"No guy friends...except Andrew. He kind of lives with us still so I don't think banning you from seeing him would work out so well," I say, "Just temporarily. Until we can work."
I sigh and run a hand over my face, closing my eyes.
"And I will have no friends who are girls...except Gemini, who I'm not actually sure considers me to be a friend and who lives here sometimes," I promise. "I also think it would be wise for us to tell each other everything, whether it be important or not. Lack of communication is what got us here today."
I open my eyes and curse myself mentally for what I'm about to say.
"We need to find a marriage counselor too. Help work out our problems."
I'm never what I like I'm double sided And I just can't hide I kind of like it When I make you cry 'Cause I'm twisted up, twisted up Inside
"Ah, do you?" I look at her, eyebrow raised, "You aren't invincible. You think you can take on the whole world, be my guest. I, for one, know what I can and cannot do. This...I can't do this on my own. Look what almost happened today. Do you want that to happen every day until this is fixed? I don't. I don't like it when my child has to ask whether I'm alright. I don't like almost crying in front of them."
I glance away, taking a breath.
"I don't like feeling as if I'm going to hyperventilate every time I picture that b*stard's face in my mind, just because I know what happened," I whisper, "You might be able to do it on your own, but there's no way in hell I can."
I'm never what I like I'm double sided And I just can't hide I kind of like it When I make you cry 'Cause I'm twisted up, twisted up Inside