Something I wrote when I was 15... so its not very good. I finally dug it out and decided to edit and post it.
There is nothing that lies between us
Except a well of unsaid things
Words which are not permitted to sound
Regrets that can never be voiced
As the days pass
And the weeks pass
The unuttered complaints and
The smothered lies
Fall like autumn leaves,
Filling that well of unsaid things.
Where were you last night?
When I was home alone, I start to ask,
Yet I choke back the words
Like a mute swan.
Too scared to break
its habitual white coat
of sleek, silence.
The wall that is too high to be broken,
The well that is too deep to be filled.
I embrace the cold, calm surface of the well,
Holding back the trapped red bird
With a broken wing
Struggling to be free while
Aching for your caress
or healing touch
The way you used to pull back
a stranded brown lock of hair
And whisper
Into my ear,
Like the tickle of
Butterflies.
When did silence become louder than laughter and joy?
Filling the room like a forest of mistakes.
Threatening to crash and
break the spell of silence
When you’re not here.
The memories of when we first bought this house
Like a glossy coat of joy
peeling and falling through the wear of age.
I remember when we first pushed and heaved
Under the new furniture.
The elated, proud kiss
Half-hidden between boxes and boxes
Of unpacked things.
The first candlelight anniversary and
the tangy smell of aftershave, sunshine and jasmine
as your skin brushed against mine.
The first sweet kiss goodbye
As you grabbed a hot cup of coffee,
And ran through the door
Late again.
The grandfather clock struck twelve
In that silent room.
Only one chair at the table
No more were needed.
I waited until the dinner was cold
And cried my silent tears.
When you return, I’m already asleep and
I’ll be gone by the crack of dawn
The well of unsaid things
The regrets and fallen tears
Like poison
seeping slowly
into pure water of the well
It tainted and,
Destroyed the love that was ours.
The feelings was strong,
like the red brick walls
of our house
but even that
crumbled down with age,
and relentless rain
Until it was nothing more than grains of sand
Lost in a gale.
The well is nearly full now,
Threatening to overflow.
When it does, I guess its time to leave.
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