My
conscience is guilty, tears run down
Why
do I live? I wish I’d drown!
I’m
turning my own life hell
And
can clearly hear the warning bell
Which
my mind keeps ringing.
The
good and the evil live together
In
between, my wild mind needs a tether
‘Cause
I’m unable to decide which to choose
The
evil overpowers, the good I lose.
The
heart is, a sad song singing!
Short
temper, comparing, hopelessness
Guilt,
mischievousness- I am a mess!
All
those emotions I wished would die
Are
making the assertion ‘I am good!’ a lie
What
a hard lesson this life is bringing!
When
finally I conquer over the bad
Its
under my care- a good lad!
But
then it breaks away free
Only
I know the miserable state of me
Why
is the evil- to me- clinging?
With
good comes happiness
The
evil makes it less
So
here I lay- all bad !
Thinking
of the merry days I had had
Why
isn’t the happiness –with me- mingling?
Dumb
despair spreads o’er
Bringing
my morale lower
Oh!
I am nuts! I am insane!
But
am I to be never happy again?
Am
I to be left deserted?
With
mud on my reputation spurted?
Am
I to be depressed all along?
And
in that state spend the hopeless days- so long!
My
heart is singing a sad song!
The
warning bells are ringing!
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