Hello, My name is Not To Mentionedand I am 13 yrs old.
Growing up, I was brought into this world as a Catholic girl, so of course I would learn about the Seven Commandments and all of that stuff and I also believe in heavne and hell. I truly think that I'm going to Hell, I've done many horrible things. I've watched adult films, stole from dad's waller, lied, disobeyed my parents, disrespected many adults, cursed people out, and there are plenty of more things. I just remembered, I used to play on this website, a retro of Habbo, and I had gotten close to many people there. I created a fake person so when they would go on another website they would see some other person. I felt reallybad afterwards, but eventually got over it. I just feel really bad. And now I gave someone from that site my number, so we texted. I just feel really weird about it so I just quit the whole thing. But the person I gave my number, I have a crush on so I have deep thoughts and him. Nothing nasty, like sex, or anything but just like if we ever met. I just want to get this thing off my shoulder. I allow you people to judge me, everyone already does. But the point of the matter is I just dont know if just asking for forgiveness from God will help. I mean I think I deserve to go to Hell, but I wanna take any chance not to. I have no idea where to start, with everyone talking about the END OF THE WORLD in 2012 I think that its too late. I just want to get this thing off my mind. Its really hard but Im trying my hardest. Please help me,