The Wolfsbane Chronicles

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Shadowsong

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  1. This story is not part of the Wolfsbane Chronicles, but takes place after them in the same world. There are spoilers, so if you don't want to know things about the other trilogy, don't read it. With LMS, I won't be writing more soon, but it is a project I will return to. Also, be warned: it is dark, gory, and there is a lot of twisted things in it, so if you aren't comfortable with that, don't read it. Here are the links to the first five chapters and the prophecy:

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  2. The Shadowsong
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    “Into Darkness the angel will fall,
    giving in to an ancient call.
    Borne of shadows, lived in light,
    her heart lies in the midst of night.
    Open wide the raven’s feathers spread,
    calling forth the feel of dread.
    On wings of death and shadows nigh,
    she possesses the future’s eye.

    “Under skeletal trees of a red night,
    with a blood moon shining bright,
    A raven hatched with the power,
    to see through all no matter the hour,
    be it of the brightest night,
    or it be of darkest light.

    “Blade of Darkness, Blade of Light,
    pierce the shadows of the night.
    When the time comes of shadow’s reign,
    with their power Chaos can be slain.
    The Seer who’s eye can see through all,
    has to decide whether the worlds shall fall,
    and if they do it will be lost,
    but forever it will repay the cost,
    for the land of pure bright,
    and the one of shadow’s might,
    will survive this one and all,
    when into Darkness the angel falls.”

  3. Chapter 1.1 (Formerly Prologue)
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    A single candle flame, flickering alone against a sea of darkness. A single pillar of hope against a sea of evil. Or perhaps the last surviving spark of evil amongst a sea of good. Maybe it is truth amongst lies, or lies amongst truth. It could simply be light in darkness, two opposites surviving in harmony. Maybe they are really the same thing, or two halves of the same whole. Perhaps neither exists but are both illusions; or, by seeing them, we make them real.

    Who knows? Who will ever know? Who would want to know?

    A web of fate and destiny weaves its way through the world, so many paths, so many endings. It is a deathtrap, a journey of pain, and, yet, its beauty is infinite in the morning dew, its artwork so unique and enrapturing one cannot look away.

    Many stories have been told. Stories of good, evil, darkness, light, betrayal, loyalty, heroism, nobility, peace, and war. My story is of many things: dark and light; future and past; confusion and guidance; but mostly of truth.

    Honesty is a virtue in some places. In others, it simply has its place. The truth is glorified in many stories past, the beacon of all goodness. Rarely do these stories show its darkness -forgive my use of the word- but show it as purely positive. But, for all its glory, the deepest of truths rarely come without a steep price. However, its rewards can be most valued- or despised.

    Every one is born with a gift, a value or ability that is unique to them. Or perhaps it is a curse. I got the gift of truth. And yet, I was the utmost deceiver, the most deceived. I was manipulated, beguiled, tricked; I manipulated, beguiled, and tricked others.

    Yet all life has it's twists and turns, a labyrinth of choice and destination, danger, safety, and everything else. You never know what is lurking around the corner until it manifests at its chosen time; you only know what has happened in the past, and anticipate the future based off that experience.

    Some have the gift of sight, the ability to see that labyrinth and its twists and choices. But they cannot see clearly- they simply see different possibilities, not which will be chosen or what path will bring one there.

    A millennia ago, they say a two ravens walked the world, one white, the other black. The black one saw through all illusions, but was a creature of shadow, deception. The other saw through every truth into the lie it could be or already was, but was a beast of light and honesty. They walked the earth in peace, until, one day, a great evil came forth. It hunted them relentlessly, forcing the birds into hiding. In order to remain hidden, they changed their forms: one into a white-winged man, the other into a dark-winged woman. They flew to opposite ends of the world, to the purest forms of light and darkness, and there established their domain.

    What came of them, no one ever knew. They simply disappeared and never returned. Some say they died, others that they finally found peace. Yet more say that perhaps they are still among us. Who will ever know?
  4. Chapter 1.2
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    I lay, still, amidst eternal shadows. A flood of silence was all that could be heard. A loneliness ate a hole in my heart, my thoughts alone and without meaning.

    Where was Darkness? Where was my bond? For now I was only half of my former self, chained away with all my magic taken and bound. The night was my friend, but even I tired of it, as one of the light would if trapped in eternal sun. When would they sleep? When would they rest? When would there be change?

    I bowed my head, closing my multi-colored eyes. Three hundred years I had been there, trapped, chained, imprisoned in that oblivion, that chasm of abyss.

    Why had I lost? What had I done wrong? Why hadn't Cornix come?

    But he would soon come, to free me. Not Cornix, the Master of Lies, but the other one, the Harbinger of Light and his cursed magpie. The one who had put me here in the first place.

    Darkness, where have you gone? Darkness, my friend, my soul, my heart, my mind, where are you now? Darkness, the one who is with me always, why did they take you away, leaving me alone?

    Why couldn't they have just killed me, instead of leaving me to endure these endless years of solitude and despair? Why did they betray me, cast me away? What had I done? Why was I the one of shadow, the one who stood apart from all the rest, distrusted and despised?

    Life was a labyrinth, was it? A web of fate? Or was it simply an endless loop of constant pain?

    I didn't regret what I'd done. Not anymore. I had, once, the guilt gnawing at me. But the humans, the elves, the halflings and gnomes- they were nothing. Simply sheep, going with the herd, never making a difference. Lambs to the slaughter. I was simply the butcher, giving souls to the Grimm Reaper herself.

    The single regret I did have was losing. Losing the battle against the traitorous angel that put me here. Losing time as I scrambled for guidance so many millennia ago. Losing trust. Losing faith. Losing half my spirit as she was yanked away from me, leaving me here.

    The chains that bound me rattled as I shifted. Once, I had tried to fight them- trying to use magic, lockpicks, sheer force- but nothing had worked. Nor would it ever. The Lightwings, the angels, had spelled this cage specially for me, casting wards more powerful than anything else in that tower.

    The flicker of torchlight pierced the darkness, a sword reaching its mark. A key clicked in the lock, and the ancient door opened for the first time in centuries.

    A man in gold-washed full plate and a feathered cloak entered the cell, a longsword strapped to his back. A leucistic corvid perched on his shoulder, watching me acutely. I could feel the aura of light radiating from him, the same way I once radiated darkness before I'd been bound by those horrid chains.

    "A tempest comes, a storm like never before," I rasped without looking up. "Tendrils of shadow reap the land, tongues of flame devouring in its wake. You must fight fire with fire." I never knew how I knew those things, and they were never very specific, always twisted, symbolistic, and unclear, in constant need of puzzling to unlock their secrets. Sometimes they came in visions. Other times, I simply knew.

    "I wish to make a deal," he told me.

    That was right. I had power- momentous power, unlike any other except Lyrel. He, however, was light- I was shadow in its purest form. So, naturally, when he couldn't fight the demons that came in waves, when city after city fell, he came to me. The best way to defeat an enemy is with one- and with that in mind, he freed me, I assumed against his better judgement.

    "A deal is simply a twisted offer filled with deceptions and lies," I pointed out to my former mentor.

    "An offer, then."

    "Bring me Darkness, I will bring Luminescence," I told him.

    "If we bring you Darkness, you will come with us and help us defeat Cornix." Cornix, my king, my lord, my master. Defeat him, the master of lies, with me, the seer of truth? He was the only one who had helped me so many years ago…

    "Using truth against the utmost deceiver, defeating deception with the deceived."

    "What does that mean?"

    I shrugged. I saw, I didn't translate.

    "So, we have a deal? We bring you your bond and you will help us destroy that demon?"

    "Yes, Lyrel. We have a deal." I lied through my teeth. Ironic, wasn't it? The embodiment of truth lying? I would never betray my master. But this was an opportunity I couldn't deny- freedom, being reunited with the bird who's soul was entwined with mine, and a chance to backstab that traitorous angel?

    He approached me, pulling a golden ring from his belt. He clasped around my wrist. I felt it glow, and winced at it's light. The bracelet dimmed, then went dark once more.

    The paladin released me from my chains. "That will keep you from using your magic without my permission, so don't try anything."

    I stood for the first time in many years, folding my wings ebony wings, then casted a glamour spell to make them appear as a cloak of raven feathers. Apparently, he had allowed me to use minor magic to cover my formerly angelic appearance.

    I stepped outside of that oblivion for the first time in an eternity.

    I am free, Darkness and I thought.

    Shadows surrounded me once more. I flapped my wings, calling to my soul-bond. We were free, and soon, I was to be out! I bated against the binding abyss I'd resided in for so long, calling a single word: unity. Light flooded into my abode, and I flew out of it faster than the man could stop me.

    The raven soared onto my shoulder, croaking. Finally we were reunited in more than just spirit.

    Lyrel gestured for me to follow him out of that accursed prison. I could hear- no, feel- the demons within, each enraged at their entrapment. Some wished death, like I had. Others, who hadn't been in for very long, still fought. More awaited their time for vengeance. Most, however, had given up all hope of freedom or even death.

    "You wish to destroy his soul, do you not?" I inquired, referring to Cornix, the Arcdemon.

    "Yes."
    "There is only one weapon that can do that, unless Carzul's minions have emerged." Carzul was the Elder Dragon of Evil. He had betrayed the other Elders, so they trapped him inside a volcano after a long and taxing war, for they were not powerful enough to kill him. The idea was he would never get out. As far as I knew, he probably would- those things had a tendency to happen.

    "Yes."

    "You are light, and you couldn't defeat him with that. You needed Darkness and I."

    "Yes."

    "Play with fire, and you just might get burned," I murmured.

    There was a deafening clang as one of the demons slammed the door next to me. The sound echoed through the hallowed walls, filled with darkness.

    "Irnae. Ērosin myrwl," I whispered to it in Shadowtongue. Patience. Freedom comes.

    Lyrel gave me an odd look. He didn't know what I was saying- the angels didn't know Shadowtongue, after all- but naturally, he suspected me.

    "Don't talk to them, Raven. I don't trust what you're saying."

    I didn't answer. I didn't feel it needed one.

    Like the rest of the tower, the hallways were dark and quiet. No guards patrolled the labyrinth of corridors as they would in other prisons. The creatures kept here didn't need food, and having people amongst the demons was begging for corruption and trouble. Despite the wards, they could still speak, and a demon's tongue could twist the purest of minds.

    No torches flickered in empty sconces, no cries pierced the silence. It was a bottomless void of dejection, sorrow, and pain. And finally, I was free.

    Finally, we reached the exit after an eternity of silence. The door was windowless, handless, and lockless. Just a slab of hinged stone.

    Lyrel placed his hand on the rock and murmured something in Angelic I couldn't catch. The door swung open, flooding the corridor with light.

    I winced and fell back, shielding myself with my wings as I dropped the glamour. Hissing, I summoned shadows around myself as armor against the blinding white. None came- Lyrel had bound my magic with that accursed bracelet. Darkness leapt off my shoulder and landed above the door, out of the light.

    I heard something hit the floor in front of me. Squinting, I saw it was a hooded cloak. Hidden in the shadows, I drew it over my gaunt figure, protecting myself against the brightness.

    I stepped outside, head down, hood low. There were seven more paladins waiting for us there, all in golden mail. Three had bows; three had large swords of some sort; one had a shield and longsword. That one had a necklace, too, a fiery red amulet. I could feel its magic- the trinket was strong.

