Warning: This work has been rated 16+ for mature content.
Authors Note: Let me state, this is a scrawled note of a person dying, I will for your sake add a slight more punctuation:
Without you in my life, the sun has refused to shine. Birds have forgot to sing and plants no longer grow. Everythings a dark grey,in these my dying days all I feel is pain. I am just your 2nd choice,you only seek me out when i'm convenient to you. As the words leave my brain to page, I feel consciousness slipping away. No longer do I want to live without you, no longer I want to live! I've said everything I can to you. It's just never going to be,you and me. I can no longer take the way your smile pierces deep into my soul, the way your eyes melt my every wall, or the way your hairs smell when you'd let me near. I am no longer able to take you clouding my mind every thought every day.
You're a liar. We had our time. I just can no longer live with never being you're 1st choice. Never will I mean to you, what you do to me. With this note do I not only confess, my love,I also say goodbye. I'll let my blood stain the page to draw you away from the tears. I told you i'd die for you girl. I meant it, in some way.I'd die for you. I die because of you! What i'm trying to say, as the pain finally slips away.
I love you girl it's true