This story is of many things, what you are being introduced now is one of many. I apologize in advance if my writing does become a bit erratic as the scenes progress. This is the first of one of my continuing stories. Enjoy.
Two
large swinging doors open without the slightest sound. Light tappings
of small black decently heeled boots touching the hard pavement,
broke the soothing silence with an eerie tick. Walking further
outsides towards the sidewalks, thick snowflakes speckle the woman’s
hair as her warm pale cheeks melt the individual pieces of art. Her
delicate short brown hair fell to her sturdy jaw while her grey blue
eyes subconsciously drift to the ground, coated in the white blanket
before her. The dark red overcoat shielded her from the light wind
blows, but the chill itself was not as comforting. A business
shoulder bag hung from her shoulder with a dark gloved hand grasping
the entwined strap, as if she was holding on to her stability.
Too
trapped within the woman’s own mind, it took her a moment to
raise her vision towards the beauty she was taking for granted. Upon
stopping her dreary steps, footprints stained the path she had laid.
A comforting smile rose from her plush lips, taking in the gorgeous
morning. Her blue gaze sparkled in delight. Parked street cars
lifelessly still with a glorious amounts of the winter wonderland
covering their windshields and windows. Although there was a bit of a
breeze, the draped trees did not move. The snow must have weighed
down their branches quite heavily.
A
sense of peaceful contentment warmed her short slender body just
before her beckoning thoughts returned to press on with her walk.
Continuing to lead her snow ridden journey, her gaze reluctantly
departed back towards the ground at hand. The petite female opened
her ears to the sounds around her, swearing she could hear snoring
from the still sleeping earth. It was as if she was the only human
awake to take part in the healing that is mother nature. Another
sound peaked her mood, the sounds of her small feet crunching the
clumped, frozen blizzard underneath.
The
woman’s walk wouldn’t further too much, as she turned to
cross the street. Nearing her covered vehicle, she gently took out
her keys from the coat pocket upon clicking a button. The doors
clicked as they awaitingly unlock. Completing an obstacle through a
patch of low tree branches, she passed through unscathed from the
possible heavy snow crash. Thankfully, the snow was not on top of
layers of ice, as she took a glad sigh of relief before using a free
arm to wipe off as much snow as she could with her short stature.
Clicking her heels together to free them of as much of the snow she
could muster, the woman opened her door to slide herself into the
comfortable drivers seat. Immediately turning her keys, cold air
blasted unsuspectingly. Gasping as she sat to wait for the heater to
warm up, she shook with an uncomfortable shiver. Closing her eyes,
she focused on her own energy to keep her warm. Momentarily
meditating to heat that active energy, the shivering had stopped.
Driving
over the snow was not as challenging as she was dreading. Having only
driven in severe weather one other time, her confidence was more
assured yet still cautious. Intersection after intersection, her
brakes squeaked very unpleasantly while she hushed an apology to the
silence that was constantly shattered. Reaching the other side of
town, the traffic was rushed as more and more alike adults left for
their jobs. Most of them she would constantly see every morning, as
she passed down the street to her own job. Opening their doors to the
unpredictable measures of the outside world, then to walk to their
cars and wait to join the rest of the rush.
Luckily
no apparent wrecks could be seen from the busy streets, as the woman
had began to turn from the cautious traffic to rest at a tall, single
floored, large sized building. A school. The school of Reeves
Education Center, to be precise. Entering the parking lot rather
early, she slowly parked her vehicle and grabbed the book bag.
Letting that same earlier sound of crunching snow greet her happily,
a nearby figure made her heart jump into her throat.
“Ms.
Oriel?” Spoke the man.
Raising
her head to meet his deadly black eyes, she noticed his toned warm
skin, and chiseled features with a blush of her cheeks in
embarrassment. A hand brushed against her face as a slight chuckle
escaped through her lips.
“Why,
hello Mr. Rubert. How are you this morning?” Her voice sounded
tired and a little rattled from the recent scare.
Dr.
Hein was more of a tall, well-built figure, with jet black hair to
balance the black from his eyes. He usually wore his heavy grey soft
overcoat, and suit and ties to every school day. He takes his job
very seriously. The man looked down towards the short coworker with a
raised brow, before realizing the situation he caused. “I’m
sorry, I didn’t mean to scare you. I don’t usually see
you here this early. As for your question, I’m doing well as
always. Another day, another lesson. How about you this morning?”
They
began walking together towards the doors as he unlocked the building.
“It’s alright, I was stuck in my own head. I’ve
been rather tiresome lately, but I’m hoping today goes well.”