    Casting my glamour once more, I stepped back into the tower's shadow, awaiting instruction.

    "We are going to Akaron," Lyrel told me. "Then we receive our orders on what you're supposed to do."
    "From the Lion."

    "From Bericus, yes."

    "Lead the way, wylir-en," Judging from the looks I got from Lyrel's followers, none of them knew what wylir-en meant. He didn't, either.

    "You need to learn the tongue of your enemies, Lightwing," I told him. Lightwings were the Angels; Shadewings were the Fallen, like myself.

    "You well know we are not permitted to learn that language of darkness."

    "Into darkness the world shall fall." The smile that came with my words was not a warm one.

    "Blade of darkness, blade of light, pierce the shadows of the night." He repeated a verse of Angelic lore back to me.

    "Blade of darkness, blade of light, return the shadows of the night, calling darkness so Chaos reigns, and unbalance shan't be slain." What I recited wasn't lore- it was prophecy, and not one that had been told before.

    "You go directly against the Shadowsong," he pointed out.

    "A spider's web, twisting, a labyrinth, so many destinations…all ending in death."

    "Death isn't permanent."

    "Yours is."

    He almost engaged in that conversation, then dropped it. "We don't have all day to listen to your riddles, Raven. Can we go now?"

    I shrugged and followed him. There were horses waiting. All were white except for a single black friesian. "Gyer," I murmured as I approached the stallion. I'd thought the creature dead.

    "None of the other horses would have put up with you, but he won't put up with anyone else."

    Gyer snorted and pawed the earth, eyeing me. "Irom elir. Isl irren lif mirri esq-mé." I told him. 'The Master returns. Let us return the night, Demon-beast.'

    His eyes flared red for a moment, only visible in my illusion-neutralizing sight. I smiled.

    The dark would rise on wings of night, the screams of the accursed piercing the smoke-filled air. I was back, and together, Cornix and I would destroy this world of light!
  5. Chapter 2: This World of Light
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    After three hundred years of imprisonment in the darkness, I wasn't really accustomed even the slightest flicker of light, much less a cloudless day with sunshine raining down across the earth. It stung every time it touched my skin, hurting my eyes when I looked into it. Normally, I would have just summoned shadows around me, but with the shackles Lyrel had placed on me I couldn't. As a result, I mostly ducked my head and hid under the cloak's hood, allowing Gyer to do all the work.

    Unlike Lyrel, the other human paladins were afraid of me. They tried to hide it, but to no avail- I saw everything. I could smell the fear when I was near them, and I fed off of it, as did Gyer. Pain, hatred, fear- that was what powered me, fed me, gave me strength. In the old days, when I had my magic, I used that to my advantage and pulled on my power to twist the hearts of humans into the qualities I hungered for.

    That didn't get past Lyrel. He kept a close eye on me, ready to step in if I went out of line.

    "Why watch me so, Lyrel? I'm being a good little sheep." I adjusted my cloak to shield Darkness.
    "A wolf in sheep's clothing is more like it, Raven. I am no fool. If I weren't watching you, you would be terrorizing the men as best you could."

    "A wolf would never condescend to roam among something so small and insignificant as sheep."

    "A wolf would die if the sheep weren't there to feed it."

    "The sheep would eat up all their food until it was gone if wolves weren't there to keep their population in line."
    "Is that it? Is that why you kill?"

    "I kill because that is what I am ordered to do. I don't question my orders- I carry them out."
    "Then how do you consider yourself so superior to the humans that roam these lands if all you do is what you are told, an unthinking automaton?"
    "I am much, much more than a mere automaton, Lyrel. I don't do what I do without thought. Rather, I do it because that is what I want to do. If I felt like it, I'm sure I could destroy my Master and become Arcdemon myself."
    "Why do you wish to follow that vulture, then?"

    "So long as I remain loyal, Cornix will give me what power I desire. I have no need to become Arcdemon to get it."

    "If that is so, how come you were in that tower for three hundred years?"

    "The passage of time is insignificant in the web of the worlds. When he needed me, he would retrieve me."
    "You aren't needed, then?"

    I chuckled. "Now, now, Lyrel. You hunt for beasts you may not find."
    He shrugged. "It was worth a try."

    "Perhaps." Fire.

    I fell forward, clutching my saddle in a sudden affliction of torment.

    The echoing cries of pain.

    The world became nonexistent, tumbling into a jumble of universes and times.

    The smell of burnt flesh, the cackle of demons as they pillaged and razed. The moon rose to block the sun, turning it first into a fiery ring, then into a sphere of nothingness. Howls of blood-thirsty wolves reverberated through the field of harvested wheat as a scythe sliced the last plant.

    Agony shot through me, a lightning-blast of fiery torture.


    I laughed, a sound alien to my lips. The startled men around me backed off in distant terror. I must have appeared mad- a silent demon that spoke only in riddles that nearly fell off her horse at the most random moment, then started cackling like a maniac.

    The bracelet may have bound my magic, but it hadn't shackled my mind. I took advantage of that moment of weakness in the paladin next to me, and looked him straight in the face. Being human, he automatically met my eyes. That was all I needed to see into his soul. I reached into the darkest recesses of his heart and pulled every evil bit of him to the forefront.

    The first step to twisting a human's mind to do your bidding is to corrupt them and turn them to your side. That is what I attempted to do. I didn't really have a plan- I was just opportunistic like my namesake.

    Lyrel would have none of it. The minute the paladin's eyes met mine, he knocked me from my saddle, shattering the thrall I'd just created. I fought to retain it in the knowledge that if I lost it I wouldn't be able to regain it for a long while yet.

    He attacked me with his own consciousness, getting in the way of my lock over the human. I struggled for a moment longer, then surrendered. I couldn't win.

    "Don't play games, Shadewing," he hissed in Angelic, pinning me down. "I am not beyond doing whatever I must to make you cooperate. You haven't seen the surface of what I am willing to do to your kind, so I suggest you don't try me."

    "Of course, Lyrel," I answered in the same accursed speech with a smirk.

    "I mean it, Raven. You may have once been my ally, but you aren't the same girl I took in those centuries ago."

    "Oh, but I am."

    "Don't test that theory, demonkin."

    "Would I ever?" I was sure he didn't miss the malicious glint in my eye as I spoke the words.

    Shaking his head in disgust, Lyrel stood and let me up.

    "We break camp here," he told his men shortly, and led his horse to the side of the road.

    Gyer eyed me as I stood, obviously questioning my competency as his leader after I'd lost a battle with our greatest adversary.

    "Don't even think about challenging me, Gyer," I murmured to him in Shadowtongue. "I will not stand for disobedience, and I don't need magic to punish an lower demon such as yourself."

    He pawed the earth, then hesitantly followed me as I led him after Lyrel. I didn't have a tent. But, then again, I didn't really need sleep, either. So I just untacked Gyer and stood off to the side, waiting for night to come.

    It didn't take long for the sun to fall over the horizon and give way to the moon, who's silver light was pure in the cloudless sky. I shed the cloak as it rose- I didn't need it under the stars. Gyer snorted- he, too, could feel its power. As the moon rose, however, the shackle around my wrist began to glow dimly. Perhaps it had been glowing already but the sun and outshone its light. I didn't know what it meant, but I knew I should keep it under wraps. I slipped my wrist under a wing, hoping Lyrel wouldn't notice.

    The paladins were more skittish than usual that night, suddenly aware of my power, even in the light with my magic taken. After I tired of standing there eerily watching them for the sole reason of scaring them, I wandered to the edge of camp and read the stars. I dropped my glamour, too- no reason to keep it on at night.

    The crow, pair of ravens, wolf, vulture, and dog were all gone from the sky. Times of danger and change rapidly approached. I supposed the constellations were needed down on our world, instead of their celestial homeland. Or perhaps they just wanted adventure.

    "What was that?" The voice was female from somewhere across camp.

    We will fly and listen, Darkness told me, and jumped into the air. I closed my eyes and melted into her body, seeing through her eyes, flying on her wings.

    "I told all of you not to look her in the eye, Mikréla." Lyrel sounded unaffected by his seconds' concern.

    "You didn't tell us she could do that even with the bracelet!" The paladin was obviously spooked by our earlier display of power.

    "She is powerful. You knew that."

    "The men are scared, Lyrel. They thought she was under control."

    "I warned you before you got into this. She will try to twist your minds to her desires. Don't look her in the eye, don't lie, don't show fear- even though she can feel it- and don't engage in interactions with her." He was completely unfazed.

    "Don't lie?!"

    "She doesn't like liars."

    "She serves one!"

    "She's complicated, beyond your comprehension or understanding."

    "Beyond my understanding?! I may not be an angel, but I can understand things fine! I am no child."

    "Perhaps not, but you are still young. I have lived many years, Mikréla. Trust me. Let me deal with the dæmon." Dæmon, a demon of one of the three highest power levels or a high-borne one. I was one of the former; to my surprise, they recognized me as so.

    "What if something happens to you?"

    "Then say your prayers and hope for a swift death."

    "I won't accept that. There has to be something we can do. Otherwise, why have we come?"

    "You've come so that you learn a valuable lesson about your limits and just how powerful a demon can get."

    "But you have her under control," Mikréla pointed out. "It isn't as though she can do much even with twisting minds."

    There was some dry amusement in Lyrel's voice. "Don't test that theory. I know you excel at what you do. Maybe someday you will prove yourself worthy enough to ascend, like me. But for now, you are human, and though skilled, have none of the raw power you need to counter the likes of Raven. Even other angels cannot face her. It is not because you are weak or young. Rather, it is because I understand her and have the innate magic I need to counter her.

    "All I can say is try not to let her get to you and what I've told you before: don't lie, don't show fear, don't look her in the eye, and don't engage in interaction with her. Follow those rules, and you should be alright."

    "Yes, sir." She was resigned.

    "Is that all?"

    "Yes, sir."

    "Dismissed."

    I leapt into the air, soaring on the currents of wind under my feathers as I flew back to myself.


    "Play with fire, and you just might get burned," I murmured, and turned my eyes back to the stars.

    Lyrel came up behind me and sat down on the rock I leaned against. "What do you see?" he asked.

    "Transformation."

    There was a pause for several seconds. Finally, "Why?" He didn't have to clarify what it was he referred to- why had I betrayed the Lightwings? A part of me didn't even know. I'd asked myself that question time and time again. I answered, though, despite my ignorance.

    "I saw the truth."

    "And what was that?"

    "We are darkness."

    "Darkness isn't necessarily evil."
    "Go rest with your men, Lyrel, and stop bothering me about philosophy." Even I was surprised at my unusual clarity.

    "You're evading."

    "What do you wish me to say?"

    "I wish you would just talk to me."

    "That time is…" Most would say gone, but due to the circular nature of time, I couldn't. I trailed off for lack of a word.

    Despite my unusual manner of speech, Lyrel didn't have a problem following me. "What happened then affects what happens now: you said so yourself. Therefore, that time is never…gone."

    "Gone is a relative term due to the circular nature of time."

    "Do you have a better word?"

    I didn't have an answer for that one.

    "I don't know what happened, Raven, but I know it isn't what they tell me. You might do that now, but you wouldn't have then."

