Day two —— 12/20/18
So here again...so bored at the moment. Finals are, of course, never fun. We finally reach the last day, the exact moment I heard the bell ring - a sigh of relief escaped my lungs. All the unfamiliar voices, judgemental stares, and stressful work ideas, suddenly quieting down and being left behind. Which brings me to my next complaint on human nature, their lack of empathy and vulnerability to anxiety.
I can’t be one to speak justly, for I too have my struggles with the shadows of anxiety and lack of empathy. Yet I have to express my ideas with this for it does justify some of my emotions. Maybe it's just the fact that I'm a defensive crazy girl simple things will make my brain churn and cringe or sometimes I might even cry which is most often the case however others and I myself don't understand why or how to fix it. This makes it hard for both parties we don't always know what it's like to be in the boots of another person and yet when we are put in that situation we need help or guidance. It is so easy to fall into that hole a type of fear that manifests itself in your mind leeching and corrupting you its terrifying that it is so easy to get there.