That same mood of depression rose within her mood, like the same she
had woken up with. Life wasn’t a challenge anymore, at times
she would wish for anything to drift her away from the same daily
routines. A hidden chaotic insanity dwelled within the locks of her
mind, knocking at the doors of her mind to be explored. As a teacher,
she was the student's stability. If she fell, her little children
would follow close behind her.
The
doctor stared at her with a curious intensity. He could visibly see
her distress while this woman’s thoughts roamed wildly.
Stopping in his tracks, a strong hand carefully touched her shoulder
to help wake her from her trance. “Diana..?”
Stopping
with him, his voice broke through the abyss as her lifeless grey gaze
wandered to the man beside her. Narrowing her eyes towards his
concerned expression, she blinked remembering that she had drifted
off into somewhere dark. The recesses of her mind calmed and fled
from her consciousness further and further as he continued to
distract her.
“Is
something wrong?” She asked curiously. Her eyes beginning to
return to their vibrant blue hue. His warm hand against her shoulder,
her body tensed as she wasn’t used to such human interactions.
“Diana,
you worry me. I’m a doctor, after all. I try not to give people
a health analysis, but I can see that there is some mental issues
rising. I hope you’re aren’t fighting this on your own,
and if you need assistance in finding the right thing for you, I’ll
be in my office.” Removing his grasp from her, she continued to
share that covered face claiming that everything was alright.
Giving
a small smile in gratitude, Diana looked to the ground in
contemplation before rising with that same foolish smile. “Thank
you, Rubert. I’ll be sure to visit.” With that, they part
their ways, to head to two different parts of the school.
The
school was split into different sections, or halls. The school
catered to children from the ages of kindergarten, all the way to
12th graders. The community was rather large, but not so much as to
be overly crowded. Having been built to be a privileged school
system, there were uniforms to attend to as well as strict conduct
and behavior. When she was offered the job through her roaming resume
from different school board employers, she didn’t expect to be
put in such high esteem and into such a widely popular school system.
The
classroom greeted her with little children art works scrawled along
every blank space of the pale walls. A few bits of pieces needed to
be taken down to make more room, but that wasn’t on her
to-do-list for today. Thankfully every teachers classroom wasn’t
as strict as the rest of the building, especially for the younger
students. Closing the door behind her, she waltzed to her generic
desk as she laid the book bag below towards her feet. Diana removed
her heavy jacket to show a nicely warm, blue, long sleeve shirt,
followed by a fitted pair of simple jeans. Draping the coat over the
comfortably cushioned chair, she took her seat. Removing a deep
breath, her body seemed to collapse at the release. Placing her hands
on the desk, she let her head gracely fall to rest against the flesh
of her skin.
The
silence of her thoughts provoked the tempting demons, as Diana was
struggling to keep her composure. Why was she losing control of
something so hidden? How was she letting her sanity slip from her
grasp? … Unanswered question after the other swirled
dangerously through her whole body. The warm temperature of her
bodice grew hotter and hotter as a more demented mindset attempts to
seize her. For a moment or two, she desperately wanted to cry until
it became impossible to cry anymore. The frightened orbs of her eyes
started to threaten with tears. Opening them to gain some sort of
ground, the familiar school bell rang through the halls.
Instinctively throwing her head to the sight of the door, she rose
that same defensive wall that shielded her personal life from
becoming open. What time is it? How had the school already opened?
How much time did I just spend? Smoothing out her outfit, she
forced back the tears to stand and open the door for her excitedly
awaiting children.
Diana
opened her apartment door as the darkened front room welcomed her
back home. Dreading the loneliness that awaited, she frustratingly
plopped the bag onto the plush couch. A war battled itself deep, and
she was beginning to let that battle rage on and on. Remembering that
pit of iced peace this morning, she removed her outside over garments
to put them away. Making her way to the small kitchen, she popped a
chicken and noodle easy-cook package into the microwave. Opening the
fridge, she didn’t keep very much of her things cold. Not
having the healthiest of lifestyles, as long as it kept her alive she
was fine with it. Sighing at the lack of alcohol, Diana grabbed her
last bottle of red wine. Pouring the lovely colored liquid into a
found glass, the microwave beeped as the package was ready to eat.
Drifting
back towards the living room, she brought her computer towards her
lap to search through netflix for some well needed comedy. Diana
didn’t own a T.V, simply because she doesn’t care much
for cable T.V. Taking a well deserved gulp of her drink, she sat back
to wait for the food to cool while she started to watch a comedy
movie known as ‘Ted.’ Bits of food and wine entered her
stomach, as she laughed and remained shocked at certain scenes of the
film. The movie ended as she stood to toss the dirty dishes in the
sink before retiring to her room. Prolonging a shower until tomorrow,
she dressed herself in pj’s and sank to sleep upon her
comfortable sheets. Turning off the lights, she let her eyes close to
the freedom of sleep.
