Lillian replied to
Gabriel’s text just as he rounded the corner to Becca’s street. I’m staying
with Ben. There’s nothing you or Ezra can say that will bring me back. The
words stung but Gabriel knew better than to get mixed up in this fight. He just
hoped Lillian knew what she was doing.
No
pleasantries were exchanged in the hallway. As soon as Gabriel took one look at
Becca in her black satin lingerie, he’d scooped her up in his arms and carried
her up the stairs. Becca let herself be taken, wrapping her legs around his
waist and kissing him deeply. Their texting back and forth had worked them both
up into quite a heated frenzy. In the back of Gabriel’s mind, he reminded
himself to not get too carried away. But he had already seen her once; this
won’t be a repeat of the park incident. He was used to being around her now. He
couldn’t even smell her blood as his lips explored her neck and shoulder.
Gabriel
reached her bedroom and kept hold of her as their bodies met the bed. They
helped each other out of their clothes, thankful there were no buttons to slow
them down. With Maeve still staying at her mothers, they had the place to
themselves and took advantage of being able to be as loud as they wanted.
Right
now, in this moment, Gabriel could forget about all the nastiness outside. He
was with Becca. Becca, a human, who liked him just the way he was. There was no
hate here. Just love and understanding.
They
rolled over so Becca was over him, her smile still somehow white in the grey
darkness of the room. She stroked his naked chest, admiring every bump and
ridge of muscle like she was reading braille.
She
flipped her long, dark hair over to one side and Gabriel’s fingers dug into her
thighs at the smell that hit him as powerful as a wave. Blood. Again. No vanilla
this time. Just pure, undeniable, irresistible blood. He looked down at
his hands, thinking he may have possibly scratched her and she was bleeding,
but she wasn’t.
Becca
closed the distance between them. Now chest to chest, the aroma almost
suffocated him. She started kissing his neck and his fangs sprung free. His
hands slid into her hair and he tried to shift his attention to the way her
silky waves wrapped and slipped through his fingers.
She
bit his earlobe. He bit her back.
Blood
exploded into his mouth, hot and thick and so so rich. He crushed her against
him and drank, getting lost in the delirium. He’d never tasted anything like
it. So fresh and real and exactly what he needed.
Becca
jerked against him and the sound of her sob shocked him out of his trance. He
unlatched his fangs and let go of her. She clambered off him and crawled to the
bottom of the bed. Gabriel rubbed his eyes and felt the thick, pulsating veins
beneath them. His head felt heavy. His body felt fried. He groaned, wiped at
his mouth then looked down at his bloodstained fingers.
Blood.
Becca. Becca. Blood. Oh no. Ohnononononono.
She
was at the foot of the bed, staring at him with her camisole clutched to her
chest. Her heart was pounding. It hammered inside his skull.
He’d
bitten her. He’d bitten his Becca.
His
eyes darted around the room and mapped out where all his clothes were before
jumping from the bed and dressing in vampire speed. In seconds, he was fully
dressed and at the door.
“I’m
sorry,” he rushed. She was still staring. Eyes wide and frantic. Blood knotted
in her hair. It stuck in wet swirls over the open wound on her neck. “I’m so
sorry.”
He
headed down the stairs. Footsteps followed.
“Gabriel,
wait.”
He
turned to see her on the landing, the camisole covering her front.
“I
said I would never hurt you.” Tears pressed against the back of his eyes. “I’m
so sorry. I don’t know what happened.”
Clear
tears shone in her eyes. “It’s okay.”
Gabriel
shook his head and dropped another step. “No, it’s not. I would never do that.
I know I would never do that. And I did. I don’t know why that happened. I need
to go.”
He
continued down the steps.
“Gabriel,
please.”
The
anguish in her plea halted him at the front door, but he couldn’t face looking
at her.
“It
didn’t hurt that bad. I’m fine. Please, don’t run away. We can sort this out.”
His
dead heart ached.
“I’m
sorry,” he repeated, and left.
Gabriel charged down
the streets at human speed. He was in no rush to get home and face Ezra but his
mind was too frazzled to walk any slower.
What
is happening to me?
Becca
had seen him in the state he had never wanted her to witness. Black eyes,
pulsating veins, blood covered fangs.
Her
blood. On his fangs.