    "If I was perceived as capable of it, I was therefore capable, was I not? For what are you if not a reflection in the eyes of others? By seeing it did they make it true? Or perhaps it was all an illusion, a lie. Maybe it still is."

    "You're the one who sees the heart of things, not I. You tell me."
    "I do not know. My power was still growing: that was already powerful."

    "What was?"

    "I do not know. I've tried to see- I cannot."

    "It isn't too late. I can still help you."

    I smiled ruefully. "I am far beyond saving, Lyrel. I've been to Hell- and there is no returning from that. Not truly."

    "You pulled yourself out of the Underworld?" He sounded surprised.

    "Thrice. Two other times on…business."

    "How?"

    I shrugged. I just did it- I hadn't really over thought it.

    We sat in silence for several seconds before he broke the silence once more.

    "Show me your wrist."

    Evidently hiding the glowing thing hadn't gotten past him. I hesitated.

    "Raven."

    Reluctantly, I showed him the luminescent bracelet.

    "What are you doing?" he asked me.

    "Nothing."

    "Don't lie to me, Raven. I can see you're using minor magic. And it isn't for your glamour." Lyrel gestured to my wings.

    "I haven't been able to cast anything for over three hundred years," I pointed out- and it was true, excepting the glamour.

    "Then something is taking effect that you cast before. Don't play games."

    I knew exactly what it was. He wasn't supposed to know, though. The question was, which was worse: disobeying Cornix or disobeying Lyrel?

    Disobeying Cornix was worse, I decided, even if it wasn't in the immediate future.

    "Don't make me do this."

    I almost told him. I really did. But the prospect of what Cornix would do scared me much, much more than the prospect of what Lyrel would.

    I looked away.

    "One last chance, Raven."

    "You don't scare me half as much as my Master does, Lyrel. That won't change no matter what you do. I know you won't mangle my soul and eat it alive- I can't say the same about Cornix."

    "Raven…"

    I stood. "You know well as I that when it gets down to this there is no way in the Realms that I'm going to tell you anything. Try if you wish. I've suffered worse." I left, disappearing into the shadows. Lyrel didn't follow- he knew I was right.
  6. Chapter 3: Those Echoing Cries of Pain
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    I couldn't move- some hidden force bound me. I struggled, but it was futile. I could see nothing, hear nothing, smell nothing. All my senses were silenced- even my sight. All, that was, except touch. And feel it I did.

    A burning pain as something cut into my flesh, something so hot it must have been taken out of Hell itself. I screamed in agony, wishing only death.

    It didn't come.


    I woke up with a start, panting. I must have fallen asleep. Though it wasn't a necessity for me like it was for humans, I functioned better with it, and I did get tired. Normally, I would have slept during the day when it hurt to walk around outside, but as they say: when in Rome, do as the Romans. Or perhaps said. Hard to tell tenses with time's troublesome nature paired with the complications of parallel universes.

    Lyrel, who was taking watch, noticed my sudden movement and turned as I got up. So much for sleeping. He turned back when he saw I wasn't doing anything I wasn't supposed to, but I could see him watching me out of his periphery. I didn't blame him for distrusting me- I would have done the same if I were him.

    I touched my wrist in an attempt to relieve the pain from the bracelet of light- it didn't work. The sun would be coming out soon. Gyer sensed it and shifted, restless. He wanted to reign the night, not be trapped playing as a mundane horse.

    "Irnae, Gyer," I whispered to him. "Irnae." Patience.

    "Raven, stop that." Lyrel's post was nearby the animals.

    "I may not even speak to my steed?"

    "Not in that accursed tongue. I know he's a demon or devil or something- no normal horse lives that long- and I don't trust what you're telling him."

    "Vultures can't fight very well, Lyrel."

    "But ravens are very good at plotting and loopholing and using tools- all of which you are perfectly capable of even with that bracelet. And I'm sure that horse-thing is a tool."

    "Then why reunite us?"

    "None of the other horses would so much as get near you without a rider to make it."

    "No. They never liked me. The ravens and their kin did, though. The wolves."

    "Yes."

    "Don't go there." I said, changing the subject.

    "Where?"

    "Don't say I didn't warn you."

    "What?"

    But I was already gone, merging with the last shadows of the night.

    We rode out at first light. The ride was fairly easy since we were out on the flat grasslands, but that also meant no shade, and, thus, a lot more sunshine. Neither Gyer nor myself enjoyed that. Every time it touched my pale skin it burned. Covering my wings was the hardest part, especially with the glamour. I finally managed to cover most of them, with only the primary feathers sticking out.

    When we reached the junction where our little trail joined the Yellow Road- the primary trading route between the elves and the humans- Lyrel stopped the party and tossed me something. I caught it.

    It was an eyepatch to cover my scarlet eye that marked me as a seer. Covering it, however, would also mean it'd take away my so-called second sight for the duration I wore it- that meant no visions, no illusion-piercing sight, no seeing into peoples' minds.

    "Put it on. We don't have all day," Lyrel told me.

    I hesitated. My sight had only been taken once before, and that time...the pain...the oblivion....the torture... But like it or not, I was at his command: I couldn't defy him. I tied it over my face, fighting down that pit of fear in my stomach.

    He noticed my hesitation. "Disobey me, Raven, and there will be hell to pay. Keep your head down, stay quiet, and behave yourself. And keep that bird of yours out of sight. We're conspicuous enough as it is."

    "Hell, is it? Seems I've already paid that price."

    Mikréla seemed unnerved by that. How was it possible that I'd already been to Hell and yet stood right in front of her?

    "With power like mine, you can cheat even death," I looked her straight in the eye. "I've clawed my way out of the depths of Hell many times."

    "What did I just say about being quiet?" Lyrel asked me.

    I silenced.

    He clucked to his horse and we moved off. Travelers and traders gave us a wide berth upon seeing a black-garbed prisoner in the paladins' midst. A criminal warranting eight paladins, all the best of the best, meant trouble- trouble they didn't want to involve them in the least. Even just by seeing me, they thought they'd contracted some sort of bad luck. I ignored them, feeding off their silent fear and nervous murmurs. Gyer snorted nervously and stopped mid-stride, the paladin behind me nearly hitting us. Lyrel turned.

    "Gyer, ilir wliir mesqé?" What are you doing?

    He danced back. I reined him in. Something was amiss- something I couldn't see.

    "What are you doing?" Lyrel seemed concerned- something was off.

    "Gyer, ilir wliir mesqé?" I asked again, more forcefully.

    "Raven?"

    He reared, plainly spooked. That concerned me- even lesser demons didn't scare that easily, and he had to be terrified if he wanted to run instead of fight. Lyrel, too, realized that if Gyer was afraid then there was something powerful that could potentially be targeting any of us.

    "Gyer, iriinae! Ilir siin siil?" Gyer, calm! What is it?

    He stomped, wanting to run. I looked at Lyrel. "Let me see!"
    Lyrel nodded, summoning his magic to identify an enemy, signaling my escort to pull into a defensive formation. I pulled off my eyepatch and looked around.

    A caravan with mules and oxen pulling wares rumbled past us. A shepherd's dog nipped at the ankles of sheep as they followed a farmer's wagon. A little girl ran across the road, a doll in her hand.

    That doll…

    My eyes widened as the girl met my eyes. I couldn't look away…

    Oblivion. An eternal abyss.

    "No one has made it past the second-to-last test, but they say that after it is the trial of pain." Cornix's words echoed in my mind.

    I could not see.

    I could feel only pain, fire in my veins, burning agony in my flesh, something wrenching its way into my mind…


    "No…" I whispered.

    The girl's irises were midnight blue, glinting as though speckled with stars. They portrayed an age far beyond even my own or Lyrel's, a knowledge- and power- much more significant than any mortal's.

    I somehow heard the voice of a young girl through the blinding torture, humming a song a knew so well. The Shadowsong.

    I screamed.


    She smiled once in a disconcerting way, then was gone. Simply disappeared into the air. What was going on here? Why was that ghost still haunting me? I'd passed the Trials, hadn't I? Was it her who'd been stalking my nightmares of late?

    Why was she there? What had she wanted to say? What was her message?

    "Myliianyræ," I murmured. Transformation, change, metamorphosis, revolution.

    "Where'd she go?" Mikréla spun, searching for the target.

    "Who was she?" The man next to her asked.

    "More importantly, what was she?" Lyrel directed that last question at me. It took me a minute to register he was addressing me after being shaken like that.

    I shook my head. "I do not know." I pulled the eyepatch back into place. "Not of this plane, nor that of the dead. Something different, unique, unlike anything else. That is all I can tell." I fought to keep my horror at the sight of that-that thing- from showing. As per usual, Lyrel noticed despite my efforts.

    "Where do you know her from?"

    "She was a…" I paused, unsure whether she was friend or foe. "An old..Acquaintance."

    "I would assume foe from your reaction?"

    I shrugged. "It's rather…complicated."

    "Clarify."

    I shook my head. "I'm more afraid of my Lord than you, Lyrel. Do what you will- I'm not going to explain."

    He looked for a minute like he might press me, then changed his mind. The first priority was reporting in to Bericus. Then he'd deal with whatever I wouldn't tell him.

    That encounter with the girl- or whatever took the form of a girl, at least- was the first omen that warned me of what was to come. I didn't realize it at the time- I was too unnerved at the time to analyze it.

    The rest of the day was uneventful. We set up camp a little ways from the road. Mikréla set up a circle of protection so that no dangers could get in- or out. Lyrel still kept watch, though, for the sole reason of making sure I didn't try anything.

    I didn't. Honestly, I was terrified of what I might find. At least there I had some sort of protection, even if it was only because I was a tool. I didn't try to sleep, either, despite my exhaustion- I didn't want to face the nightmares I knew would plague me.

    We sat in silence for hours. Finally, Lyrel spoke as the moon reached its zenith.

    "What did she-it- do to you?" He hadn't seen me be that terrified of anything: not him, not Cornix, not anyone.

    I didn't answer immediately. "She caused me immeasurable pain."

    "What did you do to anger such powers?"

    "I didn't. I did it for…for a…a curse, I suppose. Maybe it's a blessing." I wasn't very convinced of the latter. I'd tried to see it that way, but I just couldn't.

    "Why by the gods would you go through that for something you don't even want?"

    "I follow my orders, Lyrel- I don't question them."

    "Why would you follow one who would do that to you?"

    "Because it was- is- my only option."

    "No, it's not."

    "What do you suggest, Lightwing?"

    "It is never too late to turn back."

    "Why would I do that? This way, if I succeed, I have everything: power, allies, the night. Otherwise it is all weakness, distrust, and that damn light."

    "It is loyalty, forgiveness, and truth."

    "Perhaps."

    "I'm offering you a second chance. Redemption."

    "Both of which I neither need nor desire. I have followed that path before, and never will I again."

    "Then nothing awaits you but death and pain."

    "What awaits me is power so I need never be trapped in this light again."

    "If you choose power over peace, it is your decision. But don't say I didn't warn you."

    Three days later, we reached the town I'd seen in my vision many days before. It was completely destroyed- the burnt husks of old corpses lay about the town like so many gems scattered amongst the dark soot. The houses had all been burned away, leaving nothing but charcoal supports. Ash blanketed the once-lively farming village like snow on a winter's day, but inspired desolation and depression instead of joy and celebration as snow did when it neared the coming winter holiday. The demon-kind were long gone.

