Landon
You idiot.
Stupid, stupid, stupid.
I told myself I wouldn’t get involved with a girl
right now. I told myself I wouldn’t form any close bonds with anyone for that matter. I told myself I
would be smart about this, about this messed up situation I’m in. I can’t
involve a girl in my life right now!
Look what I did. Look at this disaster I’ve created
for myself.
What am I
going to do?
Dave bursts through the front door as I’m having this
talk with myself.
“Have some bad news, kid,” he frowns.
I barely look up, but I ask “What could be worse than
what I just did?” I bury my face in my hands.
“Oh, no,” he gasps, exaggeratedly, “Did you meet a
girl last night, Landon?”
I simply nod, then I shake my head in defeat.
Dave laughs, “Well, boy. I warned ya. You either
listen or you make your own damn bed. Get rid of her. Cut her off now, before
someone gets hurt.”
“I’ve known her for less than twenty-four hours-“
“That’ll make it easy, Landon.”
“-but I’ve already fallen for her. I don’t what to do!
I’ve never felt this way about a girl. It’s- I just-“
“Listen here,” Dave starts, “you cut it off, or I
will. This ain’t no funny business to be fussing with. This is serious.”
“I wish it didn’t have to be this way,” I sigh,
“because Ronnie’s special. She’s not like any other girl- she’s resilient.
She’s bold. She’s beautiful, yet she’s unaware. How am I going to find someone
like her again?”
“Same thing happened to Daisy and I,” he stares out
into the blank space in a daze, “but I knew what I was getting myself into. I
was smart about it, - so I thought- and I kept the secret for the longest time.
What a God damn mistake that was.”
Dave shakes his head, “I don’t want ya sufferin’ is
all I’m saying. I know what the pain feels like. I know how the pain burns
deep.”
I nod in agreement, but I can’t seem to get Ronnie out
of my head.
What am I going to do?
“Let’s get past all
the girlie, talk, boy,” Dave moves on, “there’s word of break-in at this
“Doug’s Supermarket” place. Time to get a move on and investigate.”
“Okay,” I agree, “how
bad?’
“Not sure. Cop wasn’t
too clear on the phone, but we’ll find out soon enough.”
***
We pull up to the
empty parking lot, and the first thing I notice is glass shattered at the
supermarket. Red, white and blue flash in front of my eyes, spinning and
circling. I’ll never really get used to the chaotic sight of it. Suddenly, the
headlights reflect off of the glass shards and then, like some sick, twisted
movie scene, I see her.
Ronnie.
I pull on my cap and
sunglasses- not conspicuous or anything at nearly midnight- and burst through
the door.
I hear Dave cursing at
me as I stumble out of the car, but I don’t care. I saved this girl once today,
and I’ll do it again. I push past the cops, the ambulance, the whole scene.
I pull my badge from
my coat pocket, and her eyes widen when I approach the door. I hold up my fake creds-
Private Investigator- careful to
conceal my name below. Ronnie’s eyes constrict to normal size, and I walk over
the glass into the store.
“Are you alright
ma’am?” I try a husky voice on for size.
She believes the
façade.
“I’m fine,” she says
with her voice level, “I mean- it wasn’t detrimental to me or anything. The
guy’s just under too much pressure or something. Hey, what’s with the shades?
It’s like midnight.”
“I need to keep my
identity unknown given the circumstances,” I say in a clipped voice.
Ronnie looks confused,
but all I care about is her well-being. I see an EMT has already tended to her,
as my eyes follow up her slinky arm to a small bandage.
Dave isn’t far behind
us when I turn around. I spot him speaking to a police officer, a perplexed
look on his face. I should go over there before I blow my cover.
I clear my throat,
“Excuse me, Miss.”
I push past her and
make my way over to Dave. His brows are knitted and he’s concentrating.
“So, what happened
here exactly?” I interrupt.
“Ah, crazy poor
person,” the cop explains.
Dave nods in
agreement, and I ask “What do you mean?”
