Lillian
had shot to Ben in the blink of an eye. His arms had wrapped around her like he
could actually protect her. Gabriel and Ezra were closest to the hallway. They
both looked at each other, to the hallway, then Ezra lifted his hand in a ‘wait
there’ motion, before stepping out of the room like he was about to sacrifice
his life for the good of his country. Gabriel wanted to roll his eyes but a
bigger part of him was thankful the older vampire had taken charge. After
hearing about the curfew, all he could think about was the way humans treated
anything ‘other’ in almost every sci-fi movie. Was this the moment right
before the three of them were dosed with drugs to knock them out, only for them
to wake up strapped to a hospital bed, hooked up to a bunch of machines and
tubes?
He
heard the door open and he stared at the wall, as if he’d be able to look
through it by sheer force of will.
“Oh
hey,” he heard Ezra say in a conversational tone, not exactly fit for being
confronted by a load of suited up muscle with guns.
“Hi
Ezra, is Gabriel home?” replied a familiar voice.
Gabriel
looked back to Lillian and Ben. The two of them had loosened their hold on each
other. When he turned back round, Becca entered the room with Ezra at her back.
She
smiled at Gabriel then paused and looked around. “Have I come at a bad time?”
Gabriel
looked back. Lillian grabbed Ben and pulled him towards the door, smiling the
whole time. “We’ll give you two some privacy.” On the way out, she pushed Ezra along
as well.
When
it was just the two of them in the living room, Gabriel hooked his thumbs in
his belt loops in an attempt to look casual. “So, what are you doing here?”
Becca
tucked a long strand of hair behind her ear. “My plan was to stay away but with
everything going on and knowing what you are-” she winced, “I have questions.
Like, a lot of questions. And I would really appreciate if you gave me some
answers. I just- I need to know what we’re dealing with.”
Gabriel
nodded. “Understandable. I can give you all the answers you need.” He gestured
to the sofa. “Can I make you a drink?”
She
sank down onto the edge of the sofa, her posture stiff but a thin smile on her
lips. “Got anything besides blood?”
He
returned her smile. “We have tea, thanks to Ben.”
She
nodded. “A cup of tea would be lovely. Milky. Two sugars.”
Just
how your grandfather has it.
Gabriel
calmed himself as he made the brew, focusing solely on the matter at hand.
Becca was here. Becca had come here to see him. To talk about vampire stuff.
She had come to him. After the way his kind was being portrayed in the
media, he had figured she’d be terrified of him. Yet she was currently sitting
on his sofa and he was making her a cup of tea. Even when they had dated, she
had never come to his place. With Lillian being a new-born, it wasn’t fair to
make her hide her nature in her own home so they never had visitors, besides
Ben.
Becca’s
eyes flew to him when he returned. She was still sitting in the exact same
position, her hands clutched together tightly on her lap, her dress smoothed
over her knees. The mug trembled when she took it. Gabriel dropped a coaster on
the wooden floor by her feet and she seemed grateful to be able to place down
her drink.
He
took the opposite sofa, sitting as far from her as he could. By the nervous
energy she was filling the room with, he felt like it was the best option.
She
looked around the simply decorated room. The real fireplace. The leafy
wallpaper. Lillian’s collection of jade turtles.
“Your
house is so… normal,” she commented.
Gabriel’s
lips quirked up. “Not what you were expecting?”
She
shrugged. “You were always so adamant that we stayed at mine.”
“I
just needed to make sure I left before sunrise. Not that I wanted to.”
Their
eyes locked. The way they had back at her grandfather’s house. Like there was
still something between them. “I hated that. It made me feel used.”
He
gulped. “I’m sorry.”
She
held his gaze for a moment, then cleared her throat and picked up her mug. “So,
I have questions.”
Gabriel
leaned forward, his elbows on his knees. “Of course.”
She
sipped, her eyes looking faraway, thinking. “How old are you?”
“A
hundred and forty-five.”
A
small noise left her mouth, something between a gasp and an oh. She
rested the mug on her lap, both hands circling it. “I’ve slept with someone
twice my grandad’s age.”
