Nargle's NapoWrimo corner

11/30

Take my hand and come with me
to a place where you can rest your head.
A head that is bursting full of life,
a life better of dead.

And while the world may scream down upon you,
Know that this is not the start, but rather
the beginning of a very long end.
An ending with no clear finish
Except that of death.

So take my hand and see the world
For what it truly is.
Emptiness.

12/30

My mind was scattered
Like leaves in autumn
And nobody was there to
Rake it up into a neat pile.
My mind was being infected
By your scent and your eyes,
Piercing into my sweet little
Heart, unable to stop it.
My mind was dying
Ahead of its time.
Being killed by jealousy
And nonsensical crimes.

My mind has died.

13/30

What do you think of late at night?
What do you want as you lie in bed
Pondering the stars and death?
Do you think of the moon and the sun?
Do you think of the heart and the lungs?
Family, friends or school work.
The way that life comes and goes before your eyes.
What is it that your soul truly desires,
When your mind is free of the days tiring attire?
So answer me this;
Is it me?

14/30

The sky fades to an endless grey,
The stars erupt and turn to dust,
The world will get burnt alive.
Oh death, you're no surprise.

But if this is the case why do so many
People widen their eyes when it comes?
When the grey lady comes knocking
At their doors, the keys to the underworld
In her boney hands. The Fates will come
I know that for sure.

So I happily awake the time when they cut
My lifeline.

15/30


A throbbing head,
An aching back,
A stomach aching.
All because of you.
You cut me of
You hold me back,
You criticise me like my
Feelings don't matter.
Itchy arms, red legs,
Blood on the floor.
Daily reminders of you.

But how can I escape it?
How can I escape you?
I can't hide from something
That lives inside my mind.
So all that's left to do is
Die...

16/30

Spoiler

i have writers block, sorry

Jiggery pokery
Higgledy dick.
Words i make up
So i can finish this.
Lobey, lee
Dodey dee.
Why cant i do this?
Hummingbird
Merrybee,
Nature around me.

This poem sucks
So i will leave.

17/30

The lonely hours turn into lonely days.
I notice your stuck in a world of pain,
tears pour down your precious face.
They remind of a much happier time,
Where love was not a dream nor a lie.
I thought the world was black and white,
Not a mixture of colours that shine bright.
But as I look upon your dimming eyes
I wish to give back to you the rainbow of life.
As the lonely hours turn into lonely days
Your smile washes the pain away.

18/30


You think that I don't hurt?
That at night I sleep happily?
You think that a picture paints a thousand words
And that the one of my smile is all you need
To know that I'm living perfectly.

But do you know what I feel at 3am
When you're all tucked up nice in bed?
Hopeless, ugly, stupid and empty.
Pointless, weird, strange and fat.
Driving me close to insanity.

Do you know what I feel
From these thoughts in my mind?
I feel numb and empty inside.
I draw my sword to feel life again,
To stop the screaming in my head.

You think that I don't regret it?
You think I'm happy with it?
But I'm telling you now,
I hate myself for it.
And I do, I do regret it.

19/30

So, you want a story,
A story of love, betrayal and lust.
One that oozes with sadness and heartbreak.
A story that takes you to faraway places.
A story that touches your soul
And keeps you from sleep.
One that opens your mind to surprises,
And one that keeps you guessing what happens next.
I'm all out but don't stress, I'm getting a new batch in
Just wait for my mind to distress and and my head to be at rest.

20/30

My mind is all a wander,
My head is all in knots.
My heart is on fire,
My chest is beating off.

I don't know what I should do,
How I should handle this,
This situation called you.

21/30


Rushing about like you've got more important places to be,
That you would rather be anywhere then here with me.
You rush all your words, making them come out all blurry,
You can't stay put, jumping from foot to foot.
Anxious eyes darting everywhere, unable to settle on anything,
Searching always for an escape, an escape from me.

I understand, who wants to be here with me?

Sorry for the poor quality, I am running out of time.


22/30

Late nights,
Early mornings.
Sleepless times
Make my head throb.
Twisting and turning
Isn't helping.
Why can't I sleep?
Why does sleep resist me?
Why can't I sleep?

23/30


You told me you were sad,
I replied me too.
You said you couldn't continue,
I told you me too.
You told me all the bad things that happened to you,
I said all the bad things that happened to me too.
You cried,
So I did too.

24/30


I cried on my knees
As you robbed me.
You robbed me of all
That I ever held dear.
All that was true and sincere
Now gone from my heart and my mind.
I have no idea if I can retrieve it.

You cut me down with your harsh words
And sharp kicks.
You robbed me of all that was true,
And struck me down with quick hits.

The love you robbed was all
I had to give.
Now it is gone,
How can I live?

25/30


You called me up to say goodbye,
I called you up to say how I cried,
I cried for all the movie we watched,
All the empty bowls of popcorn.
The songs we used to sing together,
The laughs we used to share when we
Thought this was forever.
I cried for all the promises,
Broken and long gone.
I cried for all the heartache
So real and so painful.
I cried for all our love,
Thats ever been and ever was.
And I cried because its gone.