    I slipped off Gyer, surveying the carnage with cold detachment. I'd caused enough incidents like that one- unintentionally or otherwise- to have closed off my heart to such death and sorrow. It was lucky there hadn't been a wildfire in the middle of the dry grassland when the village and crops had been scorched.

    "Can you see what happened?" Lyrel asked me.

    I moved to flip up my eyepatch so I could. But then I hesitated- I didn't want to see it. I didn't want to feel their pain again, like I had so many times before: I knew the story as it was.

    Where did that sudden weakness come from? That quailing from their pain? Since when did I care?

    I shook it off, disconcerted, then flipped up my eyepatch.

    Fire.

    Horror.

    Chaos.

    Death.

    Serpents' tongues of destruction crackled through the hovels, devouring everything in their wake. The inferno blazed with a life of its own, with only one desire: ruin. The blaze razed the place, sparing nothing.

    A disparaging dread came over the villagers as the fire came and the sun was blotted out by the foreboding moon. Horror found its way into their hearts as the Legions of Hell came, butchers as the human lambs came to the slaughter. Screams of agony pierced the air, smoke rising with the stench of scorched flesh ascending with it. Dread turned to fear, fear to horror, horror to panic as turmoil ensued.

    Discord reigned the field as the cacophony of cries and yells of distress joined the pandemonium of chaos as demon-kind ravaged everything in their path with no order or plan or purpose but the simple instinct to annihilate.

    None were left to sing the requiems of the dead after the nightmare unfurled. Carnage, bodies, blood. A silent oblivion.


    I closed my eyes and pulled down the patch once more. For the first time since I was a fledgling, a part of me was grateful not to see any longer.

    "It is as you'd expect," I told Lyrel. "Inferno, terror, havoc, death."

    "How long ago?"

    "Approximately 1 day, 4 hours, 32 minutes, and 42.789 seconds."

    "So they are long gone."

    I nodded, wondering how the demons could disappear and appear so quickly. Had we finally found a way to make portals into this Realm?

    "We need to get to Akaron as quickly as possible. Mikréla, go double-check that there aren't any stray demons. Selanlar, Taredd, go with her. If you find them, kill them. You know how to get help. The rest of you go look for any surviving humans. Have haste- time is of the essence."

    "Yes, sir," they chorused, and headed off on their respective assignments.

    "What did you see?" he asked me as they left.

    "I already told you."

    "Give me detail."

    "You don't want that."

    "Raven, just tell me."

    I shrugged. "The villagers were going about their normal day when the moon blotted out the sun- and I'm not talking ring of fire; it was entirely dark. Then the demons came. No dæmons or devils- these were grunts who live for flat out massacres. No tactics, no planning. Just death. Anyways, they lit fire to the town and kept it alive. I think it was Hellfire. Then they tortured and killed everyone. End of story."

    I pulled the heart out of the child- the soul of an innocent was always the most powerful. The boy fell, limp and lifeless as his heart pumped in my hand. I crushed it, pulling forth its essence, then devoured the spirit, turning it into raw power.

    I pushed the memory out of my mind. There was a pit in my stomach, a regret for what I'd done. Was that…guilt?

    What was happening to me? Why was I going soft after all these years? I shook it from my mind: I needed to focus on the plan. Earn Lyrel's trust, backstab him, help my Master rule that awful place. I couldn't get sidetracked.

    I mounted Gyer, waiting for the paladins to return from their futile missions. I didn't have to wait long.

    We reached Akaron- the human capital that doubled as the headquarters of the paladins- a few uneventful weeks later. I got a lot of fearful looks as I passed through the city. Despite my recent entrapment, I had been well known in the days of olde, and legends of my cruelty and my abundant power were still well known. Even if I wasn't recognized, my obvious status as 'powerful prisoner' was enough to scare them.

    The Paladin Guild Hall was a huge, church-like affair made of white marble. The whole thing was hallowed, filled with light. As I approached the threshold to the courtyard, I paused.

    "Go," Mikréla, who was behind me, told me.

    Did she just order me to do something? A mere human?

    Gyer snorted in indignation.

    "Play with fire, girl, and you might get burned," I hissed at her.

    "Raven, don't make me come over there," Lyrel called back to me.

    I followed him into the hall, gilded statues of old heroes glaring down at me. His men disappeared into the labyrinth of corridors as we entered. Darkness gripped my shoulder tightly, portraying our fear. We were walking straight towards the very heart of what we'd tried so hard to escape from.

    I lost track of how many turns we took and staircases we climbed. I just tailed Lyrel in silence. Finally, we stopped at a door. Lyrel knocked, then stepped back.

    The door swung open to reveal the largest man I'd ever seen in my life. He wore a golden doublet and hose, a greatsword across his back. He hadn't bothered to hide is feathery, snow-white wings with a glamour- they fanned out to either side of him, making him appear even larger than he already was.

    "Lyrel."

    "Bericus."

    Bericus eyed me for a moment. "Raven?" He turned back to Lyrel. "Shouldn't you have locked her up already?"

    "She's the seer, and she saw something. I though it better if you heard it straight from her."

    He considered that for several seconds. "Fine. Come in."

    He stepped away from the door to let us in. I dropped the glamour and shed the eyepatch- there was no need for either among the angels.

    "I trust your journey was uneventful?" Bericus asked Lyrel.

    I tuned them out and looked around the room. The majority of it was taken up by a table with a map of Ethnu spread across it, filled with figures indicating past attacks and ally locations. On a sudden hunch, I started moving the markers.

    "Raven!" Lyrel came over to stop me from messing up the map. I raised my hand in a signal that said stop.

    "Lyrel, what is she doing?"

    "I don't know!"

    "Well, keep her from destroying the map!"

    "Raven-"

    The map now had every enemy figure on the eastern side of Ethnu, all the angels' and their allies on the western one. Slowly, steadily, I placed every ally figure on its side, representing loss.

    "Into darkness the world shall fall," I said. "Collapsing as demons come to the call. Raven, Crow, One of Night, Vulture soars as moon shines bright. Dog has fallen, Wolf has died, the Serpent alone remains in the sky. One of Truth, another of Lies, a spider's web of Fate entwined." There were only two ally tokens left, each representing a single high-up official. I started knocking down the demonkind armies as well. "Powers of old each coincide with the loss of sun on nigh. Should they live or shall they fall, fate decided by one with choices all." There were only two demons left now, too.

    There was a moment of silence as they thought about what I'd said. "I don't suppose you could repeat that?" Bericus asked me.

    I shook my head- once spoken, it wouldn't be said again. "Myliianyræ," I told him. They could figure out the translation- I was just there to give them information.

    "She can't repeat that in Common, can she?" Bericus asked Lyrel.

    "I cannot, no. That's your job. I see, I tell, you translate," I told Bericus.

    "Was that a coherent sentence?"

    "Was that a rhetorical question?"

    "Raven, can you tell Bericus what you saw at the village?" Lyrel interjected.

    I nodded. "All common-bred demons being their best selves. They came faster than they should've been able to. The only warning was an eclipse- a total eclipse. Which isn't normal. The next one isn't supposed to be for another few years, up to the North."

    "Then they're gaining in power." Bericus paused. "Alright." He waved a hand. "You two can go."

    I replaced the eyepatch and donned the glamour once more as I followed Lyrel. We navigated the maze of corridors and stairs once more- only this time, I had the distinct impression we were going down.

    As we descended, the hallowed magic became stronger. There was little light in the cave-like structure of the prison, and Lyrel finally had to grab a torch. I wasn't sure how long we traveled deeper into the abyss, but we eventually reached a door. Lyrel said something in code, and someone on the other side opened the door. A draft blew past us as it swung open. A woman stood on the other side, lantern in one hand and sword in the other. A ring of keys hung off her belt. She looked pretty average if you discounted the blade and armor. Except for her eyes, that was- one was metallic gold, the other entirely white.

    "Lyrel? What are you doing down here?"

    "Escorting the dæmon here." he gestured to me.

    "Raven. It has been a long time."

    "Indeed. Jireq imaran, Gatekeeper." I never learned what the words meant. All I knew is that they were the traditional greeting. What language, I had no idea.

    "Jireq imaran, Shadow-seer."

    "This is where I leave you," Lyrel told me. To the Gatekeeper he said "Her magic is bound, so she shouldn't be too much trouble. Just do me a favor and make sure nothing comes in. We encountered something on the road that I think will be back."

    The woman nodded. "Until the morrow, then."

    Lyrel raised a hand in farewell and left the dungeon.

    "I see they finally stooped to releasing you."

    "Hardly released, but yes."

    "You're planning to backstab them, aren't you?"

    "Probably," I admitted, "Unless my Master has another plan." She wouldn't tell them anything- I knew that. The Gatekeeper was an odd character.
    She gestured for me to follow her as she closed the door behind us with a resounding clang.

    "So how have things been outside of that tower?" She inquired.

    "Rather…unpredictable."

    "That's something coming from you. Say, where did you get the patch?"

    "Lyrel thought we were conspicuous enough with me there, much less my red eye showing."

    "It takes your sight, though."

    "Yes, it does. I can speak normally for once, though."

    "Indeed."
    "Anything new in this pit?"

    "Not really. Bericus is shorter of temper than usual."

    "I wonder how that went down when Lyrel argued against freeing me."

    "Not well, I can tell you that much."

    "I can't say I've missed the Lion up there."

    "Agreed. Hey, did you hear about that werewolf?"

    "No. What?"

    "The Huntress finally emerged, just like you said."

    "Ah, yes. Silver, was it not?"

    "Yep. You nailed it all those years ago."

    "Maybe people would find what I tell them helpful if they stopped dismissing it as crazy babbling."

    "It's their loss." The Gatekeeper stopped at one of the cells and unlocked it. "There you are."
    I stepped inside obediently.

    "See you later, Raven." She closed the door.

    It was dark, which I welcomed. What I didn't like was how much holy magic there was stinking up the whole place. Sighing, I sat down and leaned against the corner. Darkness flew up to a perch near the door. I smiled. I guessed the Gatekeeper had been thinking of us.

    I lost track of time, sitting there in the shadows, thinking. Wondering how things would have been different if I'd stayed for the trial and served my time instead of escaping and joining the ranks of the fallen. If I'd gone with Lyrel when he'd given me a last chance to come back before he'd captured me. If I knew my full power before I ran so I didn't make so many mistakes that cost lives. If I hadn't gone with Cornix, taken the Trials.

    Why? Why did all that happen? Was there a reason to that web of fate, that labyrinth of life, or was it all pointless? What was death, really? Did we make things real by seeing them, or was it already pre-destined?

    The scrape of a key interrupted my reverie. Shadows seeped under the door, forming into a fire-eyed figure before me. I dropped, kneeling with my head bowed and my wings touching the earth.

    "Raven. I see they finally freed you."

    "Yes, Master."

    "I take it you've been plotting already?"

    "Yes, Master."

    "What is your plan?"

    "Gain Lyrel's trust, backstab and kill him, then return to you so we may bring back the night."

    "That is, in theory, a good plan. But do you know the flaw in its foundation?"

    A feeling of dread came over me. I didn't like where this was going. "No, Master."

