As she walks in the dark, it begins to rain. The rain is light like it's not even there, but she feels it and begins to shiver. Today is the first day in a long time she feels something. She isn't numb anymore. She tries to hold back her tears, but when it starts to pour, she has no choice but to let them fall. Her clothes become soaked, attaching to her like skin. She begins to walk faster, trying to get out of the rain, but her body doesn't let her go any farther. She falls to the ground quickly but gracefully. You can see on her face every emotion she is feeling, changing so rapidly. She lays on the wet grass, out of the way of others walking by. The passing strangers stare. As she watches them pass, she begins to feel on edge, scared. She rises to her feet and heads to her apartment. It's a quick walk from where she is, and as she enters, she can't even make it to her bedroom. She sits on the tile in her kitchen and slowly drifts off. She hopes the day doesn't repeat once again.
She wakes up on her bed. She opens up her phone, angrily, to see the calendar reads the same as the day before.
"Day 30", she mouths to herself.
She knows she will end the loop today, and nothing will stop her.