4 elements, 4 girls.

My sneakers squeaked against the cold white marble as  I gracefully walked pass them all, ignoring their unsettling glances,with a feeling of belonging. Today seemed like a different day; as if something extraordinary was going to happen. This feeling within me could not be explained or told. Everything about today seemed different, well except for the smell of Harriet and her gang's strong perfume stuffing up in the corridor like always; and the sight of the white walls stained with who-knows-what from the science geeks.

The whole atmosphire was as normal as it is everyday. everyone in their own little cliqe's, chatting, gossiping etc. But  I just knew something was going to happen today, something that will change my life.

I smiled at the thought. It wasn't that I didn't have a good life. I do have a good life: loving family, amazing friends and award winning grades in school. But with all that, I still never felt like I belonged. It was as if there's a part of me that is to be uncovered, explored, found.

I gripped my books tighter in my arms and pressed them harder againt my chest. I pushed my glasses up on my nose, to stop them from nearly falling off. I looked down and kept walking. 

Her black hair was pulled up into a pony tail as it swayed from side to side. She was wearing a green top with black jeans and converse, Celine's typical style. She stopped half a meter away from me and grippped my shoulders puffing and laughing. I laughed and pushed away  a loose strand of her long wavy hair from her face. 

" I'm going to be a big sister!" She announced proudly.

 I squealed with delight as I crushed Celine with a congratulation hug. " that's amazing news!" I said pulling away. " do you know if its going to be a girl or boy?"

I looked over Celine's shoulder seeing Benjamin, my other best friend. His short brown hair was tousled as his glasses were crooked. His green eyes sparkled ,behind his black framed glasses, as he smiled. He wore a typical t-shirt that had baggy jeans with converse. Sometimes I would tease my two best friends on how alike they dressed. I laughed to myself at the memory.

As i opened my mouth to say something Harriet and her possy,went past perposily bumping into me.

" Loser" She coughed as they kept walking leaving a train of giggles.

 I glared at her and straightened my glasses. Harriet is a blonde, green eyed bitch- the head bitch of school, to be more spesific. She's never liked me, I dont know why though. I've never done anything to her. It's just a complete mystery that i can't be bothered solving.

I turned back to my best friends ignoring the fact that Harriet was loudly gossiping about me just over my shoulder. I could hear every word she was saying, I was pretty sure she was just saying it outloud on purpose just so i could hear her. what a bitch. 

I pulled out my English books and shoved it into my bag. I glanced around my messy locker. there was papers,pens,pencils and assiments scattered everywhere. I placed the books in my hand into my locker and looked at my locker door smiling at the picture of my family.

It was taken five years ago when i was twelve. My mother was sitting besides me on the black couch with her arm drapped over my shoulder, Grandma Maybella sat on the otherside of me smiling brightly. my dad and grandpa Theadore was standing behind the couch smiling. my eyes glanced pass the photo and at the mirror placed below it. My sea-blue eyes seemed to gleam brightly, which was quiet unusual.

I looked exactually like my mother, except my eyes. My mother had brown eyes. I remember sitting besides Grandma Maybella when i was 5 years old, and her telling me that i'm the only one in our family with blue eyes like mine. I've always wondered about it. maybe i get it from a long lost reletive no one knew about? no one knew, or even cared.

i scrammled through my bag for my brush. i brushed my thick, wavy, dark brown curls as i listened into Celine and Benjamin's convosation. All i heard was " English class" " assiments due next week" " Mr. Darlings", I had zoned out the first minutes because i was lost in thought about my appearence- which was a first. never did i care about how i looked. Yep, this day is defiantly different. 

" What?" 

I looked around the whole corridor, it had turned silent and everyone had turned away from their chatting and gaped at me. their gaze was unsettling. after seconds of awkward silence and staring the corridor was then filled with the normal noise of high school students chatting, gossiping etc.

The morning sun shone through the large metal framed windows, hitting the front row, while us at the back were stuck with barely any sun. The class room seats were set in this how you would say strict arrangment. Populars at the front with the sun, and losers at the back with none. Why do the populars go at the front, you ask? Well, this room is always freezing cold in the mornings so thats why they go at the front, so they get the warmth of the sun. But its worser for us in winter, which is only four months away.I always thought of the arrangment as a stupid way of saying ' because we're the popluar kids we get the warm sun, so head over to the back, you're not worthy of such warmth."

I'm pretty sure he's the teacher that you would call " Eye candy." Celine and i are probably the only girls in his class, that dont swoon over his handsome looks.

I just didnt understand why girls would just act like that just because a guy is good looking, like seriously? I'll probably never understand or will ever be like that.

My gaze went to Celine, she was fiddling with her pencil practically bored.