    "You already were ordered to kill Lyrel. And do you remember what happened?"

    "Yes, Master."

    "You failed me."

    "Yes, Master."

    "And now I see you going soft as you survey the carnage of that town. I'm beginning to wonder if I can rely on you anymore."

    I stayed silent, swallowing the lump in my throat.

    He grabbed me, slamming me into the wall, his hand around my neck. "Do you know what I do to failures?"

    "Yes, Master," I somehow managed to say.

    He traced a finger over the design that had been branded over my eye- the one I'd hidden with a self-sustaining glamour that made the bracelet glow- and used his magic.

    Some of the more powerful dæmons knew how to make any scar, any wound, feel as though it was being made again. I choked on a cry of pain as he traced the brand.

    "So this time don't fail me. This is your last chance, Raven." Cornix dropped me onto the ground and I gagged for breath, panting from the agony.

    He disappeared into the shadows once more. Gone.

    I coughed, stumbling back to my feet. "Yes, Master," I murmured, and fell back where I'd lain before that carrion crow had come.
  7. Chapter 4: Harbinger of Death
    Spoiler

    The Gatekeeper retrieved me the next day as promised. She led me out to meet my escort- Mikréla and Selanlar. I didn't say a word as I fell into step between them, Mikréla in the lead. I was brought to the same room Lyrel had gone to the day before.

    The map had been returned to its original state. Bericus and Lyrel stood over it, conversing in quiet Angelic. Bericus' white lion lounged at his feet as Lyrel's raven preened next to him.

    Mikréla and Selanlar nodded to their superiors, then left. I was unsurprised- the angels didn't need mortals to be anything more than soldiers as they battled the darkness.

    I shed the eyepatch and glamour as I entered, glad to finally be able to see again. Darkness flew over to the map and landed on the table, studying the markers intently. The demons' attacks seemingly had no pattern nor any visible intent except to destroy. They didn't target tactical strongpoints for the Lightwings, which puzzled Lyrel and Bericus. And when they left, they didn't bring anything with them. It seemed a pointless waste of resources and time.

    "But Cornix isn't stupid," Lyrel was saying. "He must have a plan."

    "Well, he certainly doesn't seem to have a good one." Bericus pointed out.

    "Then there is something we're missing."

    "Chances are it's hiding in plain sight. I just can't see it."He was plainly frustrated.

    "Look harder," I suggested.

    "Thanks for your infinite wisdom, Raven," Bericus retorted sarcastically.

    "Do y-" Lyrel was cut off by the opening of the door. A red-haired woman with pale blue eyes walked in. She wore studded leather armor with a broadsword and dagger on her hips. Next to her trotted an auburn shepherd with golden-brown eyes. I saw something in the heart of the woman, a part of her destiny.

    "I hereby name thee Agrona, harbinger of death!" The werewolf alpha howled to his pack. Finally, the wolf-child had survived, and now, she was a wolf!

    She ran for her life. The hunting howls of wolves sounded behind her, their forms cloaked by the shadowy night.

    She would survive…

    Her bare feet slipping on the damp stone, Agrona stumbled and hit the earth, hard. Scrambling to her feet, she kept on running, hurdling straight into what appeared to be a tavern. The tables were scattered haphazardly around the room, filled with humans that gambled, drunk, gossiped, brawled, and bartered. The lair of the Thieves' Guild…

    Color washed from the world as she leapt at the wolf she'd once called father, her teeth bared as the girl turned from human to beast…

    "Stealin' makes me a' outlaw. Killin' innocents 'longside t'e guilty makes me a murder, no better 'n t'e very wolves I seek vengeance on," she told her leader.

    The gates of the Hunter stronghold closed behind her, the clang as final as death. She swallowed her fear. She would survive. She had to…

    Raising the horn to her lips, the former wolf-child called in the Hunt. From puppy to full-fledged Guard Dog, she summoned allies for the first time. She would protect the innocent!

    The ice-eyed wolf growled as Agrona readied the killing blow. She hesitated. No. She couldn't do it. She couldn't kill the pup she'd helped raise, the one she'd once called pack. Wolf or otherwise, Agrona released her and fled into the forest from whence she came…

    "Tell me it isn't true. Tell me you aren't working with the Pack."
    He looked away. After all the years, after everything they'd been through…She would have trusted him with her life. Now, she saw her trust was misplaced.

    "Forgive me, Kolvar," she whispered, then sank the sword into his throat…


    She was the Hunter-borne, the Guard Dog, Chosen of Avren, her destiny to combat the werewolves and finally return peace and heal the rift between the Pack and the humanoids of Ethnu.

    "Tasha," Lyrel acknowledged her. "I see you made it."

    "My apologies for my lateness, Lyrel. I got a bit held up with a vampire."

    "It is of no consequence. Do come in."

    The warrior did so, then paused as she saw me. I didn't bother to return her gaze. Instead, I inspected one of the bricks in the wall. It had a history, that much I could tell. She sized me up for a moment, then turned to Lyrel and Bericus. "I don't suppose you would like to tell me why there is a demon hanging out?"

    "She has information,"

    "Then why is she up here instead of down there?"
    "If we simply wished to interrogate her, she wouldn't be here in the first place."

    Tasha looked at me skeptically as I cocked my head at the marble. "Now tell me why a demonic nutcase is even helpful?"

    I laughed. "Oh, I'm not mad, Harbinger. I see the webs of fate, the labyrinth of life, the past and the future." I turned to her, looking her straight in the face. I saw the flicker of fear as she saw my multicolored eyes, but she did a good job of hiding it.

    "Harbinger?"

    "Death-bringer, wolf-killer, Guard Dog of the Day, Huntress of the Night. Hunter-borne, Avren-blessed. Yes. The Harbinger of Death."

    The tension in the room rose as I spoke the words.

    "Dæmon, is it?" Tasha asked.

    "Yes. Thatis Raven, Cornix's second."
    "I thought you'd killed her."

    "No. Souls are too slippery to hold on to. Dæmons in physical form are much easier. We deliberately encouraged that belief, though. The common people don't usually understand that death isn't permanent."

    "Hmph." She moved over to the map, pushing Darkness out of the way. The bird squawked indignantly as she hopped to the side, then returned to my shoulder.

    "There isn't a pattern," Tasha said.

    "No, nor a plan, as far as we can tell," Bericus told her. "The Legions of Hell aren't attacking tactical positions, they aren't taking anything. They just burn, kill, and leave."

    "Demons. Mindless destroyers that live only to annihilate," I said. "Mindless…Of course, if they do it with thought, is it perhaps with mind rather than without?"

    "Is there a possibility there isn't a plan?" Tasha ignored me.

    "I doubt that. Cornix has always had something up his sleeve," Lyrel said. "I just don't know what it is…"
    "Does he have any reason to attack the towns? Is there some advantage in the slaughter?" Tasha asked. "Or is it just instinct, like the wolves?"

    "For the demons, it is instinct," I answered. "But the dæmons and devils are the ones pulling the strings, and they aren't such instinctual creatures. Well, technically-"

    Lyrel cut me off. "Please don't go into the technicalities of what drives the dæmons and devils."

    I shrugged.

    "So, is it or is it not just instinct?" Tasha asked.

    I started to answer, but Lyrel interjected. "Technically yes, but not in the way you're thinking of it, so for all intents and purposes, no."

    "So they must have some reason to be doing this. Any ideas on why?"

    Bericus shook his head. "No. It seems a waste."
    "A waste…" I murmured.

    "They don't even pillage. They just destroy!" Lyrel was frustrated.

    The Wastelands. That's how they were making the portals. They were using the leftover energy from various spells and such that went there, then lighting it with Hellfire and using magic to wield it. So to close the portals, one would have to push them out of the Wasteland.

    By destroying the villages they got two things: souls and leftover energy that would be sent to the Wasteland. The souls could be turned into power to either devour or create the gates with, and everything that the Hellfire burned would be turned into energy to power the portals.

    They only attacked farming villages with a lot of fuel for the flames. If they attacked tactical strongholds or towns, there would be more stone structures, and, thus, less fire. And everywhere they opened a portal was among the easiest places to do so due to how dimensionally close the locations of the portal in each realm was.

    I grabbed eight white tokens that represented likely attacks and placed them out in the other farming villages that were dimensionally close to the Wasteland. Combined with the former attacks, it made a symbol. The symbol of Night.

    "How do you figure?" Tasha asked, studying the tokens I'd laid out.

    "The Hellfire, they…the Wasteland is…" I struggled to explain. For the most part, I couldn't speak very clearly, and trying to explain something that complicated was all but impossible. "Due to dimensional closeness they've managed to use power from the Wasteland lit by Hellfire to make portals, by controlling it with soul- and likely blood- magic. They use Hellfire in the towns with a lot of fuel to bring more power into the Wasteland, and then take the souls from the dead in addition to the hearts of innocents which will bring them much power." I never knew how I managed to get out those two sentences.

    Bericus raised an eyebrow. "Wow. She actually managed to say something helpful."

    "Helpful is a relative term," I pointed out. "It depends on your point of view."

    "Oh, shut up, Raven. No one cares about your philosophy."
    "Philosophical standpoints are proved only by logic and reasoning based upon hypothetical proof, where areas science is based upon mathematical, physical, and theoretical proof that are supported by physical or magical entities, behavior-"

    "I swear to Brightwing, shadewing…"
    I shrugged. If he wanted to continually use incorrect words, that was up to him.

    "I don't suppose any of you could repeat that in the language of us commoners?" Tasha inquired. "You know, those who haven't bothered to read up on Hellfire or Wastelands or magic or portals?"

    "The Wastelands are a series of…well, I guess the best way to put it is a magical dump in the Realms of Darkness. It is where all the leftover energy from spells and such go. Cornix has found a way to burn that power with Hellfire to convert it into usable magic by himself and his dæmon mages. He then uses what is probably a mix of blood and soul magic to be able to actually control it. He selects targets that are dimensionally close to the Wastelands to make the rifts in so that it takes less energy to create," Lyrel explained. "Then he burns the village- that has lots of fuel because of crops and wooden hovels- to put more energy into the Wastelands and kills all the villagers to take their souls, blood, and/or hearts."

    "And I thought wolves were bad," Tasha muttered. "So how do we fight them?"

    "We cut off their power source."

    "In other words we anticipate the next attack and defend the village?"

    "Something like that."

    "Great. Here's the next problem: how do we fight a demon horde of unknown numbers that comes without warning from a portal in a location we don't know the coordinates of?"

    Bericus gestured to me. "We use her. She can tell us where the most likely place for the rift is. She can also see into the Realms of Darkness due to her status as seer and can tell us their numbers. After that, it gets down to solid tactics."

    "Tactics I can do. Trust a dæmon? Maybe not so much."

    "I shall not lie," I said.

    "Oh, yes, let us trust the evil dæmonkin who eats the souls of innocents and tears out their hearts, for she says she won't lie. Because there is no flaw in that logic." Tasha's dog snorted in agreement.

    "I can tell if she is lying. It pretty much gets down to how we phrase the question so she can't loophole it and tell us a twisted truth," Lyrel assured Tasha.

    "Isn't that comforting," she retorted sarcastically.

    Watch as they squabble like fledglings over a meal, Darkness thought.

