I hate it when you lie, because i can tell and you know i can. I hate your eyes,i can get lost in them for hours. I hate how addicted you are to drugs, i just want you to get better. I hate how you can act like you didn't leave me. I hate how i just forgave you. I hate how you smile and it gives me butterflies. I hate your new haircut, the one you got because of her. I hate how you look at her. I hate how you talk about her. I hate that you love her. I hate how you heard that i loved you, i wanted to tell you. I hate how you were holding onto her while i was crying over you. I hate how you jokingly say you love me, because i wish it was real. I hate that you still love her, because why cant it be me? I hate how she has you feeling, because nobody should feel that way. I hate how you look at me, like you did before you left me for her. But really I hate the fact that i love you and that no matter what happens i will love you, but i cant let you see that. So when you blow me kisses i wont accept them, when you sign out that you love me ill just look at you funny, and when you just straight up say you love me ill say stop messing around because i don't mean anything to you. I'm simply just a distraction from her.