Visions
of spotted blood trickled its way to her dream. Standing on the
street, she watched as people passed on from street to street with no
visible faces. To what would be their faces, only left black skin.
Women, men, and children walked in groups. Diana stood in the middle
of the street, noticing a fiery blackness covered the sky. She gawked
at the confusion unsure of what to do. Looking down,a puddle formed
beneath her feet. Blood. Growing ever around her, she gawked at the
pool in horror. Worried that she was bleeding to death, she looked at
any possible injuries yet found none. Not knowing who this blood
belonged to, she quickly stepped out of it, only for another pool of
blood to form. Horrifically looking at her surroundings for a bit of
help, the families that walked laid sprawled out on the pavement
dead. Some bodies were in awkwardly painful positions, while others
were just lifelessly covered in their own blood. A sense of the smell
began to choke her breathing. What the hell is happening?! Who did
this? Putting her hands to her head in panic, her fingers were
sharp and wet. Glancing at that reality she saw her fingers were no
longer fingers, they were long, slender, blade like points covered in
the ruby liquid. A sight of her eyes began to come into view, like
that of watching a character from a movie. The once blue color,
started to shift and change. Even the pupils had become incredibly
dilated. The tone of the eye grew harsh, almost angry although she
felt less than mad. To what was once blue, turned to that of a dark
purple. Screaming a demonic screech as if from a tortured animal, the
dream ended with Diana rising from her bed to continue the startled
scream.
Deep
heaving breaths, sweating, and a shaking heart was what she awoke to.
Stillness. Diana sat there wide eyes as streaming tears rolled down
her cold cheeks. Throwing the blankets off of her, she unstably rose
from her bed to maker her way to the bathroom. Scared to look in the
mirror, she felt her fingers to be their normal form, but she didn’t
dare look at her eyes. They felt alright, but her current state was
shaken and didn’t want to risk that reality. Using her hands to
splash cold water to her face, she remembered visions of the murdered
ones from her dream. Unable to keep the thoughts and strength at bay,
she drastically sank to the floor and let herself ball in mourning
for such a vivid nightmare. Curling herself into a ball, she could
feel her body grow weak with restlessness. Feeling her heart slow,
her eyelids grew heavier and heavier before closing into a very deep
sleep. A sleep where dreams seemed impossible.
The next day had
come and gone while Diana still slept in the bathroom, with the light
still burning. The night was upon the world, as her heavy eyes
struggled to open. Rubbing at her eyes, the light was unbearably
bright and she couldn’t stand it anymore. Attempting to use the
toilet to help her stand, she found little to no strength left within
her arms. Thinking her natural blood sugars must be too low, she
crawled to the sink as she took a better control with her legs.
Pushing herself up, she unconsciously looked in the mirror. Not
thinking anything of it at first, she looked at her eyes with a
pounding reassurance. Her eyes had not been that awful purple, but
instead were their usual blue-grey hues. Sighing a sigh of needed
relief, she used the door as stability while making her way out
towards her bedroom. The eerie feel of her home began to haunt her.
Something seemed out of place, and it began to be increasingly
disturbing. Once she got to her living room the knock at her door
didn’t startle her as loud noises usually would have.
“Ms. Oriel.
Diana…? Diana are you in there?” A familiar male tone of
voice gave her comfort while she grudgingly reached for the door
knob. Slowly opening, streams of bright light from the halls brought
her to instinctively cover her eyes. Unable to see just who was at
her door, she could guess as she gazed at the bottom of his grey
coat.
He
stood there worried seeing as she must have woken up from the look of
her clothes. Stepping closer, he reached out his hand knowing that
Diana couldn’t see that he was trying to console her.
“...Diana, may I come in?” His voice was rushed as his
breathing was deep and hurried as well as if he’d ran to see
her.
Stepping
away from the door, she closed it behind him as she took down her
wall of a hand to peer at him with wide eyes. “Rubert..?”
She steadied herself against a chair as she obviously noticed her
instability.
“I..
I didn’t see you at school this morning, and I tried to call
you many times but you didn’t answer.. Did you just wake up?”
Seeing her state of exhaustion, he began to feel guilty that he
hadn’t come sooner.
Groaning
at his concerns for her, a familiar sense of frustration flew to her
well-being. “I’m alright, Rubert. And yes, I’ve
just gotten up. What time is it?” Still unsure of the time of
day, she just assumed it was still in the middle of the night. She
must not have slept for very long..