    They shall be easy prey, I completed, for siblings who fight divided cannot win against a united evil.

    Such is the way of the world,
    we thought. Or perhaps the way of the multiverse. Will I ever know? Alas, never shall it be so. For we can each only guess the laws that govern the way of things. They may be proven, but we base our assumptions on only what we can see- the small picture, from our point of view. Nothing more.[/i]

    "We'll see," Bericus was saying. "Maybe this is a futile battle, but we have to fight it. Rally the Hunters, Guard Dog. We need them more than ever."

    "Yes, sir." She nodded her head in respect and started to leave.

    "One last thing, Tasha."

    "Yes?"

    "Protect the dawn from the night."

    "As I am sworn, sir, I shall always fulfill."

    "Yes, I am sure. Fare thee well."

    "And to you." And she was gone.

    A futile battle. Perhaps. Or maybe it really did make a difference, even if it was lost. Everything had an impact, no matter how small.

    A fly on a summer's day could be the only sustenance for a bird who's song would inspire a great bard, who's music would bring hope to men on a dark day and bring victory because of the faith in their hearts. And if that fly had died, none of it would have happened- all would be lost.
  8. Chapter 5: Yes, Master
    Spoiler
    We left on the morrow at first light for Gorenstead, a small farming town north of Akaron. I traveled the same as I had on the last trip: surrounded, with my second sight gone. This time, however, there were many more than eight paladins. There were seventy-five individuals, each with their mounts. And from what I heard, we were to rendezvous with Hunter reinforcements farther north.

    Bericus came as well, riding in the lead with Lyrel. It was made clear that I was to stick close to them- if I caused trouble, no others could stop me. Thus, I found myself circumscribed by paladins with two angels in the lead- a situation I abhorred and despised but could not reverse. Gyer, too, was agitated, constantly on edge and alert. I didn't bother trying to calm him. Not only would it have been futile, but his vigilance could warn me of any danger before it reached us.

    Darkness rode under my cloak, silent as a grave. I took after her example. Without my second sight, words meant nothing- nor was there anything to speak of.

    I felt a whisper in my mind, a murmuring of stale wind foul with the stench of carrion. He wished to speak, as I was in the midst of the very thing that might detect us. But my mind was sealed, all but impossible to penetrate, so my concern was virtually nonexistent. The only person I had to worry about was Lyrel, but he wouldn't be able to guess what I was doing. Besides, I could disconnect if he started to become aware of my prohibited practice.

    "Irom?" Master?

    "What is your current situation? I need an update," he inquired in Shadowtongue.

    "We are riding north to the town of Gorenstead, my Lord. There are approximately seventy-five paladins, mounted, in addition to the angels Lyrel and Bericus. They rendezvous with the Hunters closer to Gorenstead. I'm not sure of how many, though, sire." I answered in the same language.

    "And what will you have to tell them?"

    "The number of demonkin and demonkind on the Wastelands that are to march on Gorenstead."

    "I shall prepare. Do not disappoint me, Raven."

    "Baeniish, Irom." Yes, Master.

    And he was gone.


    Yes, Master. Those two simple words that I had lived by for seven hundred years. The two words that held my heart, my soul, my loyalty. That had given me power, strength, and fortitude in the times of hardship and difficulty. Yes, my lord, my master, my king, my irom. Give me an order and I shall obey without question. Only with trust in your knowledge and plans of the future do I answer your commands, for I am your servant.

    Gyer snorted, his eyes glowing for just a moment as our Master departed. I was pretty sure no one had noticed, but hissed at Gyer anyway. "Yiin ēmé quéryn wliiræ byliir, Gyer." Keep those eyes of yours dark.

    Lyrel glanced back at me as he heard me speak. I stared right back at him, completely straight-faced.

    "I am being good," I told him. "There is no need to watch me so."

    Gyer snorted.

    "What have I told you about speaking in Shadowtongue?" Lyrel asked.

    "Don't."

    "Right. I'm going to repeat that."

    "It is idiocy for the light to not know its kin."

    "Shadows aren't our kin."

    "Two sides of the same coin, two halves of the same whole. It is ludicrous to deny it. Without one, you can't have the other. Simple as that. A Shadewing like myself is solid proof of my point. Even if that weren't true, understanding your enemy is key to defeating it. Just ask the Dog."

    "Tasha-"

    "Agrona."

    "Tasha is a rare exception. You can't get people like her often, but until she came the Hunters were doing fine."

    "If the Harbinger hadn't come, the Pack would have been reigning until the demonkind decided they wanted a piece of the fun. The shadows, too, were doing 'fine' until I came along, but the minute I waltzed in we all but razed the dawn. And the only reason we didn't is because you came to save the day, Lyrel."

    He didn't have an argument that could counter that.

    "We are both living proof that you need to know your enemy to truly destroy it. But destruction, too is futile- it will always return. That is the one law of the world: there must be balance. Do what you seek- annihilate the darkness- and there shall be much fire."

    "Isn't she supposed to talk normally when she doesn't have second sight?" Bericus asked.

    "I talk more normally," I answered. "And besides, it just keeps me from seeing more, not pointing out what I already know. Which is don't mess with balance. Play with fire-"

    "You might get burned. Yes, we know," Bericus told me.

    "I was actually going say you will get burned."

    "So that which wants to completely demolish the light preaches balance? What kind of twisted logic is that?"

    "No, Cornix wants to destroy the light. I just follow his orders. He knows my opinion, but he is in charge, not I."

    "Though you openly said you could probably take the Corax from him and become Arcdemon." Corax, the Sword of Darkness. Whoever possessed it was the Arcdemon- in this case, Cornix. If another demon took it, they were Arcdemon. It wasn't very formal or ritualistic. Who had it was king- it was that simple.

    "But here is the thing: I don't want to. Sure, I'm probably smart enough to figure out a way to usurp his throne, but I'm not going to because I don't want it." I pointed out.

    Bericus shook his head. "You want power, but you don't want to be queen. I don't get it."

    "Of course you don't."

    "What do you mean, 'of course'?"

    "If I were going to explain that I already would have, now wouldn't I?"

    "If she is going to go off an a tangent she usually does so prior to you asking," Lyrel told Bericus. "Otherwise, there is a 90% chance she isn't going to."

    "Hmph," Bericus grunted.

    We lapsed into silence after that, and stayed that way for the rest of the day.

    The small army set up camp on the side of the Yellow Road as night fell. I removed my eyepatch as the shadows concealed us, glad to have my sight once more.

    I surveyed the stars, wondering what was to come. I may have been a seer, but I only saw potential outcomes or paths, not which one would be taken. Would the shadows prevail or would light defeat us? Would it be a draw? If not, what would happen as a result of the unbalance?

    I wandered, never straying too far from camp. I had a feeling that Lyrel had installed a fail-safe that wouldn't let me get very far. Darkness flew, stretching her wings after the bumpy ride. I watched her soar and let my heart glide with her. But even that may not last, and too soon she returned to the earth once more.

    I pondered and thought for many hours more. About the past, the future, the present. Lies and truth. Light and darkness. The different paths I could take in the web of life, of the worlds. What lay ahead in the labyrinth.

    But soon my mind wandered from myself and the world to my Master's wish, as it always had. Betray Lyrel. Yes, but how? Two words, so simple, and yet...so complicated in practice. I couldn't take him directly, not until I had demons to amplify my power so I could get rid of that bracelet. If I was subtle, though, used his men to destroy him...

    Yes. Yes. That was it. Use his men to kill him. It takes an enemy to defeat one, doesn't it?

    I smiled coldly. I was back, and though my magic was bound, my mind was not. Keeping to the shadows, I slunk back to camp, and awaited my target.

    Their minds had to be weak, their hearts full of pain and darkness of the past. Agrona would have been ideal, but, alas, her mind might have been to strong. I sat there, concealed by shadows, hiding in wait like a cat stalking her prey.

    Many hours I waited, watching. Finally, after an eternity, my target came for his turn at sentry duty.

    I slipped out of hiding, silently slinking up behind him with all the cunning and silence of a serpent. He sat down on a rock, oblivious to my presence. Striking with lightning speed, I clasped my hand around his mouth so he could not scream as I pushed him to the earth.

    He looked at me, his eyes wide with fear. Terror and eye contact- all I needed. I slipped into his mind, searching it for anything, everything, that he wished to forget.

    Demons ran rampant around the burning town, carnage surrounding me. Screams echoed across the village- cries of agony and horror. Fear ate at my heart: fear for myself, my family, my friends, my home.

    A surprised wail pierced the cacophony of human screams and the battlecries of someone else could be heard. I ran toward it- protection, help, light in the darkness! I dodged through the buildings. The glint of a blade caught my eye. It must have been the paladins! I tore full-speed ahead, approaching the light, oblivious to anything else. I fell to the earth, something on top of me.

    I yelled in terror, struggling as the demon's claw traced my chest, stopping right above my swiftly-pumping heart. Slowly it dug its talon into my chest. I screamed.

    White wings blocked my view of the demon as a golden-armoured man came to my aid. He sliced at the creature and it fell back, yowling in anger. It attacked him on wings of night- and with a single movement of his sword, the man felled the beast.

    Lyrel turned and gave me a hand up. "Run," he told me. "Run down this road and you will find more of my men. They will protect you."

    Silently I nodded, then fled.


    "But he didn't save your family," I whispered. "Your friends, your town- all dead. If he'd brought more men, if he'd come sooner, then maybe it wouldn't have happened. His vigilance failed you and the demons caught him by surprise. If they hadn't, Lyrel would have been there to protect you, all of you, before they came."

    His eyes turned dark for a moment as my thrall took hold, pooling from his irises and across the whites. Then, ever so slowly, it faded, leaving his eyes the same deep hazel.

    Step one: Start corrupting Lyrel's men. Check.

    Now to put a few more under my thrall and wait for some demons to come. When they were in the middle of battle and half the paladins started attacking their own, the lovely havoc that would ensue...

    Smiling wolfishly, I pulled the man back to his feet. "Continue about your duties," I told him. "Speak not of this." And I disappeared into the shadows.

    By the time we rendezvoused with the Hunters four days later, I'd corrupted ten men. I was running out of time- I needed to move more quickly.

    The Harbinger of Death met us with thirty men, leaving Bericus with a total of one-hundred-and-one men to work with. Minus ten, I thought with an inward smile.

    By the time we reached Gorenstead, I'd put twenty Hunters and thirty-two paladins under my thrall- around half of the total numbers. Bericus, Lyrel, Agrona, and their men would soon be sorry that they had ever let me loose on the world.

    Gorenstead consisted about thirty hovels and the same amount of fields for livestock and crops. Stray dogs ran about the streets alongside the pigs and dirty children. It was a perfect place to burn- everything was made of wood or thatch.

    The villagers hid when they saw us, afraid of change. Agrona rode in the lead- she was the most familiar with the common people. I got put in the very middle of the army, right next to soldiers that were under my command. How coincidental.

    We set up camp circumscribing the farms so that when the demons attacked we would be like a wall between them and their target. Lyrel had water all about the town and told the bravest of the townspeople to use it when the Hellfire was lit. Then all we could do was wait.

    "Raven!" Bericus' voice boomed across camp. Leaving Gyer, I answered his summons.

    "No need to yell, wælyr-en," I told him.