Gabriel
couldn’t help but smile. “I was Turned when I was thirty-five. So, really, I’ve
just been thirty-five for a very long time.”
“I
don’t know if that’s better.”
“That’s
fair.”
Her
brows furrowed. “Can you turn into a bat?”
“No.”
“A
wolf?”
Someone’s
read Dracula. “No.”
“Any
sort of animal?”
“No.”
She
looked around the room as she delved into her mind. “Can you fly?”
“Unfortunately,
no. But we can run fast.”
Her
eyebrow quirked up at him.
“I
know that sounds lame. But, I mean, we can run exceptionally fast. Like, if we
weren’t trying to blend in, we’d have no need for a car.”
“Do
you have a reflection?”
“Yes.”
She
nodded. “I think I would have noticed if you didn’t. And I know you can have
pictures taken.”
Yes,
because they used to take photos of themselves together. And she would take
candid shots of him because she liked to preserve memories.
“Do
you need to be invited into places to enter?”
“Only
places of residence. And it doesn’t have to be by the owner.”
“Why?”
Gabriel
shrugged. “I’m not sure. I’m not sure about anything, really. I think maybe
it’s something to do with vampire being linked to the Devil, and they say that
the Devil needs to be invited into a body- a life, to possess it. That’s the
only correlation I can think of.”
Becca’s
face blanched at the mention of the Devil and Gabriel instantly regretted
getting too comfortable with this topic.
“We’re
not evil,” he rushed, making the whole thing sound ten times worse. He needed
to stop saying that to her, but it seemed to be becoming a reflex.
She
shuffled on the sofa and looked down at her tea. “Do you have fangs?”
He
nodded but she wasn’t looking. After a moment, her eyes found his and his voice
came out raspy when he said, “yes.”
“How
come I haven’t seen them? Haven’t felt them?”
“We
can retract them.”
“Do
your eyes do that… thing. Do they go all black like in those videos?”
He
nodded. “Only when I’m really hungry and I smell blood. But I have a good diet
so it doesn’t really happen to me. Not anymore.”
“Can
I see?”
Gabriel
gulped; his insides suddenly cold. He shook his head. “I can’t do it on command
and I would never want to be in that state around you.”
“What
about your fangs? Can I see them?”
“Why?”
He hadn’t meant for the word to come out so harsh. He suddenly felt very
defensive. Like he was some sort of freakshow entertainment.
Her
eyes widened a fraction, but then her shoulders sagged. “I just- I felt like I
knew you. And now with all of this new information, I feel like I’ve lost you.
I just want to know you again.”
Gabriel’s
jaw clenched, and he inwardly chastised himself for thinking anything
negatively towards this amazing woman.
“You
do know me,” he said.
“I
want to understand you.”
He
nodded, reluctancy making the movement stiff, and he gestured her over to his
sofa. She placed her mug back on the coaster and sank down onto the cushion
beside him. Her face was so close to his now. The freckles on the bridge of her
nose looked like a sprinkling of brown sugar. He could hear her heartbeat, quick
with fear.
“Are
you sure you want to see?”
She
nodded and placed her hand on his thigh. The warmth of her touch seeped into
his bones.
Without
another word, he parted his lips and willed his fangs to unsheathe. Their click
rang out across the room, impossibly loud. At the sight of them, Becca’s
hand pulled away. Gabriel closed his mouth, the tips of his fangs pressing
against his lower lip. Her eyes dropped to his chest. He looked to the wall,
his fangs receding back into his gums.
He
could feel her next to him; her body heat, her shallow breaths, her racing
heart. But he couldn’t look. He couldn’t see that terror alight in her eyes.
Finally,
she said, “Did you use them on my grandad? Did you bite him?”
He
dared to look back. She looked sad now, and she had noticeably moved further
down the sofa.
“No,”
he said, “I used a needle. In his arm. I told him I needed a blood sample.”
“Why
has he never told me about it?”
“Because
I compelled him to forget.”
Confusion
creased her forehead. Gabriel chewed on his tongue. He really didn’t want to
talk to her about compulsion, it was such messy topic. But he’d told her he’d
give her answers, and he was a man of his word.
