"Sometimes I feel like I don't exist," I finally say, "I mean, It's like...In my family, they always use me. Sometimes I don't want to exist. It just makes life easier on me," I say in a quiet voice, my eyes still closed.
All you need is faith, trust, and a little bit of pixie-dust!
"Everyone has that feeling, one day or the next," I say, "But if you didn't exist, this life wouldn't be the way it is. Two more wouldn't have started inside you, and I'm sure I wouldn't be where I am today, if at all."
I'm never what I like I'm double sided And I just can't hide I kind of like it When I make you cry 'Cause I'm twisted up, twisted up Inside
I nod, setting my hands atop my stomach, "But I'm tired of being used. Every guy at school I've dated, ending up using me. To either be more popular, or for...another thing. I dont just want to be another pretty face. It annoys me. I just want to run off and hide sometimes, you know?" I sigh.
All you need is faith, trust, and a little bit of pixie-dust!
I flash a smile and open one eye to look at him, "Thanks," I say. I think for a minute. "I need to show you something. It's where I go when I need to get away. Besides here," I say, standing, "It's really cool."
All you need is faith, trust, and a little bit of pixie-dust!
I nod and smile, taking his hand leading him off. We climb over the rocks, getting to a pathway with flowers and greens. A stream from the lake leads into the woods and to a tavern sort of thing, a mini waterfall inside it. I step inside and take a deep breath, sliding my hands in my pocket, "Here it is."
All you need is faith, trust, and a little bit of pixie-dust!