Joshua
"What pointless situation have I gotten myself into?" Joshua said to no one in particular. He stepped into the fresh green grass, that still was damp from the rain that has just recently passed. "It is indeed a very pointless and hard situation."
He stepped gracefully forward, soaking up the beautiful night. The moon hung precariously, almost so low that Joshua felt that if he just reached up, he would be able to touch it. The stars shown brilliantly lighting up the night. He could see every aspect perfectly, he could identify every detailin perfect clarity. But truly what did it matter having this beautiful night when his heart seemed to be shrowded by obscurity.
The feelings were obvious. They were indeed there, and he did care about her surely, but he did not want to mess it up. When he would tell her the truth and then it would work out perfectly, like a missing piece to a puzzle. Maybe he would take her in his arms and whisk her away into the dawning sun, kissing her passionately.
"Maybe, I shall go right up to her and ask, 'Did it hurt when you fell?' and she would reply subtly, 'Hm?' and I would take her hand and say 'Oh, I was sure it would, when you fell from heaven, for truly you are an angel'." Joshua spun around whistfully, his arms out stretched.
"Or maybe, I shall take her hand in mine and whisk her away on the dance floor," He spun around in a mock waltz with out a partner. "She would fall for me there, and she would collaspe in my arms and admit all the same feelings I felt for her."
He stopped this erratic movement and looked back at the stone walls, the candescent light angling out of the windows where dancing took place, people's faces full of joy and happiness, while others filled with the hidden lust of a partner who they did not truly know who they were. Oh the irony of it. They could even possibly dancing with monsters exactly like him, stray from the scarred face and irregular eyes.
"Or maybe I shall simply place my hands on both of her beautiful cheeks and I shall kiss her right then and there, all my feelings displayed in once simple and passionate moment."
Joshua slipped back and grabbed the door handles and an electric shock went through him.
"One thing for sure," He said, his voice soft as the night around him. "I love her."
He let go of the door handles and fell back to his original position sitting quietly on the step of the stair debating truly what he would do.
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~Incognito
