Outside it rains
But inside its still sunny
And you pass me a bottle
And things get sunnier
I look at you
And you laugh
I laugh with you
Because I'm tipsy
But not really
You're a lightweight when it comes to drinking
I'm not
Practice makes perfect
We were supposed to go somewhere today
But it rained
It always rains
So now we're here
Getting drunk on you living room floor listening to the rain hammer down the windows
I feel bad
Even in the rain
You still like to go places
I don't
And because you're so considerate
And nice
And precious
You said we could stay home
If it weren't for me you'd be out there in the world with the rain on your skin
Not here
With a bottle in your mouth
You'd be better off
But your not
'cause I'm here
Oh you're really drunk now
So drunk you're climbing into my lap
Something you'd never do sober
Asking me
"Do ya wanna know'a secret?"
Slurring your speech
Giggling like a fool
I play along
I got you into this mess
I'll stick with you through it
You roll up the sleeve of your hoodie
And I see all the problems you kept hidden
That guy who treated you like shit at work
That time your car broke down and no one would help you
That time a friend made you feel worthless and you did nothing to stop it
Your past lovers
Your current lover
Every time you felt horrible and ugly and small and never told anyone about it
I see it all
Carved into your wrist
For each woe in your world a faded red slice
And a fake smile plastered on your face
Your secret
I turn away
In ashamed that I can't look
But I really wanted to believe
That you were perfect and light and airy
And that those smiles were real
I knew they weren't
I could tell
It takes one to know one
I wrap your wrist in my hand
And squeeze
As if the gesture will make it all go away
The sound of the rain is deafening
I notice the rain has seeped into your house
Your tears on my jeans
My tears on your hair
Salty rain
"I can't stop."
You say
My eyes widen
I clutch your wrist harder
Lightening has struck
"You have to."
I say.
"Why?"
You respond
Why?
Why?!
There has to be a reason?!
Why?!?
"BECAUSE IF YOU CANT STOP THEN WHAT HOPE DO I HAVE?!"
The clap of thunder follows
And it rains
It always rains
Watery eyes lock
And understand
I think
Maybe you don't understand
But I do
I've been there
I'm still there
I brush the hair out of your eyes
Prop you into a sitting position
And hold you close
I wrap my arms around you
like a cast
Healing your broken heart
Signing it
You will get through this
You have too
I feel your breathing slow
And I know you are asleep
I put you down
Your eyes are closed
You have a smile on your face like I've never seen
Relieved
Contented
Gracious
The most real smile I've ever seen
A sunbeam shines through the window
The rain is stopping
And the sun has come out
I lie you down on the couch
That sunny smile of yours slips away
As you drift into a dream
Or a nightmare rather
I won't wake you up
It wouldn't do you any good
You have to learn
To live through your own nightmares
Like I have
But
It still hurts
To watch your smile full of sunshine
Turn to a frown full of rain
Outside
It's sunny
But inside it pours
Because it rains
It
Always
Rains
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