“Vampires
can compel humans. We can make them forget things and manipulate what you see
or feel,” he explained. Becca crossed her arms over her stomach, an unconscious
reflex from feeling exposed. “I can only take away a few minutes, maybe a
specific memory if it’s not too engrained into the person’s being,” he added,
not knowing if he was making things better or worse. “Ancients can do more.
They can wipe away whole years, whole chunks of a person’s life.”
“Ancients?”
Her voice was barely a whisper now. Clearly this was far too much information
to receive at once.
“Very
old vampires.”
She
slouched to the back of the sofa. Her eyes flickered to the closed door. “Ezra
and Lillian, are they ancients?”
He
shook his head. “Ezra likes to think he is, but no.”
“Did
you ever compel me?” When her eyes met his, tears shone in them.
Gabriel’s
throat tightened. He shook his head. But when a tear fell down her freckled
cheek, he added. “Never. I would never do that to you. I promise you that.” He
reached for her and she let him take her hand. “I am answering every question
you ask me. If I ever even thought that compelling you was an option, you
wouldn’t be here right now. I would have compelled you back in the church when
you saw Lillian get burned. I would have made you forget there and then. But I
would never do that to you.” He was shaking. His voice was coming out
wet like he, too, was on the verge of tears.
Her
eyes were locked onto his, so impossibly green and beautiful. Her lips were
trembling but she didn’t look away. She wanted to believe him; he could tell.
“I
compelled Julian just enough so he didn’t remember the pain, that’s it. I
promise,” he added, needing her to believe him.
Her
eyes searched his. Tears gathered on her lashes. He just watched her watching
him, trying to be as open to her as he possibly could. He wasn’t hiding
anything, not anymore. It was so freeing and so terrifying.
“Should
I be scared?” she finally asked.
“Of
me? Never.” He looked down at her hand in his, so pale and fragile, and he knew
he would never so much as leave a bruise on her skin for as long as he lived.
“What
about the others? The ones on the internet? The ones with the eyes.”
“The
three of us are the only vampires in Hicklesbury. So as long as you’re here,
you’re safe. And those vampires on film, they won’t be around for much longer.”
“What
do you mean?”
He
released her hand and returned to his elbows on knees position beside her.
“Vampires have a strict code to not do anything to expose our secret. So, vamps
going around attacking humans in places where they will be caught on camera-”
He tsked, “They will be taken care of.”
“You
mean killed?”
Gabriel
nodded.
She
gulped, paling. “By who?”
He
shrugged. “Other, more dedicated vampires.” Like Ezra’s blood family.
She
thought about this for a moment. “But what about now? Now that, well, the
secret is out.”
“That’s
a good question.” He locked eyes with her. “And it’s one I’m afraid I don’t
have the answer to.” But I fear it won’t be good.
They
both fell into a thick silence. Becca’s eyes were chasing her milling thoughts
around the floor as Gabriel wrestled with his own unsettling uneasiness. But he
couldn’t think about the uncertain road ahead right now. Becca was by his side
and there were still so many unsaid things between them.
“I’m
sorry,” he rasped. The two words so heavy between them. “I’m sorry for everything.
For leaving you alone in the mornings. For constantly going to the bathroom
when we went out for meals, but you have to know that everything I ate when we
were together would just come right back up.”
She
laughed at that. It was small, and she tried to hide it by chewing on her lip,
but the joy was back in her eyes – even if it was just for a second.
“I’m
sorry I was never one of those boyfriends that surprised you at work with, I
don’t know, a box of cookies.” She smiled and he smiled back, laughing at
himself. “All of my knowledge on twenty-first century relationships has come
from watching sitcoms, if you haven’t already noticed.”
He
dropped his chin on his knuckles, gazing up at her. “I was never meant to fall
for you. I’ve been so good. I usually keep my distance, never get too involved
with humans. But with you, I just couldn’t help it. I tried. I really did.”
Her
cheeks flushed and she averted her eyes. “Well, I mean, we did see each other
almost every night. It was just a proximity thing. I was-” She shrugged,
“there.”
“No.”
The word was so delicate from his lips but it startled her. Her wide eyes found
him. “You are incredible, Becca. You’re so caring and loving and strong.”
