Chaos is not my friend. I do not wish to see destruction. I have no reason to yell and scream. I do not want a tantrum to be my only scene. Fear leads me to unspeakable means. In the end it is not these things that will be seen. Four walls surround me. It's a palace till the end. Roaches can't penetrate, and will never get in. My mind is more clear now than its ever been. Smoke surrounds, but I won't breath it in. My precious gems come deep from within. I share my soul, but only with my friends. Over time, I've come to see that we may never meet again. I hope you know that my sharing with you has purpose. Remembrance is all I know. My Friend.