
Belinda leaned against the railing, staring at the sea. She had been on land. It was still surreal. The ground didn't move, dirt was as natural as air. Water was scarce. She sighed, looking up at the sky. It was still the same blue it always had been. Her life had changed but the world hadn't. That island had been there long before this ship passed by it. Who knows how long Johnny had been there until...
Until he what?
The moment was all a blur. She had followed a ghost, young and spry looking, into a large building. A warehouse. She had seen warehouses before. But not ones covered in vines and holding so many of the dead. There were so many ghosts. But Johnny had been different. Johnny could... feel the power in her? Knew she had a connection to the dead beyond seeing them? Took a gamble and just hoped it paid off? Whatever had happened, he stole something from her. Something that made her her.
The feeling would sometimes flash through her mind, firey and deep in her bones. Her mind went blank, her eyes shutting against her desires. She fell to the floor, still feeling but paralyzed. She didn't know if she stayed like that for seconds or hours, but slowly her vision turned white against her eyelids and her heart slowed so much it felt like she was dying. Life slipped through her fingers and she couldn't even think enough to stop it.
And suddenly, it was over. She woke, her brain and her mouth having a severe enough disconnect that she was practically asleep with her eyes open. She stumbled through her sentences and the messy thoughts she could occasionally muster. As soon as she recovered, she freed the spirits in the warehouse. She didn't think about Johnny's absence. Ghosts liked to wander, always have. She was glad not to see him, glad not to have to relive the feeling that came with being stripped apart. Of course, she didn't have the exact intimate knowledge that it was his fault. She just associated him with danger, the subconscious part of her mind that felt his power baring its teeth at the very thought of him.
Letting the ghosts go was easy. All they needed was a push. Getting back on the ship and learning Johnny had followed them, was still using her essence to transcend the laws of death, was hard. She sighed, holding her head in her hands. His laugh set something off in her. Something primal and maybe even feral. Nothing she ever wanted to associate herself with.
She lowered her hands, staring into the ocean. Familiar but forever changed. Just like her power, just like the ship's newest ghost.
Suddenly, Belinda felt a light tap on her shoulder.
"Hey, how are you feeling after all that?" Juniper appeared next to her, her white dreadlocks tied up into a messy bun. She was wearing a flowy white dress that complimented her figure, something almost mindnumbingly different from what she wore on the last island.
Belinda smiled and turned to her. "Hey, love. I'm better now that you're here." She scooted over to lean her head on June's shoulder, inhaling the familiar scent of potting soil and crushed flowers. "You look amazing in that dress."
Juniper blushed and leaned her head against Belinda's, "Thanks. You don't look too bad yourself, given you practically died on me."
"Nah, I wouldn't have died." Belinda frowned. "I think, at least. Johnny... he just wanted my power. It helped him achieve a state no other ghost I've ever met has reached before. And I was possessed when I was six!" She flicked her wrist towards the ocean, emphasizing how ridiculous the situation was. "But he didn't have to possess anyone. He created a new physical form out of manifested celestial energy. How did he know how to do that? Was it just a stroke of luck? How long will it last?" She sighed. "Too many questions and too cagey of a man to answer them all."
Juniper chuckled, an eyebrow raised, "Who knows anymore? I don't understand the supernatural. That's your fortee. If I had an answer, I'd say maybe magic? Maybe... and this could be crazy, but what if there was still some... left over energy on that island? Like... those people passed not too long ago, and that's why he was able to hook onto you like that. It's... crazy because our whole entire expedition has been about finding life. And maybe that was the first step, the first clue, that we aren't alone."
Belinda nodded. "If we convince Johnny to talk, we can learn so much more about how life was before The Great Ending. Maybe even after it! That city could have been the last apocalyptic stronghold. Imagine that. The ghost of the last land-dwelling humans." She stared wistfully to the horizon. "If they're the last we find."
Juniper nodded, but frowned slightly, "I never found a cure for Idris. After all that happened... it slipped my mind. I cannot fail, Belinda. I can't. Imagine how much praise I'd get when I return home if I do this. What if there's no hope for her? What if, no matter how good I think I am, she's uncureable?"
"Junebug..." Belinda turned towards her. "That island had no cure. It was ransacked, and apparently overrun with horrible creatures I'm glad we didn't see." She shuddered, recalling Darvi's horrific description of a lizard with wings. "But we're still sailing forward. We still have a chance." She gently kissed June's forehead. "Have faith."
"I've only ever known faith," June looked out at the ocean, and gripped Belinda's hand, rubbing her thumb on her palm, "Back at Virgo, that's all I ever knew. Faith that my garden would grow. Faith that I'd live up to my mother's expectations of me. But that place was technologically advanced... Imagine if we found a hospital or something. It could've been the only chance at a scientific breakthrough. What if, the next island isn't as resourceful? What if that's the best we'll get?"
"What if we found a hospital but all the medicine was expired and poisonous? What if the next island is full of advanced, living people who could cure any illness with just a thought?" Belinda snapped her fingers. "What if we never had a chance at all on that island but one is coming soon?" Belinda brushed June's hair out of her face. "We just have to keep going."
"You're right," Juniper shook her head, "You're always right. I can't lose hope now, not when we're so close. I can feel it."
"So can I. Juniper Wren discovering the most substantial cure known to man." Belinda spun her around. "Her name will live in history books for eons!"
"And Belinda Esther, writing the first book, detailing the findings of the only living civilization. Your stories will be in museums for generations!" Juniper giggled.
Belinda giggled too, feeling lighter than she had been since that warehouse. "The most famous lovers of modern history." She kissed June's nose.
