With a look she summons these snakes that
Swivel through my veins so fast they make ripples,
Tearing into me creating happy wounds
Which cannot be healed.
Her name is a mantra in my head,
A record spinning so fast it creates tornadoes in its wake
And devastation is running through the town in metaphors,
Throwing cows into walls so fast they are Gobbledygook.
Fishes swimming through their guts because the blood floods
The worlds she creates in my head.
She is a god, a concept of unimaginable beauty
So I edged parts of my memories in her skin--
And I can only see myself when she’s standing next to me…
She is a pixel more precise then all others,
She is a three of binary, an illogical perfection,
She makes things that cannot make sense,
A pattern that fits inside the obstructions of my body.
Together, we are exceptions
We draw our world and weave together
Images with infinite happiness,
And we are free from hate.
When it rains it’s of our happy tears
Pouring onto the streets
Making mediocrity into a series of
Five million rainbows in the city.
I cannot see clouds,
Cause her fingernails are forged into those rainbows
And the colors are turning into a picture of a galaxy.
Without her,
I’ve been drawing the nothing that’s inside me
A picture frame surrounding a dull gray paper.
And I’m drowning in sweat
Filling up empty rooms trying to replicate
Something that cannot be,
Something that made so much sense before
But it vanishes, and I’m not capable
To do anything because
She is my inspiration..
Now, I find myself pacing in the isles of libraries,
And feeling myself morphed into a fate,
Of understanding life linearly,
And I mouth the titles looking for a book to give me purpose
Or an equation that equals a depth
Of greater importance then me and her,
And I about memorized every page.
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