4
A
freezing splash of water bit into me before I could fall asleep. I
really needed some sleep. Another hard slap followed, a felt the sting
on my cheeks and the jerk of my head. I felt the vigorous rocking of the
van as it moved through the icy tundra. Finding Donnie.
"What's your name, boy?" Another man commanded.
I glared at him. Like I'm going to tell you. Damn you.
The man lighted his taser.
"Evan Slates," I said.
The man returned the glare. He saw the hopelessness in my face and laughed. "You aren't getting out, pretty boy."
"What do you want from me?"
He became serious, but with a grin. "You know too much."
I did. But let me go, please. "Okay, I will not say a single word about it, please let me go," I pleaded.
The man eyed me top to bottom, laughed again. A mocking laugh. "The Institute takes no chances, boy."
Just out f curiosity, "Then why don't you just shoot me."
A grin brightened up on his face, his hand went to his gun, clicked it. "Well, don't mind if I do!"
What? No, I didn't mean-
The gun pointed to my face. I squeezed my eyes shut, and anticipated it. The gunshot came as a loud, heavy bang.
Then I heard the man laugh. "I'd do it, but the Institute needs people. Young teens like you serve just fine."
Was I going to
be turned into an animal too? The confirmation dawned and the anxiety
struck like a wave, its claws flooding my chest. No. No!
The locks were
tight. I tried to escape, but ended up in frantic writhing and
squirming, but I had to escape. Shit, the front page news is going to
say a boy gone missing in the woods. Hell no.
Shouts suddenly blared. "There! There it is!"
They found Donnie.
The van swerved. I was flung onto the dirty hard floor, and now we were on a wild chase. I wonder what they saw.
"Go, go, go!" It
shook so much it felt like we were riding a sledgehammer. My head
smacked into the van floor. "Corner it, corner it!" The van was making
hard, drastic turns and swivels. I stuck to the side of the wall and
simultaneously was flung to the other wall. I'd get a concussion if I
didn't get up.
"We've got her! We've got her!"
Oh no. Then out
of the pockets of a soldier I saw it. Explosives they used to demolish
my front door. We hit some rocks the van vibrated tremendously. I arched
myself up and wiggled to him, outstretched my arms and missed. I didn't
know what I would actually do with it, though. It was out of reach, my
legs were fighting the upwards tilt and hands stretched till the max.
The soldiers were glued to the windscreen, which I had a split second
chance to see Donnie running on all fours. She was fast, jumping from
tree to tree, hoping to lose us.
The trees shaded
the road we were heading into. Miraculously we bumped o a rock and the
jolt propelled me forward. I grabbed the explosives, a classic C4.
I didn't know
how to use explosives. It was dark, I prayed the soldiers wouldn't see
me nevertheless. There's the timer, the wires. My fingers were still
free, and maybe I should cut a wire? Cut which wire?
No, don't cut any wires! I wasn't going to blow up with them.
The van came to a
sudden halt. "Go, go, go!" The soldiers scattered out of the van, guns
that shot nets raised and senses alert. It was dark, in lots of shade.
As many as 30 soldiers spread out on a little stream.
For a second there was unexpected silence. The birds chirped and leaves rustled. The sun was peeking over the mountains.
I took out the
C4 that I was hiding. I know shit's about to get real. My wrists were
cuffed, but hands free, and could only resort to nibbling the wire. I
nibbled one end of it and looped it to a bolt on the wheel, another end I
looped it to the van, tinkering the explosion force to the maximum. But
with a turn the first thing I saw was a fist.
It hit me square
in the face. I felt myself in the air, my jaw numb. I landed with air
knocked out of me, one of the men standing tall in front of me. "Stay
down, when I tell you t-"
I hadn't
recovered enough to see any detail, just a white mass ramming the man
that just hit me. Then snarls and the sounds of screaming echoed through
the woods.
Wolves launched
themselves in all directions from where previously we saw nothing. A few
got shot with nets, but the others were fast. The man that just hit me
had a full jaw of teeth mauling him, he tried to fend it off but 2 more
canines lunged at him.
And there was Donnie, biting at my cuffs. Another wolf fractured the chains with a single bite, then went to join the frenzy.
I looked at Donnie. Cuts and bruises all over. We held eye contact for a moment, her eyes shining a playful you're welcome! I
wanted it to last longer but reluctantly broke it. I had a job to do.
She did too, getting the net guns of the deceased soldiers and started
shooting.
First things first, the guns. I got all of them out of the van and into the river they went. I kept a pistol just in case.
