Sati
"You should rest, Princess," he said, still smiling a bit because of the fairies. Little children were so easy to convince that everything is real. Though, it's not that they aren't real, they are just not really near the palace as often as this girl may want them to be. She seemed to still think about that, but pouted a little as he said his last line.
“I'm not sleepy... I can't rest anyway, I just start crying again.” She started in a tone of normal conversation, ending in a whisper too close to tears for Sati to ignore.
“You miss him," he said carefully. "Don't you?"
“I want him back..." Saja hugged herself, probably without even noticing it, and stared at some spot on her sheets. "I wish he could come back.”
Wrong thing to say, little girl. He stepped away, feeling the power of her words trying to pull him closer. As if long tentacles of something dark, threaded with deep scent he couldn't possibly ignore, crawled over the floor and walls and caught him in some kind of a cocoon. He made an effort not to show the feelings in his eyes, but the princess turned pale nevertheless.
“ Oh I didn't mean it like that!" She yelled, her eyes wide opened "It wasn't a real wish- Sati don't go!”
She ran to him and she hugged him, second before he managed to become immaterial again. That left him speechless, and he lost himself for a moment as the girl cried in his shirt. I don't recall anyone hugging me before.
“Please don't leave me too- I don't want to be alone anymore! It wasn't a real wish, I-I know he can't come back.... a-a-and wishing like that would be a wicked thing to do.” she took a shuddery breath, “Papa is in heaven, and a wish like that would be a naughty thing to do... He's v-very happy in heaven.”
Her voice didn't turn to whisper slowly this time - it just broke, lost in the sobs. The stories of Heaven, that Sati couldn't understand. He knew that people died. He knew that he could wake them up for a price. What the dead did in between, he neither knew nor cared - that one wasn't his kingdom. But if this little girl wanted to believe that no one could bring her father and that he's happier in Heaven than here, he decided, he'll go with it. Aside that it was fairly arguable whether any divine creature would let him go to heaven.
He stroked her hair gently. I don't like tears. He sighed, still fighting with his natural self. It would be so easy to convince her that he can bring her Papa back.. So easy that it almost scared him. But he couldn't quite stop himself from fulfilling something.
“What do you wish for Little Saja?” He was surprised by the silent tone he spoke in. Not even a whisper, yet still he hoped that she can't hear the desire in his voice. The girl shrugged, not moving her face from his shirt. He was taller than most humans, and she was a little lady, so the tip of her head just reached his chest.
“Nothing...” she said- voice muffled against his shirt, “ I don't need anything.” she looked up, and he could see the tears in her eyes. He had to resist his need to wipe them away using his abilities. He could make her forget, he could make her not care so much. But no. That just wouldn't be fair.
"What about you?" She asked, catching him unprepared. "What do you wish for?"
He couldn't speak for a moment, just staring back at her. The last man to ask him that, many years ago, was the master who set him free - he was manipulated to do so by Sati himself, and it destroyed almost everything that made him human, but still, he asked the same question. And Sati had other wishes now. Wishes that he couldn't fulfill for himself, and wishes that would make this girl see him as an enemy. But she was too young to hear about his ideas, and she didn't stand in his way - so he lied, or better said, manipulated the truth a little.
"Right now," he said, "I wish those tears disappeared from your eyes. You will miss a lot of people in your life, and if you cry so much for each, this city will be lying in an ocean."
She smiled a little, somewhat shy smile.
"Sati? Can you make the fairies come again?"
He almost laughed, recalling the way Saja's fairies looked.
"Sure," he said, touching the door. It unlocked, the princess took is hand and they left to the garden.
Sati watched her as she played with his flying inventions, his thoughts fleeing back to her question.
I wish my brothers and sisters to be free. I wish my kind to get justice and to get to chose who to serve. I wish to make your kind understand that having someone to control isn't what real power should be. And when I find the way, I will bring your world on its knees.
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