I loved the taste of his disregard in the morning;
It sailed through my being, leaving its hooks
To ensure that I ignored every warning
No matter how much of my mind he took.
He said “Let’s descend to our own private hell”.
Who was I to decline, with my translucent skin,
And the belief that he would serve me well
Instead of turning me to ash within?
He lit golden fires across my heart’s plains
And let their romantic lighting entrance me
As he ensured he was my only pain,
And led me to the furnace through hazy dance.
I saw the tips of my hair start to smolder
But they were not me then, and neither was I.
I felt his strong, calloused hands growing colder
As he reached for the scissors and asked me, “Why fly
Amongst planets and stars, when they fade in the light?
This silken darkness grants a long embrace
And will induct you into lasting night
Which, of course, is your predestined place.”
The top of my mind was melting down
And dripping out of my fire-crossed eyes,
And so I blindly accepted his crown
And made myself partner to all of his lies.
The floor before me is ashes and dreams
Which I speared with the hard part of my heart.
My story has lost substantial scenes
Since his cold beguilement set me apart.
I look at the ceiling before my eyes fall
Under the spell of what is now my source.
There’s nothing to do but ignore the faint call;
“This is what you swore you would never endorse.”
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