I reform in the basement of the building my brother resides in. Taking my jacket off and running a hand through my hair, I head up the stairs and make my way to the kitchen. Adrian sits in the living room, sipping on a beer or a soda. Sighing, I grab the last bottle from the fridge and plop at his side.
I'm never what I like I'm double sided And I just can't hide I kind of like it When I make you cry 'Cause I'm twisted up, twisted up Inside
Realizing that its only 6:00, I throw on some skinny jeans and a red tee, and head out to the nearest bar. I take out my fake ID and show the bartender before ordering Grey Goose with a splash on scotch. Yep. Getting drunk tonight...
All you need is faith, trust, and a little bit of pixie-dust!
I fiddle with a frayed piece of my jeans before sighing and looking at Adrian, "Don't reprimand me tonight. I know you don't agree with me about this, but I have to figure everything out. Half my memory is out there with someone else. I need it back."
He sighs and looks down, "I just don't want you to be wrong again, E. We can't deal with another set back."
I'm never what I like I'm double sided And I just can't hide I kind of like it When I make you cry 'Cause I'm twisted up, twisted up Inside
I nod, "I know, Adi, but you understand how dire this is for me. Without my memory... I won't know how to go about --"
"You have me," he interrupts, "I know you, and I know what you would and wouldn't do. Whatever happened in the two years you disappeared, it doesn't matter."
"But it does," I mutter.
I'm never what I like I'm double sided And I just can't hide I kind of like it When I make you cry 'Cause I'm twisted up, twisted up Inside
I plop on one of the benches and slip out my phone, texting one of my friends before yawning and closing my eyes for a second. Haha...pandas are weird animals...
All you need is faith, trust, and a little bit of pixie-dust!
I study her before standing and holding a hand out, "C'mon. I'll walk you home. It'll be dark soon and this part of the city isn't pleasant after the sun sets."
I'm never what I like I'm double sided And I just can't hide I kind of like it When I make you cry 'Cause I'm twisted up, twisted up Inside