*well, a very big thanks to @RadiantShadow for giving an awesome topic to write about. Now, I have sat to write it and I have to finish it asap. Also, this is for @chhlovebooks, @mialynire and all other members of YWS. also, i am writing it at a fast speed. so this is not probably a good writing.*
Hi, readers-sama. You may not know me and I may not know you either. But I assure you that I am a teenager. The probability of your being a teenager is very high,too. So, we are the same on the measuring table of "being teenagers". That's why, in spite of being unknown, we know a lot about each other. Thus, I know that most of us think that "I am strange/weird" . Yeah, I do that,too. But I don't think that what we think is right. This is why I am about to write this.
Strangeness is a part of personality. Being strange is being human. This is true. No doubt about it. But not all of us think or know that. That's why the word "strange" gives us goosebumps. For a moment, we stare at the usual cloud of the sky and think or just feel it, in stead of chatting with our friends, we start to think we are "strange". And why we think that? Cus our 'dear' friends tell us that it's weird.
There are more examples...
We go to a library and pick a book. Our companion, brother or sister or friend, sees the book and unfortunately it happens to be out of his taste. Without any hesitation, the person standing beside us tells, "Your choice is weird".
We go to the music shop and choose the favourite CD. Same thing happens again and the same words spoken, "Your choice is strange."
We go to a party or just in the cafe, canteen or even in the corridor. Friends are talking and we can't really fit in their talking. The same thing buzzing in the head- "You are strange."
Well, some of these happened to me. I know, you may have experienced something like this,too. Or you may not. If you have gone through this, you will definitely think that you are weird. And if you haven't gone through this, you will think that, too. If you don't think this, you are a great person, buddy, cus you believe in yourself.
But at some point, somewhere, you have thought and felt too, that you are strange. Maybe someone very close to you told this. Or, maybe you thought it yourself seeing that you are not so popular, you can't talk with people of your age freely, you feel shy, you can't express yourself well. When something like this happens to you, you see only "yourself" being vulnerable. Don't worry, it's not only you. All teenagers feel that. And even ADULTS.
Because, THIS IS BEING HUMAN!!!!
I don't know the scientific explanation to this. I could know via Google but I didn't search it. Cus I wanna tell you exactly the things that I FEEL!!!
I am one TahaT11n. You are one whoever you are. You are not the person standing next to you. Even not the one sleeping with you. You are YOU. You are unique. The way you are. You are you not being popular. You are you being shy. You are you not talking much. You are you not expressing yourself much. You are you with a weird music choice. You are you with a strange book choice.
You are best the way you are. Then why do you feel sad and depressed when you see these things happening to you?
Cus you feel sad?
Well, I guess, you already know- feelings are just HORMONES!!
Your letting your hormones of sadness flow. Sounds to me, like it's all in your brain. Then I must do something with your brain.
Do you know that we can convert your emotions?
Well, I don't know what scientists will say. But I think, this is possible. I do this all the time. My sadness is my strength, my inspiration.
But, I am talking about "sadness" here. This thing puts us in a battle way more dangerous than the one with aliens....Still, every cloud has a silver lining. We can win this battle. Even most of you win this everyone. Salute to you.
Yet, pain hurts, sadness hurts, being strange hurts.
Let's see. Someone, or maybe many ones told you that you are strange. Well, it's true you are strange. We all are strange to each other. I love cucumber. This may seem strange to you. But someone may like it. Again, I don't understand or know "love". You may think I am no human being. Again, one may say, " No one knows love."
Well, you say or do something based on your perspective and others do the same. So, how can all think the same? And how can they be right when they say that you are strange?
Actually, the ones who think that you are strange are the ones who are the STRANGEST. Because they don't even realize that strangeness is nothing to point out. It's in everyone. It's being us.
Being strange is actually being normal.
This is true. I don't think I will write more about it. My dad is already getting angry. I should leave the PC. But still I have something to say.
I know, you have heard this from others. And I also know that my writing is the most boring thing that you have ever read. Still, 2016 is coming. It's a new chapter in your life. A new chapter may bring sadness or happiness. Whatever comes, embrace it. We, writers, do terrible things with our characters, too, right? It's alright.
And stop thinking that you are strange. Cus you are not. Think through. Go to a place you love. Be with the things you love. And try to see. DON"T WEAR GLASSES. Not the spectacular glasses. The glasses of your heart that is restricting your view.
Be honest with yourself. Be you. Even if it means not to be popular.
And if you want to change, well, then do it when you "feel" to be different. Not because someone says that you are strange.
Go to the future room. Stand before the mirror of 2016. Imagine yourself the way you wanna be. If you listen to your heart, I know you will see the right reflection. Cus all may lie to others, but hearts don't do this to their owners.
And remember, being strange is being human. You are a human, right? Not an alien, are ya? Then, of coarse, you can look strange on your mirror of 2016.
*I know the writing was tooo bad for you to read. But if you have read, I heartily thank you. I am sorry for such a bad writing. I didn't plan to write it. It was unplanned. Just did it for some awesome dudes I have found here. I can't really hope that you like it. But I just hope that you understand it. Again, thanks and sorry*