The trucks and
vans were my target. 3 of them. With a rifle I salvaged from inside the
truck I hammered the engine whatever it was there. The vehicles' hoods
came off relatively easily, exposing the goods within, ready to be put
some holes in. Pipes, nozzles, whatever.
Up ahead came those fearsome snarls and sounds of bone cracking as well as screams and blood spraying in a fine mist.
The soldiers
were losing. Those clever wolves had awesome teamwork. One of the men
reloaded and shot a wolf, the net swirling around it and impaling it,
but from the back another ambushed with prying jaws crushing behind the
man's neck. He fell, head in an unnatural position.
And then there was it. Sir called, his goddamn voice saying the sweetest words: "Damn this! Fall back!"
The remaining
soldiers sprinted towards the vans, canine beasts chasing behind them.
They leaped up to the truck, but 2 of them had their arms suddenly
hooked by jaws, screaming as both were dragged down to meat jaws
drilling into them.
"Go go go," the
lucky survivors shouted, but the truck didn't start. One of the trucks'
engines coughed a violent fit while the other couldn't even spark. None
moved an inch. Courtesy of yours truly.
The wolves were
lunging onto the truck. The pack was so quick and agile I could only see
a blur of grey and white and black and a distinct red splattering
everywhere. Now only the lucky few who were lucky enough dashed towards
the van.
But suddenly a
goddamn face appeared from the van. Sir held an automatic rifle. I
must've missed it. That was when a rain of bullets and bloodshed
started.
The wolves were
not fast enough. The gun was firing 3 times a second. Out came the
sounds of whimpering and wolf-cries. "That's right! Run, you shitty
dogs!" The last few soldiers scurried into the safety of the van, with
Sir shouting "Get your damn hineys in there! Start the van! Go go!"
I gestured toward Donnie to fall back. A howl echoed around, Donnie's, and the wolves obeyed.
The last soldier
got in. Sir shot his last few shots just for intimidation and when he
got in, I laughed. He tripped on the C4, and his eyes met the tightening
wire tied to the starting-to-turn wheel. That face of surprise was
priceless. "Wait, sto-"
The explosion
erupted a fireball. I felt the second shock-wave of the day, the
pressure knocked me backward but no ringing. It was well a second of
reverberation before the mayhem finally died down. The gentle bird songs
and rustle of leaves could be heard once again.
Bodies lay all over the icy terrain, shadows cast by trees shadowed the pools of red all over.
7 wolves died altogether. I gave a moment for Donnie to weep. The other wolves comforted her.
And for the first time, I felt like the outsider. Not the animals, not the half-animal. I felt like the outsider.
I wonder what IRAT stands for. But they will be hunting us.
And for the first time in lots of years I got a hug. I embraced her. Donnie, with tears still in her eyes.
And for the first time I missed work.
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The hug was sent flares through me. When she finally let go I wanted it to last just a little longer.
Donnie went down on all
fours again, and leaped up to ride a wolf. She scrubbed its neck and
made soft noises. She was communicating with the wolf.
"Where to, now?" I asked.
Donnie looked at me. I looked at her.
"Ware ku, ngaw?" she replied with the same tone, head tilted.
So she has no idea where we should go too.
We shouldn't stay here
for long. IRAT would see the mess and send reinforcements. I wanted to
go back home - oh, right. Then I had an idea. The school dorms. Damn
this nightmare, I'd be happy to kiss some civilization again. Then maybe
I could go Google stuff out and find out what all this shit meant.
"We go to town," I said. She looked at me. "Town, where there's houses and buildings,"
I said, pointing to the faint outline of rooftops on my left. I hope no
one heard the explosion, it was pretty near. Donnie nodded, pursing her
lips.
My, I have not a clear
opportunity to see wolves up close. I bent down to stroke one but it
snarled at me. Okay, okay, carry on.
The wolves were in some
kind of debate with Donnie, with expressions and growls and vicious
barks. That same one looked at me with eyes of pure hatred.
What? Want a fight? Damn you.
It let out a low growl and a bearing of teeth. I'm sorry. You did save my life though, little pooch.
They were anything but
little however. Twice the size of the biggest husky I've seen. The
debate continued on. I watched Donnie as her face changed from concerned
to angry to sad to worried.
It ended with Donnie in
sorrow and the wolf pack storming off. Before they disappeared into the
darkness again, Donnie howled a little and squatted by the one that
hated me in some way. Her petite hand reached to her neck and pulled a
necklace out, one with a chain of string and a little silver star.
God. Donnie was more human than I thought. Or was it the wolves that were more human?
