one year
many mistakes
one decision
that's all it takes
drank some alcohol
drank some more
didn't want to remember
anymore
cut to bleed
and bleed to cut
now it makes me sick
in the gut
only did it once
i just lied
did it to the point i nearly died.
toke some drugs
i now hate
they knocked me out
for three days straight
i loved the buzz
i loved the thrill
like a lion
on the kill
i got teased
got called gay
because i loved a girl
she made my day
she broke my heart
guy
but she made me reliese
i am bi
fought with the family
fought with a friend
i just wanted
it all to end
so in one year
i nearly blew it all
with one decision just one call
tears in my eyes
as i tied the rope
i placed it around my neck
cause i couldn't cope
close my eyes
welcoming the dead
as i jumped the rope snapped instead
alone on my floor
i was okay
made me want to
live to see another day
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