"I--" June was about to speak just before a loud set of footsteps sounded behind them.
"What the actual fuck is wrong with you both?!"
Belinda whirled around, still holding June's hand. "Rune? What's wrong?"
Rune stood there, his face sweaty and his shirt slung over his shoulder as if he'd just finished doing a million push-ups. He had an angry look on his face, eyebrows scrunched, "You left the group. After Darvi and I specifically told everyone about how dangerous it could be--"
"Darvi thinks everything is dangerous. He would ban stairs if he could because you could break your leg." Belinda crossed her arms. "Besides, we made an amazing discovery! This is a great thing."
"Oh yeah, a discovery that getting posessed by ghosts is a terrible thing!" Rune wiped the beads of sweat from his forehead with the back of his hand, "You need to take these things seriously! You both could've died. And I would've been responsible. I don't want to come back to Sefarina and tell her that we lost our fucking medic and scribe."
"First of all, I wasn't possessed. I made that discovery when I was six and decided never again." She waved her hands. "My magic was used as an energy source for a ghost shell. Secondly, we didn't die so it's fine!"
Juniper nodded, "Why are you such a grumpy pants today? You alright? You need a check up? And why are you sweating so much? Do you have a fever?"
"It's called working out," Rune just stared at them, "It helps me take my mind off the idiotic actions of my crew. Y'know, because they can be fucking stupid."
Darvi jogged to catch up to Rune, wearing a sports bra with a towel around their neck. Sweat made its way down the expanse of his neck, gathering on the already dark fabric. "Is it yell at my sister for giving me a heart attack time?"
Belinda rolled her eyes. "Is it tell my twin to start taking medication so they're not so paranoid time?"
Gray walked up next to Rune, carrying a fresh piece of banana bread. "Rune, I've been looking for you."
Juniper started, "Are you sick too? Maybe some anxiety meds and a nice ice bath to lower the obvious fevers?"
"Yeah, I'm sick." Darvi huffed. "Sick of the constant shit you pull, Belinda. You might be able to revive the dead but I'm pretty sure you can't use your powers six feet under!"
Rune snuck a piece of banana bread from Gray, "I'm right here. And thanks for the banana bread, as always."
"You look like your veins are about to burst." Gray said, taking his rag frok his apron and patting it on Rune's forehead.
Rune turned a bright shade of red and looked down, "My veins are about to burst. These two are making my blood pressure bounce like crazy."
"I also have a medication for that!" Juniper grinned.
"Juniper, not the time." Gray looked dead into her eyes.
"Are you sure working out helps with stress? Seems like it's making it worse..." Juniper mumbled, making a funny face as she trailed off.
"Are you sure being an airhead helps with medicating someone?" Gray spat.
Belinda groaned. "I knew you would overreact, Darvi. But seriously? Pulling Rune and Gray into this?"
Darvi marched up to Belinda, shoving a finger in her face. "You were unconscious! You were crumpled on the ground for hours."
"Hey! Be nice to her," Juniper snapped, "Listen. I told the both of you that I was going to explore every inch of that island to find a cure for Idris. It's not my fault that we saw something that looked forgiving. Like Belinda said, it's not like anyone died, okay?"
"It is your fault for trusting it! It is your fault you thought you knew the island better than we did. Do you understand?" Darvi's hands were shaking. "Belinda woke up acting fucking lobotomized."
"What are you talking about? You two have never been here before, either. We saw just as much as ya'll did. If not more, actually. Everything is fine, we're safe, and we're alive. Is that not enough?" June studied Darvi.
"No! It's not!" Rune's voice raised, just slightly, "This is the problem! You're justifying this behavior as if it was normal. Back at Sag's ship, this would've never--"
"Oh, save me that shit," Juniper rolled her eyes and turned back around, shaking her head.
"Juniper, politely, shut the fuck up. I will go as far as to cook your plants. Think rationally for once. One time." Gray took another bite of his banana bread.
Juniper spun back around and took a step towards Gray, "I'm the most rational thinker here. Unlike you, I'm actually useful on this damn ship. Without me, all of you would be fucking dead. I can make my own banana bread, thank you very much. Can you create pathogens from scratch, or heal a person with one fucking plant? No! I don't think so. When you need me, and you will, I don't wanna hear it,' Juniper snapped.
"With what pans? With what pots?" Gray raised an eyebrow. He clearly was not taking this very seriously.
"Oh my god, everyone just shut up!" Belinda stood between June and Gray. "Look. Was it dangerous? Sure, maybe. So sorry. Won't happen again! There? You happy?"
Everyone went silent for a moment, and then Rune finally spoke, studying all of them, "Thank you. Was that hard?"
"Yes," Juniper grumbled and shot a nasty glare at Gray before turning back around.
Gray coughed very loudly. "So... does anyone want banana bread?"
"Yes. Thank you, Gray." Belinda held out her hands, forcing a smile. Gray put a thick slice of banana bread in her hands.
Darvi sighed and stormed off, wiping their face off with a towel so hard, it was a wonder he didn't wipe his own nose off.
"...Do you think he would like some banana bread? I mean, they have to eat something." Gray walked off towards Darvi.
"I'm going to finish this workout and then scope out the next island," Rune said, sighing. He walked away after Darvi.
Belinda sighed. "Well that went about as well as a shark in a desert."
"They don't understand," Juniper shook her head, eyes locked on the water surrounding them.
"I know." Belinda rubbed her shoulder. "They're fearful. But we'll make them see."











