Dear ex best friend

Dear ex-best friend,
I sit here thinking of you,
You might’ve thought that I’ve finished
Saying everything to you.

I
Still
Wish
I
Had
You

I just wanted to let you know
That
I was not the third wheel in our friendship
I was never the second choice
I was not the maybe you keep in your pocket
When bad times come.

You said I was too much for you
What was that supposed to mean?
I’ve always thought that you were a sweet, kind girl
With an angelic personality,
Now, you’ve left me here,
To carry the burden of my broken heart
All by myself.

Now, you hang out with your other best friend.

In that empty chair right next to you
Is where she sits.
I hate that
You both talk to each other,
As if I were a ghost
An outcast

But I just want to say
Thank you.
Because
You’ve helped me find
Other people
That actually like me
But just saying,
You were never one of them.