After so many hours , when finally I attained a peaceful slumber ; my eyes were forced to open by the dazzling light and the continuous shrieks of my sister. I always went with her to play in the morning(though she was quite upset over my never-ending sleep and my irritating self after being woken from it). I always enjoyed playing with her and a bunch of other friends. But now, I hated going to the park.
I was growing self-conscious of the fact that all my negativity and vile qualities were exposed there - shouting at other playmates, wrath when someone cheated,and many more , which were otherwise concealed in my deep soul.And still the more aggravating fact that nobody cared about me. I don't know why I didn't see it before.
Or maybe people did care about me before this new girl came. I gave her my beaming smile on the first day and a most friendly handshake, little did I know then what was about to happen. On the very second day , she had accepted my smile and returned it . On the other hand, my offer of friendship was turned down .Sounds uncanny ,doesn't it ?
However , it isn't . I was seen as a black, decayed rose among the many shining , red roses .A coal piece among the gems surrounding me. For I was not to be thought worthy of her friendship , but of her rivalry. She only had one purpose- to defeat me . When she succeeded in that the same smile came to her face, the one which was taken as a friendly gesture by me at first, but which got to my nerves now.
The same, wicked smile doesn't let me sleep now. Her ideas of me will spread so quickly and corrupt my friends' brain , those friends I knew for ages was a fact that was shocking and disturbed my peace. From that day , I knew I didn't lose any friends, I never had any. And those boys whose attention she seeks and were my so-called brothers had left me too , or rather had diverted their attention from a disguised beauty to a betraying ugliness, which appeared beautiful.
I had tears in my eyes then , for a deep wound had been placed in my heart, and the place there which sheltered them has promised not to shelter anyone now. Don't see me as a heartless creature now for my warmness was turned down by a cold creature . I am unaware of my feelings towards her, yet I consider her the reason ,for the torture I go through everyday, when playing with those 'friends'.