I mean, I’m on my side. I feel like I deserve to be happy or that I deserve to get the guy. That I’m a great catch and anyone would be lucky to have me. But I don’t know if I really believe that or if I’m just repeating the empty words I’ve heard over every heartbreak? If I look at my self externally I can’t think of a single reason why I deserve those things. I look at myself and it makes since why I’m single because what is there in me that would be attractive to someone else. I feel like this torn up thing who sees herself as a romantic disaster and all she needs is someone to fix her up. But in reality there isn’t really anything broken, it’s just a case of a lonely heart.