Her
friend continued to step closer to her as his eyes stayed transfixed
on hers. “.. It’s 5 o'clock in the evening. Don’t
lie to me if you aren’t really alright. Anyway, I worried about
you because I usually see you at lunch in the lobby. I saw an
emergency substitute for your classroom, so I thought you went home
sick. From how I saw you yesterday, I wanted to make sure you were at
least fairing well enough.”
Surprised
that she had slept for so long Diana got distracted as her hand
slipped she thought she would fall from her lack of standing ability,
but Rubert had caught her arms just in time. Helping to pull her up,
he held on to her tightly. Tightly enough for her to use him to lean
on, but not tightly enough to hurt hurt her. Raising her head to
greet his stare, she furrowed her brows and attempted to push him
away from her. “Please Rubert, let go of me. I want to be
alone, I had a terrible night. I’m not in the mood to be open
and about. Just please.” Rushing her voice as well, she pushed
a bit harder but to no avail. Rubert wasn’t going to let go.
The room was
silent, as he saw how she refused to look at him. The walls that were
usually there to protect her from moments like this, were no longer
serving her a purpose. Angry with the lack of control of her mental
state, as well as her emotions, drove her to a self shame. She wasn’t
fond of sharing these kinds of traumas with others, this was her
problem and her problem alone. If she couldn’t deal with it,
then she would have to admit that she isn’t strong enough. She
would admit defeat, and collapse along with what’s left of her
psych. Perhaps it was childish, but then again, that opinion didn’t
matter at the moment.
One of his arms had
released her to gently guide her chin. His features were just as
concerned, and more. “Now I know there is something wrong.. I
want to help you with whatever is gnawing at you. I will not leave
here until you at least tell me what’s going on. I care about
you, alright?” Moving his arm from her chin, she would continue
to look at him weakly before wrapping his thick arms around her
bodice in a compassionate embrace.
Diana wasn’t
used to being touchy, and stiffened for a moment before letting the
hug surround her. Lightly putting her arms to his chest, she could
hear his soft, hurried heart beat. Releasing the hug to take a seat
on the couch, he joined at her side. Curling into his stability, she
yearned to have that feeling again. The power to be in control. The
grasp of reassurance, hope, and freedom. Her strength was slowly
returning at the form of emotional adrenaline, but she needed some
sustenance.
As if reading her
mind, he rose from their spot as he made his way to what he thought
to be the kitchen. Searching through the cupboards, he found some
lunch meat and crackers, and grabbed some water from the faucet.
Taking momentarily glances to Diana, he didn’t stray from his
worries, but she did need a shoulder to cry on. If he wasn’t
stable, it would do either of them any good. Back to the living room,
he removed his coat and suit jacket to rest them aside. Wrapping his
arm around her, he gave her the food and drink as she gratefully took
the new energy.
The warmth that he
was giving off was enough to warm her own body, as he continued to
console her fragile figure. “Now tell me… What’s
been going on lately? Last week you seemed quite ‘perky’
if I must say.”
Refraining to take
a bite of cheese to respond, she drifts her eyes to the floor. “I’m
afraid I’m losing my mind… Just last night, I had a
horrible dream with blood, death.. “ She stopped as a
recollection of what she was becoming frightened her.
“Everything
is okay, just remember it was just a nightmare. Nothing more. It has
no hold over you.”
Nodding, she looked
at her hands thinking they could shift into those horrible points at
any moment. Diana hesitantly began telling the story of her vivid
visions. Rubert looked away to contemplate the scenes and situation
she was giving him. Oddly, he had had a similar dream just a few
months before hers. A creepy sense of deja vu sent his eyes to shoot
wide with suspicion. Upon finishing her tale, he looked at her as if
genuinely confused.
“Don’t
you understand?” She spoke curiously. Sensing that he couldn’t
see what she was laying out.
“No, no. I
understand.. It’s just that I think I’ve seen that same
thing before.”
Taken aback, she
questioned further. “What do you mean? Perhaps you mean
something like it..” Her voice trailed as he abruptly cut her
off.
“No, I mean..
Everything that you’ve described, I’ve seen as myself in
that same dream. Everything! The blood, the sudden deaths, the
scream, the fear.. Everything.”
Unsure of what to
say next, they just sit with each other. “But I’m being
tormented. I don’t think you’ve changed.” Diana
spoke hopelessly.
“Maybe it’s
different perceptions. You’ve been in a very hard place lately,
while I’ve been in my normal state of being. Only after the
dream did I have mental strain. But I quickly recovered..”
Pondering why they would of had this dream, she shook her head not
sure either.
Thinking more and
more, a few tears escaped as they fell to her lap. He noticed her
leakage and brought her closer in his arms. Diana needed to release
what she’s been through. Hiding her emotions were tough enough.
Having the tears pour for the second time this week, he pulled her
head to his shoulder as she cried through the rest of the night.
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