“Well,” the cop runs a
hand along his stubble “the man supposedly threatened to rob the store, but ‘wasn’t
actually going to go through with it.’ There’s been no injury done to the girls
in there, and there was no weapon involved.”
“No weapon?” I ask,
skeptically.
“No weapon,” the
officer repeats, “and no injuries. I suppose we should bring him in for further
questioning, just to have the doctors evaluate him. We don’t need a looney-case
prancing around town. I’ve run into enough of those ones in just these past few
days.”
“Like who?”
“Some crazy lady ready
to stab a teenager for money. She attempted to steal his wallet, and he was
taken aback by shock. She could have killed him. There was even a young man prostituting
himself for some group he called “The Rebels,” claiming they were threatening
to kill him if he didn’t obey. He got thrown in the looney bin…”
Dave and I exchange a
worried look.
“We’ve heard about the
infamous ‘Rebels’,” I say cautiously, “what else did he say?”
“We figured he was
pretty nuts, so I think it’s a non-existent group, something he made up in his
convoluted head. Must’ve spread it around for you two to hear. The guy said
something about an “underground facility” in the area- somewhere up by North Harris
Street. “
“Huh,” I try to nod
casually, but I’m becoming panicked.
“The psychologist is
convinced the guy had something tragic happen to him there, so he’s creating
this story in his mind, instead of coming to terms with the suppressed memories
in his crazy-ass head.”
“Interesting,” Dave
mimics my concern, but tries to play the whole thing off as nothing.
“Thanks for your help
officer,” Dave turns to the cop to shake his hand and says, “We’ve been trying
to piece together the happenings in this God damn town for a while now. Be in
touch.”
I give a quick nod to
the cop, and scuttle off with Dave.
“You’ve got to be
kidding me,” I whisper, walking towards the supermarket again.
“Tell me about it,
boy. North Harrison Street-“
“-is only a twenty
minute drive from here. That street goes on for miles though.”
“Time to get some
information from an eye-witness, then. Our criminal friend in there won’t
snitch on those bastards. Time to question the girl. Maybe she can lead us to their
hideout.”
Dave points at Ronnie,
and I cringe. She’s watching me with curious eyes, following our every move.
She’s suspicious. Who wouldn’t be? Why would private investigators be wandering
around this scene?
“Hey,” I grab Dave by
the coat sleeve.
“Yeah?”
“That’s her,” I say my
head hung low.
“What do you mean-“ he
says confused, then remembers what I told him earlier, “Oh good Lord, Jesus.
Please help us.”
He pushes on anyway,
and I follow. I prepare my terrible voice disguise, clearing my throat multiple
times.
“What, do ya got to
hack something up?” Dave complains just before we enter.
“No, I just-“
“Let me do the
talking, okay?”
I nod, and Dave takes
the lead.
***
“What do you mean you
‘knocked him out’?”
Ronnie stares at me
with a hard look. I’m still wearing my shades, and she’s still suspicious.
We’re sitting in the
office of Doug’s, the only sound the buzzing of a lightbulb dangling from the
rickety ceiling. My leg races, up and
down up and down up and down, nervous that she will catch on as to who I am.
Think calm, Landon, I keep repeating like a mantra. Just keep calm. But shit could really hit
the fan if she outs me- even if she’s not doing it to hurt me. What if-
I stop myself from thinking of the worst case
scenarios, and I turn my attention back to Ronnie. Dave gives me a look. He’s
saying calm the hell down, boy,
through his protruding eyes.I
forcibly put an end to my shaking leg.
“Well,” Ronnie admits,
“ I didn’t ‘knock him out’ per say, but I kicked him in the balls. Same thing,
right? I made him fall on his face and surrender.”
“Surrender?”
“I mean- that’s not
really the right word. The guy was being a jerk saying “Wouldn’t it be great to
rob this place? I mean I could rob this place and be set for life.” He just
kept going on and on and on, and I had to make him stop.”
Her eyebrow twitches,
then her eyes wander to the lightbulb.
She’s lying. She’s lying though her teeth.
“So then explain the shattered glass in the front,” I
point to the door.
“Just some kids
throwing around baseballs. They nicked me right here,” she motions to the small
bandage covering the inside of her elbow.
