I really dig the formatting for this piece! The way you put parenthetical thoughts in between each line is nice, and adds a sort of "whispered" inner thought element to the voice of the narrator.
You've got a unique poetic voice, and the opening two lines are just so striking. "Drinking Red bull like it's wine / I'm afraid of becoming 21" - gosh, there's a lot of emotion in there. It has the contrast between the sophisticated and desperate, but also the anxiety and fear of relying on something addictive or unhealthy.
It's a little difficult to follow the narrative all the way through because the piece feels a bit disjointed from thought to thought. On one hand I kind of like the stilted flow of the piece, because it goes with the expression of fear/anxiety - but I do wish I could interpret the narrative a little more clearly. For instance we go from addiction, to brokenness, to family, to memories and 'never forget' -> there aren't any transitions or themes that run through. I think if you wrapped back to some of the initial images of drinking at the end, or had a running metaphor it'd help the poem feel more cohesive.
I think overall though this is a really interesting point of view for a poem. Looking forward to reading more of your work!
alliyah
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