you that is dead, my son. Not me.
I have to keep cooking food,
and taking deep breaths.
I have to take care of my husband,
and to survive,
I have to take care of me, okay?
I am not just living my life for you, Zach.
I am also living it for myself.
I’m sorry.
I wake up to survive.
Points: 97
Reviews: 44
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