    "We need your information." He stepped aside to let me enter the tent.

    "I will hold up my end of the deal." I stepped inside. Agrona and Lyrel were already there.

    "How many individuals make up the army Cornix will send at Gorenstead in this realm on this timeline?" Lyrel asked. Evidently he'd put a lot of thought into phrasing the question. I probably could've found a loophole, but I didn't need to.

    I took of my eyepatch and closed my eyes, letting myself see everything. Images and sounds ran through my sight, showing past, present, and future; different paths; different realms; and other universes. I immersed myself in that wave of information and searched for the piece I sought. Finally, after what seemed like an eternity but really could not have been very long, I found it. Cornix at the head of a vast army, readying one-hundred of his soldiers to take Gorenstead- overkill for a small village, but not when Lyrel guarded it.

    "Irom," I whispered to him as I passed. "It is done. One-hundred-and-five men await you, but fifty-two are under my thrall. I await your command."

    "Good," he hissed in our native tongue. "You have served me well. It shall be like shooting fish in a barrel. We will come soon- you will know the time."

    "Indeed," I murmured, and was gone.

    "One-hundred esqmiil prepare to march," I told Lyrel. Esqmiil was Shadowtongue for all of demonkind and their kin.

    "Isn't that overkill for a small town?" Agrona asked.

    "Yes," Lyrel told her. "But he knows we are here. And there is no reason not to send more- it feeds his soldiers."

    "I don't know if we can fight the Legions of Hell and the Pack at the same time," Agrona said. "We will spread ourselves too thin."

    "For now we will deal with this attack. Then we will worry about the greater picture," Bericus told her.

    She nodded.

    I couldn't wait for the attack that Bericus was 'dealing with.'

    The sky darkened....the moon blocked out the sun....the distressed cries of villagers and the commanding barks of paladins ordering them into their homes....the portal opened, a rift in the planes....the Legions marched...the Hunters charged on horseback, slicing into the ranks of Hell....paladins phalanxed...the battle began...I counted down until I gave the order to rebel...5....the scream of a man as a demon ripped out his heart....4....the terror that ran rampant around the town....3....a shadowbeast falling from the sky, arrow in it's chest....2....the Light began to prevail...1.

    I gave the order.
  9. Chapter 6: Shadowsong
    Spoiler
    Those under my thrall stopped in mid-stride as their eyes became dark with the shadows that were the source of my power. They fell back from the hell-spawn and turned, slicing their blades into their comrades' flesh. Confusion reigned and havoc ruled the battlefield as I watched. With less than half their former numbers, the paladins and Hunters were forced to fall back. Lyrel disengaged from the front lines and leapt into the air- he knew the source of the pandemonium. I watched and waited until he was about a third of the way towards me, then called out.

    "Kæa!" I yelled. Attack!

    A winged demon dropped out of the sky at Lyrel, knocking him of course. He twisted around and sliced at the thing. Two shadowbeasts came to the demon's aid, screeching as they dove at the Lightwing.

    I probably would have been able to win that if Bericus hadn't joined in. He flew straight up, knocking aside the demon and cutting both shadowbeasts out of the sky in one smooth movement.

    "Get Raven!" he told Lyrel. "I'll cover you!"

    Lyrel followed his command, winging his way towards me. Seeing how badly I was about to lose, I leapt off Gyer and into the air.

    "Catch me if you can, wælyr-en," I smirked, and flipped into the sky.

    I hadn't flown in a long time, but in my day I was the best flyer in the realm. Evidently, my wings remembered what they were doing, even if I did not. My speed was unmatched and I responded to the slightest change in the air with all the ease of a swift.

    I would have been able to outrun Lyrel if not for the bracelet that kept me on a tether. As a result, he led the chase. If he stopped, so did I.

    Unfortunately for me, he realized that before I got the chance to reach my allies. He dropped to the earth and I fell with him. I rolled to my feet and began pulling energy from the darkness around me. It might not allow me to remove the bracelet, but at the very least I could defend myself until backup arrived.

    Lyrel flipped his sword as he advanced. "I should've guessed you'd use your thrall."

    "To shackle one's magic is not to chain one's mind,” I hissed as I pulled the energy around me. I could control it, I just couldn't create it.

    Bericus landed behind Lyrel. "Drop the thrall, Shadewing," he snarled.

    "I shan't, Lion." I wrapped the shadows about myself as armor and readied it to use against the Lightwings.

    "Yes, you will, Raven," Lyrel growled. I felt the bracelet begin to glow.

    "Oh, no you don't," I murmured. I pulled the shadows around myself, around the bracelet, creating a shield between me and it.

    "You can't hold that forever," Bericus pointed out. "You will run out of darkness eventually."

    "I don't have to. Myrwl irom! " Come, Master!

    "Is it just me or did she just tell Cornix to come on by? Because I don’t know Shadowtongue, but from what I’ve picked up over the years, that sounds concerning.” Bericus said.

    I laughed. "You are fools to not know your enemy."

    The cacophony of harsh, rasping cries filled the air, joining the pandemonium with the beat of hundreds of dark wings. Lyrel backed off, watching the skies. I could feel his fear.

    A figure made of the purest shadow coalesced between us, his eyes burning with fire. Vast wings spread to either side, his taloned feet digging great furrows in the earth.

    "Ah," he said. "The wælyr-en here all on their own."

    I dropped, kneeling before my Lord."Master."
    He gestured for me to rise with his off hand as he summoned Corax as a greatsword in his the fingers of his other one.

    "I don't suppose any of you would like to translate wælyr-en for us, would you?" Bericus asked, flipping his own blade around in his fingers.

    "Lightwing; angel. Same connotations as 'demon' in angelic." I shook my head. "You really should know the tongue of your enemies."

    "We have no wish to speak your black speech, dæmonkin."

    "Talk, talk, talk," I turned to Cornix. "I tire of all this barking at one another."

    Cornix smiled wolfishly, revealing dagger-sharp teeth. "Very well, Raven," he growled, his voice a rumbling thunder. "Let us finish this." He stepped forward and raised his black blade as he advanced on the angels.

    Lightning cracked across the sky with a deafening roar. Clouds blocked out the shadowy abyss of the heavens and rain poured down, the tears of so many dead. And I don't mean metaphorically- the drops were salt water.

    A girl stood between Cornix and the Lightwings, her eyes a glistening midnight blue. The rain stopped falling mid-air, the wælyr-en and Cornix frozen mid-stride. Silence was all around me, the pandemonium now peaceful. I backed off from the creature in fear. Suddenly, I stopped- but not of my own free will. I couldn't move.

    Agony spread like fire through my veins. I fell to the earth, wishing only death…

    Destruction.

    Chaos.

    Unbalance.

    The bodies of fallen warriors were scattered across the earth, carrion birds feasting on the slain flesh. Their harsh croaks and rasps and cries filled the otherwise silent battlefield. Above the carnage sat a pure white raptor, its feathers gleaming in the sunlight.

    The world changed. A pure oblivion of nothingness: no light, no darkness, no anything. Floating in this abyss was a balance scale. One side of it was filled with a pile of black rocks; the other side with white ones. Above the balance was the white bird from the battlefield next to an identical eagle of pure black. The two battled and spun in the air, each trying to destroy the other. As light began to prevail, the scales tipped in its favor- farther and farther until the whole thing fell, sending all the rocks into the void along with both birds...

    Cornix raised his blade, bringing it down on Lyrel. The angel dodged, and as Cornix was about to land another blow, Bericus stabbed him through the back....Cornix raised his blade, swinging it at Bericus. Lyrel leapt in front of his comrade and blocked the blow, then sliced off the crow's head...Again and again Cornix fought and died at the hands of the waelyr-en.


    The rain fell once more, hitting the earth and bursting into a million droplets like so many splatters of blood. Cornix stalked forward, about to attack the Lightwings.

    "Irom maekyr!" I cried, lunging forward to stop the fight before it began. In my distress, I somehow managed to surpass the bracelets bind on my magic. A rift opened between Cornix and the waelyr-en, an abyssal chasm like the maw of the earth.

    To my surprise, the adversaries froze for a moment in surprise. It was in that second that I suddenly registered what I'd just done- I'd given my Master an order.

    The next thing I knew, I was on the ground about four yards from where I'd been standing. A jolt of pain flashed through my wing as I scrambled to my feet. "Do this," I rasped. "And into Chaos the worlds shall fall. Play with fire, you might get burned- play with balance, you will get burned." I switched into Shadowtongue as I addressed my Lord. "The time is not right, irom. If we try now, we will lose and the Realms will be thrown into complete unbalance."

    "You're the one who set this up!" Cornix snarled in the same language.

    "Irom, I did not see- now I have been shown. Please, Master..."

    Lyrel took advantage of Cornix's preoccupation and leapt into the air, his glowing blade raised in offense. If he succeeded with that attack...

    I jumped, spreading my wings and slamming into the angel, knocking us both to the ground. My wing screamed at the harsh treatment and I ignored it. If I let Lyrel conclude his attack, there wouldn't be anything but torment for anyone in the years to come.

    As it turned out, proximity to Lyrel effected the power of the bracelet. It flared as I came in contact with him, burning through my abyssal armor. I dropped back and fought to re-summon the protection.

    I felt a power join with mine, a pool so large it seemed endless as it faded into the shadows of a cavernous void. My Lord was aiding me, giving me strength once more.

    I pulled on that power, summoning it and binding it to my will. Bringing forth my own energy I merged it with Cornix's.

    A few hundred years ago I had been the most feared daemon besides my Master. My power was unmatched, my cruelty unspeakable. Nothing stood in my way. Now, that had faded into memory: that strength, that fear and respect that had surrounded me.

    That was until the bracelet fell of my wrist. When that dam that blocked my magic disappeared, it flowed with a vigor and fortitude unknown for centuries. I devoured it, let it flow through me, rejuvenated. The pain in my wing eased as the bone and flesh mended itself. I flexed it and grinned- Lyrel couldn't stop me now.

    Cornix raised Corax and yelled to his armies in Shadowtongue, letting the magical blade amplify it. "Oriansynsyr!" he cried. Retreat.

    As he called out the order we fell back towards the portal. My Master jumped into the air, dispersing into the shadows. I crouched and opened my wings to take off, giving Lyrel one last glance and then a wink as a cold smile crossed my face. Then I was gone into the darkness, not to be seen by the wælyr-en for a long time to come.

    The Realm of Darkness is unlike anything fathomable from the Realm of Light. Hardly any demons can see, much less rely on sight, for the Shadow Realm is thrown into utter and complete oblivion except for at night when our three moons cast a dim light through the abyss. Despite its barren appearance, however, it is very much alive- eyes in the dark, watching; the sounds of hunting demons; the cries of their prey.

    I breathed in the shadows and felt the umbra around me- no more of that burning brightness, none of that pure white luminescence. No more angels. Finally, I was where I belonged. I was home.

    Because of my second sight I could still ‘see’ in a sense despite the lack of light. It was more like feeling the locations of entities as well as reading their auras and, in some cases, souls. It was daytime and therefore pitch black- just the way I liked it.

    Spreading my wings, I landed atop a ledge overlooking our armies. In my hand I summoned an ebony diadem with a single red gem at its center and placed it on my head. It was what marked me as Cornix’s second, just as Corax marked him as the Arcdemon. The gem glowed as I touched it, its energy adding to my own.

