The
hums of spinning washing machines and the tumble of the industrial
dryers fill the laundromat with constant noise. The mother hauls
another load of laundry from the washer and tosses it unceremoniously
into the dryer. She fishes another dollar of quarters from the bottom
of her wallet, slots the coins into the grooves of the payment
apparatus, and pushes the mechanism back. The money chimes as it
clinks together, falling into the machine. The dryer rumbles to life,
beginning to spin. The mother huffs. She gathers the next pile of
clothes, whites, and adjusts the diles on the washing machine.
“Mommy,
I bored,” her eldest daughter whines. The mother glances back and
sees the girl sitting amongst the corpses of her broken crayons. She
catches a glimpse of the baby attempting to climb out of the
stroller. She sighs as she unbuckles the baby and begins to bounce
her on her hip.
“I
know honey, but this is the last load, I promise,” she soothes. The
mother digs into her purse with one hand and pulls out a tupperware
of animal crackers. “How about a snack?” she asks. The daughter’s
eyes light up and she makes grabby hands at the box, boredom already
forgotten. She hands her daughter the snack and re-buckles the baby
into the stroller.
The
mother turns back to the washer. After checking the settings again
she goes to retrieve the coins from her wallet. She digs around a
bit, furrow growing in her brow as she is unable to locate enough
quarters. Giving up on the fruitless search she swipes a couple of
dollars from her cash. The woman turns to her daughter, “Stay here
and watch your sister, I’m just going over there.” She points to
the end of the aisle of machines where there is a change maker on the
wall. “Then I’ll be right back.” The older daughter nods and
then turns to studiously stare at the baby in the stroller. The
mother smiles, she takes her big sister responsibilities so
seriously, she thinks.
She
hurries down the aisle and feeds her first dollar into the change
maker. Four quarters clank into the tray at the bottom. The mother
scoops them up, shoving them into her pockets and glances back at her
girls. Still there.
“Scuse
me, Mrs.,” A voice surprises her. She glances to her left and sees
and older woman; short, white, with thick glasses and an expensive
looking black coat.
“Sorry
can I help you?” The mother replies.
“I’m
sorry to bother you, but I heard you speaking English with your
kids,” the woman begins, “I’m looking for a new cleaning lady,
one that speaks English, and I was wondering if you could take on
another house.” The words hang in the air like the smoke from her
husband's cigarettes.
The
mother’s eyes go wide and her mouth hangs open slightly. She is
taken aback. Shocked. She has no idea what to say. The sheer gall of
this woman’s assumption about her has frozen her in her tracks.
What is it about brown skin and black hair that screams ‘cleaning
lady desperate for work?’ The silence is stretching out into
awkwardness and she wants to say something but is at a loss for
words.
“I pay generously
if that's an issue,” the woman presses. She's looking at the mother
with innocent eyes, completely unaware of the inner conflict that she
has caused.
“Thanks for the
offer, but I actually have a job managing at a hotel.” The mother
replies tightly. The woman's face falls.
“Oh,” she says,
“well if you know anyone...” she holds out her card. The mother
takes it quickly, spins on her heal and trudges back to her children.
She punches the quarters into the machine with more force than may be
strictly necessary and takes a deep breath as the machine lurches to
life. She turns to her children, their hair and skin lighter than
hers.
God, she begs, tilting her head back and staring at one of the
fluorescent light fixtures like it’s the face of her savior,
please never make them deal with things like that. She wishes
with every ounce of motherhood within her, to the lightbulb and the
soapy water of the washing machines.
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