~Annie May~
My side ached but I didn't want to lie down. Gemma was practically begging me, but I told her I was fine, though everyone could tell I was obviously in pain. That was one thing I didn't hide to well. I could cover the tears, I could mask the the smile, but I couldn't keep the pain out of my eyes. I didn't give in. Tar would have nearly killed me just trying to get me to sit on the bed. I had no intention on going inside. Even when it started raining, I was outside.
It wasn't really rain. It started to drizzle a little, but the sun stayed out. The cool water felt good on my face, the dirt felt good on my feet, and the sun felt warm on my skin. This could be the best day here. I looked around and noticed everyone seemed to be holding some one's hand, or they were talking to them or something. Everyone had someone, that was my point. Everyone but me. I didn't mind it really. It only meant that I was the only smart one here.
Love is something only meant for a fool. Only the smart can keep away. But part of me wanted to be a fool. Wanted to fall in love with someone. Wanted to have someone to tell me that I was beautiful and I was perfect and that I didn't need to change. I wanted to have someone to hold me and tell me that it was fine and that I would be OK as long as we were together. All of my life that was all I wanted.
I didn't need a prince to come rescue me on his white horse. I didn't need him to fight off a dragon for me, or for him to have a crown of gold. I just needed him to want me for who I was, not who everyone wanted me to be. I could feel the tears rolling down my face. I wiped them off before anyone had the chance to see them, looked around to see if anyone was watching, then got up and walked off into the forest. I had no clue where I was going, but no one would have the chance to carry me back, where ever I went.
