I smile, "I just... don't necessarily believe I did all of that."
`` Nic
I shake my head and turn her to face me, "No, do not think that. You aren't allowed to think that. I should have stopped you. It's not your fault. It's not."
I'm never what I like I'm double sided And I just can't hide I kind of like it When I make you cry 'Cause I'm twisted up, twisted up Inside
I raise an eyebrow, "...So, you don't think you f*cked me? Alright." I smile.
,,,,,,, Jackie
I take a deep breath and shake my head, "N-No, but you warned me. I killed our baby..." I look back down, "I'm a horrible mother, Nic. I'm horrible. I'm just horrible ad don't deserve any kids."
All you need is faith, trust, and a little bit of pixie-dust!
I take her face in my hands, "Shh, Jacks. Stop it. It was an honest mistake. It won't happen again. Now we know. Don't say that you don't deserve kids, that you're horrible. You don't know how wonderful you are, how much you deserve a child."
I'm never what I like I'm double sided And I just can't hide I kind of like it When I make you cry 'Cause I'm twisted up, twisted up Inside
I shake my head, "No, I don't. I hurt him. He's gone, and it's my fault. My baby's gone..." I transport out and to the woods where no one can find me, sitting in an underground cave as I cry in my knees.
All you need is faith, trust, and a little bit of pixie-dust!
I swear and wipe my eyes before flashing to her aura. It doesn't take me there, but into a maze of trees instead, "Jackie! Jacks, please come back!" It was my baby too...
I'm never what I like I'm double sided And I just can't hide I kind of like it When I make you cry 'Cause I'm twisted up, twisted up Inside
I don't answer, my face still buried in my knees, and hesitate before standing and walking deeper into the cave until I can't see any more. I trip on a rock and fall as I start crying, just curling up where I lie before closing my eyes.
All you need is faith, trust, and a little bit of pixie-dust!
I lose my smile and nod, moving an arm around her stomach, "Yeah."
``` Nic
After a few minutes, the pain dulls and I shakily stand. Calling out for Jackie, I use the cavern wall to walk and scan the dark ground for any sign of her.
I'm never what I like I'm double sided And I just can't hide I kind of like it When I make you cry 'Cause I'm twisted up, twisted up Inside
I sigh and look up at the ceiling, "I'll come back this weekend, I promise."
`` Nic
I find her and take her in my arms, not realizing she's asleep until she doesn't respond to anything. Keeping my arms around her, I kiss her forehead and lie with her.
I'm never what I like I'm double sided And I just can't hide I kind of like it When I make you cry 'Cause I'm twisted up, twisted up Inside