“Would you mind
calling in your friend Elena?” Dave pipes up.
“Sure,” Ronnie quickly
moves towards the door.
“Not so fast, Miss,”
Dave protests, “I want ya both in here. The more company the better,” he grins.
Ronnie nods slowly, and calls for her coworker. I wonder how long I can
keep up my fake voice, my fake identity, my fake life.
“Elena” timidly enters
the room and I tell her to take a seat.
“So, Miss Elena?”
“Yes, sir?”
“I hear that Ronnie
saved the day here, from what I gather from that cop over there,” Dave points
at a single police officer waiting by the front door.
“Who exactly needed
saving?” Dave questions further.
“Well…um…I”
I notice Ronnie subtly
nudge Elena in the foot and Elena yelps.
“Um- I- I fainted when
the guy- when he-“
“Hey,” I chime in,
“there’s no reason to be nervous. Just be honest. You’re not at fault here. The
guy they just hauled off is though.”
Elena nods, but Ronnie
kicks her harder.
“Miss, Sinclair, may I
ask you to leave the room at this time, please?” I eye Ronnie through my dark
lenses.
“Of course,” she says
curtly.
Ronnie nods to Elena,
then slams the door. I hear her muttering some obscenities through the store.
She’s pacing. I can tell by her footsteps. I’ve always been able to pinpoint
the pacers.
“Now, Elena. We’re all
friends here. There’s no reasons to keep secrets, hon. Landon and I here are
just trying to do our jobs. We’re trying to save peoples life’s.”
Elena is silent now.
“I didn’t see
anything. I really- I really didn’t, sir. I was out cold.”
She’s sweating.
Profusely.
“We both know that guy
didn’t strut in here without a weapon,” I start to tell Elena, “we know he
threatened to rob your store. We know he wasn’t ‘joking around,’” my words
start to speed up, “and we know that guy smashed the glass over there. Loonies are
running around this town and you-“
“He had a gun, okay! He had a gun! He almost shot us!”
I sigh in relief,
knowing the truth will come out now. Dave sighs next to me. Now that we’re done
pulling teeth, it’s time for the filling and polishing.
“Tell us everything.”
***
Ronnie
I pretend to fix the
shelves. I pretend to sweep the floor. I pretend to keep composure.
I let that guy off the
hook, and now there are private investigators flooding the place? Why me? Why
couldn’t I have just thrown his ass in the slammer like I would have on any
normal day?
I think it was the
eyes. Eyes tell all. I knew he was telling me the truth. Somehow, I knew he was being forced to make the
ridiculous choices that he had. I
believed him.
Now look at where it’s getting me. So much for good
Karma.
I straighten a box of
Wheat Flakes, and I pull all of the soda forward on the opposite side of the
aisle. I glance towards the front of the store. There’s one lone police officer
guarding the door, but the rest of the store is quiet. Too quiet.
Elena better keep her
God damn mouth shut.
I hear the door swing
open before I have time to prepare myself.
Lie, echoes in my head, lie
through your teeth.
At the same time, don’t
be a liar, echoes through my head. These
people are here to help, to solve crimes. But what was so special about this
guy that made an investigation necessary?
Before I come to a decision,
they’re headed over to aisle six, right where I stand. I hold my breath, I
count to ten, and I let it come rushing out.
In
and out, in and out, in and out.
“Miss, Sinclair?” the
older man questions.
“Yes?” I turn and ask
innocently.
“We hear you put on
quite the show according to the video footage. Let’s take a look, how ‘bout it?”
I glare at Elena, and
she hides behind the two scrutinizing men.
Why
didn’t I think of the security cameras? I’m
kicking myself now. Why’d I have to cover
that guy’s ass?
The older man and the younger boy lead me back into the
office, Elena in tow. I try to swallow, but the lump in my throat refuses to
budge.
I grab a chair, and it’s icy to the touch. I stay still.
I watch myself kick the gun under the cooler. I watch myself question that
dirty scum bag who got me into this mess. I watch myself seal the deal.
