11:10 PM
Danny: I am done with life, Kelly
Next comes a picture of concrete from the roof tops
The roof where you both spent hours watching the stars
Marveling at their beauty
D: I can’t handle it anymore
D: All I want to do is jump
D: It will be better for everyone.
And just like that, you’ll never look at that magical place the same
11:20 PM
D: You’ll be fine Kelly
D: All you need to do is write,
D: Write about my passing then you’ll move on
D: I don’t matter all that much.
Just like that they’ll just be a ghost?
A vague memory of your past?
How could they so easily dismiss how much You really care about them?
D: Kelly do you really care that much?
D: I don’t believe you do, no one does
D: I don’t blame them
Guess they have forgotten the late nights
And long “debates” we had on who was the coolest
Or the days we spent at the park on third avenue
D: This might be good bye,
D: Farewell Kelly
Your friend really knows how to drive those words deep
Like a knife that’s been thrust into you
With every text they send the knife twists and goes in deeper
Who know words could hurt leaving you feeling gutted and empty?
11:45 PM
Then silence.
Nothing.
Your friend stops reading your texts
They stop replying
That’s when your stomach drops
Thinking the worst
You picture awful things
Things you wish you would have never thought about
You see them laying there on the hard concrete
You want to go numb
11:50 PM
Tears start streaming
Running freely you can’t contain it
You can’t remember the last time you’ve cried so hard
You start bombard them with reasons why you’ll miss them
Why they should keep going
Kelly: If you leave who will I wake up and send a good morning text?
K: You are the first person I think about when I wake up
K: And the last one I think about when i go to bed
K: You are the only person who can tell that I am upset
K: Even on my darkest days you manage to make me see the sun
K: And believe life is worth living
K: Well so is yours, live on
K: Plus without you who am I going to do stupid stuff with
K: Remember that hair cut we gave each other?
K: Our moms just about beat us
11:55 PM
You start feeling empty
Like a part of you has been torn away
A part of you really has been
Your partner in crime is locked away
They'll never see the light of day again
You can't stop shaking
Why would such a beautiful person end their life?
11:59 PM
When you realize they finally read your messages
You start crying in relief
K: Please answer me
K: I need you
K: I love you
D: Relax, it will be okay Kel
D: Good night
That empty hole has been filled once again
But when it comes time to sleep
Dread washes over you again
Like a wave of freezing water hitting you
Knocking you over leaving you feeling paralyzed
12 AM
Will they wake in the morning?
Will they reply to your morning text?
Will you see their smile?
Will you ever get to see them in person again?
So many questions rush through your head
All you can do is wait
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