    A large, winged creature made out of shadows landed next to me, his eyes glowing red. Gyer in his true form.

    My lady. His voice echoed in my mind as he bowed as much as a horse-beast could.

    Rise, Gyer. You have done well. I didn’t bother looking at him as I spoke.

    Thank you, mistress.

    Go and feed.


    He bowed once more. Many thanks, Lady Raven. He leapt into the abyss as I surveyed the armies below me. Cornix had done well without me. But I could help him make it even better.

    So much had changed in three hundred years, and yet so little. The armies had grown, the shadows amassed. He’d brought the Realm of Darkness together for the first time in history. Yet nothing had changed. Not really. The devils still sought blood, the demons still ate souls, Cornix still fought for dominion over the Realms.

    Then came the question: what about me? Had I changed? I must have. I hesitated when I saw the carnage of that town. I was actually asking myself this question. I’d failed to kill Lyrel. I’d defied my Master.

    Do you know what I do with failures? Cornix’s words ran through my head. I recalled the pain he’d caused me with those words, tracing my scar. What had I done?

    I would find out soon enough. Spreading my wings, I leapt into the air.

    When Corax is obtained, its wielder becomes the Arcdemon and gets a title. For instance, Cornix was the Master of Lies. With Corax and this title comes a home of sorts: a castle in which the ruler of the Realm of Darkness resides. It is made of pure obsidian with a moat of lava. Inside it’s a maze of rooms full of twists and turns, impossible to navigate without inside knowledge. No one knows how it was made, or why- it has simply been there for as long as any of us can remember.

    That was my destination. As Cornix’s second, it was where I resided. I landed as I reached the scorching golden moat, nodding to the demons that guarded it. They bowed low as I strode past and entered the throne room through vast onyx double-doors. Within smoky torches illuminated the shining glass-like walls to reveal a deep crimson carpet that led to an ebony throne on a raised dais. Behind the columns which held the torches were doors that led into a vast labyrinth of halls and corridors. On the back wall behind the throne was a jet banner with a blood-red symbol sewn into it resembling a sort of pincer. The symbol looked like a stem with an almost-circle at its top, two ends nearly meeting. In the middle of the circle that the pincers made was a sphere. The symbol of the Shadow Realm.

    I stalked past it and through one of the obsidian doors into the maze of passages that made up the majority of the Arcdemon’s home. Finally I reached my destination: a simple, black door with runes around the frame and no handle. I placed my hand on it and muttered a single word and it swung open, admitting me through the threshold.

    It opened to reveal a dust-covered room, the walls covered in shelves and bare of decoration or furniture except for a bed in one corner and a desk covered in drawers. Cobwebs spread their threads across the old tomes and jars. The desk was beneath piles of old scrolls, vials, and alchemy equipment. Finally, I was home.

    I brushed my fingers over the yellowed labels of jars, scrawled in my spidery handwriting. Souls, hearts, plants, bones, and other ingredients had been waiting for me for three hundred years. My footsteps left tracks in the dust- it was completely untouched.

    Darkness flew from my shoulder and landed on the headrest of my bed, preening contentedly. I absentmindedly began to hum as I began to clean the dust from the assortment of articles lying about the room. Darkness’ voice joined in with mine in perfect harmony, singing the song we both knew so well. The Shadowsong.

    “Into Darkness the angel will fall,

    giving in to an ancient call.

    Borne of shadows, lived in light,

    her heart lies in the midst of night.

    Open wide the raven’s feathers spread,

    calling forth the feel of dread.

    On wings of death and shadows nigh,

    she possesses future’s eye.

    “Under skeletal trees of a red night,

    with a blood moon shining bright,

    A raven hatched with the power,

    to see through all no matter the hour,

    be it of the brightest night,

    or it be of darkest light.

    “Blade of Darkness, Blade of Light,

    pierce the shadows of the night.

    When the time comes of shadow’s reign,

    with their power Chaos can be slain.

    The Seer who’s eye sees through all,

    has to decide whether the worlds shall fall,

    and if they do it will be lost,

    but forever it will repay the cost,

    for the land of pure bright,

    and the one of shadow’s might,

    will survive this one and all,

    when into Darkness the angel falls.”


    The Lightwings feared the prophecy just as esqwyrin, demonkind, welcomed it. We thought it spoke of Darkness and I- however, our abilities as a seer didn’t work on ourselves. It would explain why Cornix helped us, and why Lyrel did. It gave reason to our power, our soul-link.

    “Raven.” Our Master’s voice interrupted my reverie.

    “Yes, irom?”

    “Come.”
    So it was finally time to face my punishment.

    “Yes, my Lord.”

    And he was gone. Calling Darkness to my shoulder, I exited my room and wove my way back through the countless passages and to the throne room. Cornix had taken on the form of his avatar: a pale-skinned human with black eyes and hair, wearing the same color scheme as myself. Corax was sheathed on his hip, calling to me as it always did in this close vicinity.

    I knelt and bowed my head before the dais, pushing away the hint of fear I felt.

    “For three hundred years,” he said as he stood. “You were a prisoner of the wælyr-en. They stole your power, separated you from your soul-bond, and left you there in that oblivion.”

    I remained silent, unsure of and concerned about where he was going with this.

    “So, naturally, when I felt your presence again I was surprised. Of course, I had faith in you despite your former failure- besides, this time you had the advantage of surprise. You were to have them fooled. And yet when I came to kill those angels, suddenly I couldn’t. You’ve failed me, Raven, for the second time. Most wouldn’t even get a second chance, much less a third. I don’t tolerate failure. And yet, here you are, at my feet, alive. So tell me, Raven: what would you have me do?”

    I wasn’t entirely sure what to say to that. “Whatever you deem necessary as my punishment, Master,” I said without looking up.

    Within moments his hand was around my throat, pinning me against one of the columns. I didn’t even bother to struggle- I had no chance of victory.

    “I will give you one final opportunity,” he told me. “One. Fail me again…” A stabbing pain in my chest, over my heart…

    “Yes, Master,” I choked out.

    He dropped me. I crumpled to the ground, coughing. “I’m glad you understand me.” He walked cooly back to his throne, with all the nonchalance of a man who’d simply been greeting a friend.

    “What are my orders, irom?” I asked as I stumbled to my feet.

    “Well, you lost your chance to backstab the angels. I’m not sure what to do with you.”

    Those without a use were promptly annihilated- he knew that, I knew that. “I am sure I can be of use, my Lord.”

    “Are you now?”

    “Yes, Master.”

    “Find a way to kill the angels. I don’t care how, but I need them dead.”

    “Yes, Master.”

    “Do you need any clarification?” I could feel the malice around him like an aura.

    “No, Master.”

    “Then go.”

    “Yes, Master,” I said raggedly as I rapidly retreated to my lair.
    Was Lyrel right? Was that all I was, an unthinking automaton, living by the two simple words: yes, master? What was I even doing anymore? Why?

    Now here I was, questioning my orders. Questioning my purpose. Questioning why I was questioning. I couldn’t do this. My loyalty was with Cornix no matter what. His word was my law; his wish my command. But more and more I found myself saying these words without heart, without belief, without that unwavering obedience I once had.

    He would kill me if I failed him again. Of that I had no doubt. Then came the real question: why was he my Master? Should I follow him, risk my life for him, if he would kill me without a second thought? I was nothing but a tool. Once, that hadn’t mattered- I was in debt to him for helping me when I was a fledgling. No longer was that the case. He had no hold over me if I didn’t wish it. And, for the first time, I began to wonder whether or not I did wish it.

    No. I shouldn’t doubt him. I hadn’t before- why start now? I pushed those traitorous thoughts to the back of my mind.

    Find a way to destroy the angels. First I needed to see where they were and what they were up to: assess, plan, act. Scrying was my best option.

    I searched through my jars of various concoctions until I found the one I was looking for: dragon’s heart. I’d magicked the jar to be able to contain such a large item by the way of a pocket dimension- the inside of the container was larger than the outside. I cut a slice off the mystical ingredient and replaced the lid of the vessel before pulling all the raw magic out of it.

    I summoned my magic and closed my eyes, channelling it through myself. I saw the burned hovels of farmers….a blackened field….charred husks that once housed souls….blemished golden armour….a white feather falling to the ground….

    “I told you we shouldn’t have freed her!” Lyrel barked at Bericus.

    “If we hadn’t, the demons would be even farther ahead of us than they are now!” They were in a large tent, a map laid out on the ground with markers like the one back in Akaron.

    “She’s back with Cornix,” my former mentor protested. “How could it be worse than this? We just handed over the most powerful asset on the board! It’s like playing a game of chess and then handing your opponent the only queen on the board when they are already several steps ahead of you!”

    “Stop yelling and help me figure out a solution, Lyrel!” Bericus roared.

    Lyrel growled something under his breath as his white raven fluttered to the table, seeming as irritated as his master.

    “Now,” Bericus said, this time more calmly. “How can we deal with this situation?”

    “I don’t know.” He was resigned. “The only reason we managed to get her last time was by tricking her, and if there is one thing I know, the same trick won’t work twice. That and the fact that now she can scry on us- she learned how to pierce the shroud the last time we tried to capture her. Chances are that she’s watching us now.”

    “There has to be a way.” Bericus’ lion began to pace, portraying his own anxiousness…

    Blood….terror…havoc…death…


    The image was gone. Exhausted, I collapsed against the wall. So much blood, so much terror, so much havoc, so much death. When would it be over?
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    I struggled to stay awake. My eyes were weary, closing more often as I felt the pull to simply sleep. But every time I shook myself awake- I wanted to see Lyrel when he came home. He’d left on a trip to go battle some powerful demonic threat. Some might have worried that their mentor would die going on such a venture, but in my eyes, he was invincible. He was perfect. He was immortal.

    He’d raised me as a father, he’d taught me as a mentor, he’d comforted me as a friend. He was the only one that didn’t fear me or treat me differently because I was of shadows instead of light or because of my scarlet eye or because of the corvid that followed me day in and day out. He was just there for me, surer than the suns would set in the west.

    I didn’t remember falling asleep, but I must have, because the next thing I knew I was in my bed with sunlight slanting in through the curtains. Lyrel must have found me asleep and brought me up. He was home!

    The grogginess of first awakening was gone in an instant as I leaped out of bed and bolted to Lyrel’s room. I shoved open the door and turned to his desk in the corner where he did paperwork and wrote letters every morning before I was even awake.

    He wasn’t there.

    I supposed even he would have to sleep in once in a while, but it was late enough and the day wouldn’t last forever. I trotted over to his bed to wake him up and the world came shattering down around me, like so many shards of glass as they burst into a million pieces upon hitting the cold, hard stone so far below it.

    Blood pooled over the white sheets, dripping to the ground. His body was cold, lifeless, so pale…

    I let out a choked cry, shaking him, calling his name over and over and over again. Time had no meaning. The world stopped turning. The sun stood still. All I knew was my fractured heart and the crushing feeling of being alone, so terrifyingly alone.

    Hands gripped my shoulders, pulling me firmly but gently away. I found myself staring into the umber eyes of a lion, his great golden coat glistening in the light as Bericus let me go next to his familiar.

    Why me?


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