She laughed, shaking her head. He took her hand once more, and slid across the
sofa so their knees touched. “The way you took it upon yourself to take care of
Julian after your Mum disowned him, you didn’t even know him growing up, you
owe him nothing. Yet you found him, you built a relationship with him, and he
loves you so much.”
She
smiled and tucked her hair behind her ear. “I mean, he may have been a bad dad
to my mum but he never did anything bad to me. I’m just doing what any
granddaughter would do.”
Gabriel
shook his head. “You don’t give yourself enough credit. You amaze me.”
She
took her hand from his and hugged herself, clearly not used to being so heavily
complimented.
“It’s
not like I did it all by myself. I had you, and Claudia.”
“Stop
that.”
She
peered at him. He gazed back at her. And for a moment, everything was simple.
He liked her, she liked him. They were so close now. He saw himself cupping her
cheek and kissing her like he used to. She’d melt in his arms for a moment
before grabbing him back and holding him close.
But
the truth was out there now. It had simultaneously brought them closer and
pulled them apart.
“I’d
better go.” She got to her feet and Gabriel was quick to follow.
“Are
you sure you don’t have any more questions?”
She
laughed lightly. “Oh, only like a thousand more. But that’ll do for now. And
with the curfew starting soon, I’d better be home.”
“It’s
not started now?”
He
followed her into the hallway.
“No,
it starts Sunday officially, but with everything going on, I don’t want people
talking.”
Gabriel
nodded, understanding. If everyone else was locked and bolted behind their
doors, Becca walking around alone at night would sure have some net curtains
twitching.
“How
is he, by the way, your grandfather?” he asked.
“He
misses you.” She smiled sadly.
He
missed him, too. That old man never failed to make him laugh.
“What
did you tell him?”
She
shrugged. “I said you got a different job.” She rubbed the back off her neck
and winced. “I hate lying to him.”
“Who’s
looking after him now?”
“He’s
got another care nurse. Paul something. He seems nice. Grandad hasn’t
complained about him- yet.”
Gabriel
smirked. “I’m glad he’s doing okay.”
They
both said their goodbyes, not holding eye contact long enough to want to make
it linger, and he watched her from the door until she was out of sight.
When
he closed the front door and turned, Ezra appeared from the kitchen with a smug
look on his face.
“Were
you listening the whole time?”
Ezra
shrugged. “I was in the kitchen, not my fault I have exceptional hearing.”
Gabriel
moved to head back into the living room but the other vampire blocked his way.
“So, you told her everything, huh?”
Gabriel’s
gut twisted. “I had to.” And here comes the tongue lashing.
“I
get it.” Gabriel blinked in shock, to which Ezra shrugged. “I’m not saying it’s
gonna be easy for you two but, she’s clearly into you. I mean, she willingly
came into a house full of vamps. And with everything going on right now, we
need as many humans on our side as we can get.”
Gabriel’s
eyebrow quirked up, unconvinced. “Seriously?”
“Yeah.
And I did a background check on her back when you were going out anyway so
she’s fine.”
“You
did what?”
Ezra
seemed offended by Gabriel’s outrage. “Just to check she wasn’t some secret
government spy trying to infiltrate us. And she’s not, so no need to worry.” He
smiled. “Did you know she made her money as a teen breeding ferrets?”
Gabriel
pulled a face.
“That
was also my reaction.”
Gabriel
shook his head, trying to rid his mind of this conversation. “If you think we
need more human allies, does that mean you’re going to ease up on Ben?”
“Our
lives may be in imminent danger but he still wears socks with sandals. We really
need to think about the types of people we want on our side.”
Gabriel
laughed, shaking his head. Ezra spun around on the banister like it were a
dancing pole, before heading up the stairs. “I shall bid you adieu, laundry
calls. And then I’ve got to get ready for work.” He paused on the fourth step.
“Do I even go to work with this curfew thing going on?”
“Apparently
it’s not starting until Sunday. I guess it’s your call.”
Ezra
pulled a face. “That makes no sense.”
Gabriel
shrugged.
Ezra
continued up the stairs. “Curiouser and curiouser.”
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