Scared Love
I'm scared
His arms are around me
My head on his chest
But I'm scared
These hugs feel wrong
As if every time will be the last
But yet I hope for more
But I don't trust
I'm afraid of being rejected
Afraid of being abandoned
I’m afraid I'll never find love
Afraid no one will ever care enough
I'm scared of losing him
But I know I will eventually
He will someday get tired of me
I know it will happen
Who would want me?
I’m just a nobody
Just a troublemaker
I walk into fights willingly
I will someday get hurt for it
I never know where to go
Never know how to stay out of drama
I never know what to say
I have no friends
Okay well maybe one or two
But most of them are fake
They act as though they are my friends
But I know that everyone will leave me
Eventually
No one wants to deal with me
No one could even keep up with my problems
Major anxiety
Psycho rage
Always irritable
Crazily depressed
So yeah, he probably is just acting
He probably doesn't care
He doesn't want me
He probably just wants to feel loved
He would probably take any girl
I'm not important
I have no meaning
I can't succeed in life
So why try?
Why don't I just give up?
I could stop doing my homework
I could just break up with him
It'd end all my doubts
I wouldn't have to worry anymore
All my stress would disappear
But what if he does care?
What if it's all in my head
I may be over reacting
But how does one know for sure?
So even tho I'm scared
I will stick by him
Until I get ditched
As I foresee soon occuring
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