That wolf was bellowing
all the way when Donnie looped the thing around its furry head,
struggling to place it properly with one hand and one grey paw. The
wolf's eyes pierced through mine for a second and I felt my heart
suffocate. There was something more to its glare, it didn't even come
close to Sir's. Anger, fear, worry, desolation, betrayal,
detestation...the wolf's eyes... it told me everything...
It was because of me that Donnie betrayed them. It was because of me that Donnie had to leave them. Now I understand.
I was thinking of
letting Donnie stay with the wolves. But I couldn't. My body refused. My
mind ached. One end, a guilt that I would live with for the rest of my
life. The other...what?
I wanted to tell Donnie.
I wanted to agree with the wolves. But those words couldn't make it out
of my throat. An invisible force so damn strong was winning over me.
Winning over my conscience. Winning over the guilt of seeing that wolf's
torture inside.
They're just animals, aren't they?
It was too late. The
necklace sat steadily on the wolf's neck. It raced off into the abyss of
trees and snow, the silver gleaming its last twinkles before fading
into the dark.
Donnie was on all fours, heading towards town. She didn't bat me an eye.
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It was until the town gates that we realized the problem. She hid behind a tree, hooting at me like an owl.
It wasn't really a gate
but just a wire fence with a small lock. No, of course I could pick that
cheap old lock but what would people think of fur and tails?
I thought of going in
and buying some winter wear from a local store but right - my pockets
were fried. But right again - this wasn't the states.
"Stay here," I said, motioning her to sit, and pulling on my sweater, "I'm going to get some jackets for you."
Brick walls of houses on
the left, stores a few on the right. The stone pathways made me feel
normal again. Today's ordeal left my mind as quick as it entered.
That said, I remembered.
That scar from the taser. It stung and I covered it. Ah, another one to
my collection of scars. There were another 2 on my scalp, one on my
forehead. I didn't know how I got them, though.
Uncle Ben's Ol' Stuff for Winter was
the fancy sign for this shop. I went in, picked a few hoodies and shoes
and a pair of trousers. What Donnie was wearing was as weird as this
shop's name.
"Uh, uncle Ben?" I said,
reaching the counter, where a plum man with his hair white looked up
from the newspaper. He looked quite kind, I may have a chance. Fingers
crossed. My voice came out shakier than expected. "I want to buy these,
but uhh, I don't have money right now. Can I, uh, borrow these stuff?"
He laughed, I laughed with him. I don't know why.
"Heh, kid, you're a fine young man. But I've had my fair share of scammers around, mate," he said,
voice coarse but warm.
"I, uh, you don't understand. There's this girl-"
He looked up from the papers again, astonishingly fast. "Do you have a girlfriend?"
What? "Well, uhh,
no," I said. Was Donnie a girlfriend? No, she was not! But my mind
burst into pictures of Donnie. Donnie, Donnie, Donnie! Donnie, Donnie,
Donnie! "No, I, uh," I felt my face turn hard red. "I, she,"
"Take these, and this scarf too, make sure she's not cold. Now go get her!" Uncle Ben yelled.
"Well, uh, thank you, Uncle Ben, thanks so much!"
"What are you waiting for? Go!"
I left the store with a
bright smile, hearing hearty laughter behind. Goddamn, I can't even say
anything. That went better than expected.
"Donnie, put these on," I said.
When I returned, she was crouching by the tree, playing with her tail. "Put these on," I said.
She looked at the
clothes and bit them. Shit, dumb girl, those are damn clothes! I helped
her put them on, but that one big sapphire eye was staring into my face.
I negated her look several times, but I'll admit, it was pretty
distracting. It was opened wide with surprise and curiosity at the same
time, one tiny sharp tooth peering out of her lips as she drooled a
little.
I was increasingly
concerned about her. I began to wonder: was she really born like this or
a human turned animal? If she really was a human before, how did she go
from a human to this state? How many years of torture and abuse would
it have taken?
Who was IRAT?
And she just remained
her stare after I finished the last disguise on her, the shoes. I took a
while to admire the the paw, like the long, vertical feet of a wolf on a
human. I stroked the fur a bit, it was so soft, I stroked a little
more. And then I realized with a palm to my face, silly me. I forgot she
couldn't walk.
"Can you walk?" I asked,
just to be sure. Her gaze had now changed. Her lips were trembling, her
eyes watery. She struggled to stand, a leg and a paw working hard under
those trousers. But there she was. A sudden forward lunge and a long
kiss on my cheek, her shaky hand retracting me into a hug, a front paw
enveloping my neck.
I didn't know if she those were tears of joy or sadness, but in a stammering and unclear voice she said, "I wemembe. I wemembe."
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