Neil shut the door, his hand firm on the doorknob but his chest shaking. Shut, and then he was alone in his apartment. It was quiet then, the quietest he could remember it being. He walked over to the bathroom, turned on the sink, and felt the cold water fall over his hands. He washed his hands until they were clean, clean of their last handshake goodbye. It was such a formal way to end it. "Good doing business with you."
He left the water running and looked at his face, and every time Adam's lips had touched his flashed through his head. The water was the only sound in the apartment, and it was crisp and unrelenting. He turned the water off. He'd wash his face later. It was going to take a long time to clean it off.
Neil walked through the empty apartment, the only sound being his uniform footsteps. When it was him and Adam, their joined footsteps made music on the floor, a drum beat, a beat you could dance to. When it was him and Adam, the bed he laid himself down in was just the right size of too small. When it was him and Adam, there was yelling and screaming but it was never quiet. Neil looked over at his bedside table at thecandlethey would light together, its wax a dried volcano. He lit thecandle, turned off the lights and watched it glow until he fell asleep.
In the middle of the night thecandlestill burned and Neil awoke to its flame. The only light anywhere came from thecandle. It danced and it burned in front of Neil's eyes. Neil leaned towards thecandle, feeling its heat radiate towards his hands. If he moved his fingers just one inch closer, it'd burn them. So he took a breath, and blew out thecandle. The room fell to dark. Neil felt the burning, the heat, the light leave his room, making it dark, quiet.
And he thought he liked it better that way.
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