“Now, it’s apparent in the video that you were just
trying to give the guy a chance,” the older man says, “but why would you lie to
us, hon?”
“I-I just…he was telling me the truth. He was being
honest, because he knew I would shoot him. He figured it was all over, so what
reason would there be for him to lie? The guy knew he was headed to the
slammer.”
“You gave him a chance?” the man questions again.
“Yes- I did. I gave him a second shot.”
“You realize that the Rebels are real, don’t ya?”
“Not until now,” I breathe out.
“Oh, they’re real. You know how I’m sure?”
The young man hits the older man in the shoulder, trying
to shush him. He’s trying to cover it up, but I want to know what they’re
getting on about.
“How?”
“I’ll show you,” he grins.
The young man flies out of his chair and begins to
scream.
“Have you lost it, Dave?”
The shrill almost sounds familiar…
“No, boy, I just know a fighter when I see one! Any other
seventeen-year-old girl do that? You seen any girl do that?”
“This is a mistake,” He enunciates each word.
And now I remember where the voice is from- how could I
forget his voice?
I slowly rise from my chair as they continue to bicker.
Landon is in such a rage, he doesn’t notice my movements. I poke him in the
shoulder, and he jumps.
I rip off his sunglasses as he turns around.
“You asshole!”
I shout, when I confirm it’s those deep blue eyes.
“Ronnie, let me just-,” he holds up his hands.
“You used me? You knew I’d be at that party? ‘I’ve seen
you around a couple times,” my sorry ass!”
“Everything I said
was true. I didn’t know you were involved with this accident! And I am in
high school, believe it or not! I have seen you around, and I’ve pining after
you for a while now. You have to believe
me.”
I’m still fuming. I’m still glaring. I’m still shocked
and confused and hurt.
“He’s right, Miss, Ronnie,” the older man- Dave?- chimes
in, “he’s been talking about ya all day, in fact.”
“Really?” I question hesitantly.
“Really,” Landon takes my hand in his.
“You have some explaining to do, Landon White.”
“That I do, Miss Sinclair.”
Landon
“I…need a minute to speak with Dave, okay?” I beg.
Ronnie glares at the both of us, her determined eyes
darting back and forth between the two of us.
“Fine,” she eyes me last and stomps off, “You have five
minutes. Then I want answers, and I want them now.”
“Deal,” I yell as she turns out the door.
“You just had to open your big fat mouth and start
blabbing about her fighting skills,
didn’t you? Why couldn’t you let it go?”
“Because, Landon,” Dave runs his hands over his face,
“you were right. She’s different. She could be one of us.”
“No!” I
protest, “I’ll never let that happen! She’s not up for grabs!”
“Hey-“ Dave starts, but I interject.
“Don’t ‘hey’ me. I barely know the girl. She’s nothing
special,” I lie.
“You and I both know you’re a liar, kid. Ronnie’s the
type who will go after anything no matter what it takes. She’d be the greatest
freaking asset to our team, and you damn well know it. I bet she’d agree. The
way she took down that son of bitch? Without any training? It’s like she was
born for the freaking job.”
“I told you, we barely know each other!” I try to
downplay it all.
“You knew her well enough to have a sleep over after that
there party, right? Or did ya crash in the street?”
I am so beyond pissed off that Dave would even consider
exposing Ronnie to our facility. The dangers that envelope our whole team- why
would he want to drag another person down with us?
“Don’t be thinkin’ what I know you’re thinkin’! I’d
fucking ask the girl. I wouldn’t force her into joining us.”
I roll my eyes and groan. This is the worst day I’ve had
in a long time, and I nearly fell off a building last Tuesday.
“You’re making an unnecessary mess to clean up, and you
don’t even realize it yet. I’m telling you-“
“I want in on this,” a voice chirps from the door.
I don’t even have to turn around. I should have known
better that these walls aren’t anything close to soundproof. She’s been
eavesdropping on our whole conversation.
“You’ve been standing there the whole time haven’t you?”
I ask her.
“Yup.”
“Ronnie?” Dave asks, “How would you like to save the world?”
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