I'm sorry, for my own mental health I'm putting this on pause... I have way too many things going on in reality that I can't make things up right now... I'm not in a good place mentally, I'm not in a good place with my parents... I'm not in a good place period right now. Most things in my life are going downhill, and I just need a small break, at least until I can finish everything. I'm sorry. If you want to still talk to me, we can talk, but know it will be minimal. I'm going to try and focus on the things I need to do before I fall any further behind.
You must never give into despair. Allow yourself to slip down that road, and you surrender to your lowest instincts. In the darkest times, hope is something you give yourself. That is the meaning of inner strength. — Uncle Iroh