He
stopped at a drain and leant over to throw up but his body refused to expel the
delicious mistake. And that’s what made him feel so sick inside. Her blood had
made him feel alive. And that part of him that had told him to not get carried
away was now telling him to go back to her house and finish the job. Drain her
dry. Do it. Do it.
Do
it.
“No!”
he cried out into the night, clawing at his chest and stomach, ready to tear
himself in two.
This
wasn’t him. Gabriel was a good vampire. He was a good person.
“You!”
Gabriel
spun around to see a woman barrelling towards him from across the road, waving
her fists in the air. “You sick bastard!”
She
grabbed him by the front of his jumper and shook him. Her face inches from his;
her cheeks boiling red.
“You
sick bastard,” she wailed, eyes bloodshot. “What have you done with my
daughter!”
For
a terrified moment, Gabriel thought that she was Becca’s mother who had somehow
tracked him down but then he recognised her. She was on the village housing
committee. Her face was always on the leaflets that were shoved through their letterbox
telling them to keep their front gardens clean.
“What
are you-”
“My
daughter!” she bellowed; her wails now becoming something almost demonic. “My
Laura! I know it was you! You or one of your other sick friends!”
Gabriel
grabbed her wrists and tried to prise her hands off him without hurting her.
“I’m
sorry I don’t know what you’re-”
“You
will be sorry!” Spittle flew at his face. “I know you’ve taken her. My Laura. She’s
been gone for two days!”
“I
don’t know anything about your daughter.” This closeness was becoming a
problem. The racing of her heart. Her blood was pumping so fast. So fast. So
nice and fast.
With
a little extra force than he was planning to use, he managed to dislodge her
from his jumper and jumped backwards to distance himself. She stepped forwards
to grab him again but he threw his arms up to block her.
“I’m
sorry your daughter’s missing but I can promise you, I have nothing to do with
it.”
Her
eyes narrowed. “I saw you talking to her at the church party. Snooping around.
You like them young and pretty, do ya? You sick freak! Give her back!”
She
went to choke him but he vampire-sprinted away, down the street and all the way
back home.
Gabriel
sank onto his front wall and let out a deep exhale. What the hell had that been
about? He shook his head and tried to pull himself together before he headed
into the house.
Ezra was watching TV
in the living room. Gabriel sank onto the opposite sofa noisily, making Ezra
arch an eyebrow.
“Enjoy
your walk?” he asked.
Gabriel
furrowed his brows. “A girl’s gone missing.”
Ezra
finally looked at him. “What?”
“I
was just accosted down the road by Julia Timperly, the annoying housing
committee woman. Apparently, her daughter’s missing. She thought I had
something to do with it.”
Ezra
thought about it for a moment. “That’s weird. But it’s probably nothing. She’s
a teenager, right? Probably with her boyfriend or something.”
Gabriel
scratched the back of his neck. This whole night had left him feeling all kinds
of wrong. “Yeah, probably.”
But
he didn’t believe it was nothing; and by the way Ezra glared at the TV, he
didn’t think it was nothing, either.
“I
spoke to Lillian,” said Gabriel, needing to shift the attention off him. Ezra
noticeably tensed. “How’re you doing?”
His
eyes narrowed even more but they didn’t leave the screen. “I just don’t know
how I’m supposed to get through to you guys.”
“What
have I done?”
Ezra
grabbed the remote and forcefully turned off the TV. Then he turned to Gabriel,
his pale face glowing a soft orange in the lamplight.
“I’m
insulted that you think you can actually lie to me.”
Gabriel
lowered his gaze. Of course, Ezra knew about Becca. But he hadn’t said anything
about it. He hadn’t chastised him for going behind his back. Nothing.
“I’m
sorry,” said Gabriel.
Ezra
scoffed. “No, you’re not. You think I’m being paranoid. You think I’m being too
strict on you guys. But if I was being too strict, Lillian would be here right
now and not off with her human lover-boy, blocking me out.”
Ezra
ran his fingers through his mussed-up hair, resting his hand at the nape of his
neck. “I’m tired,” he admitted, looking down at the floor. “I’m tired of being
the only one here grasping that we’re living through history. This time, right
now, is going to change everything for us. How our discovery is dealt with will
lead to either acceptance or our eradication. Our mere existence is on a
knife’s edge.”
“I
know that.”
“No,
I don’t think you do. Because all you care about right now is hooking up with
your girlfriend.”
The
feeling of Becca shuddering against his body as he drank from her had him
running his palms down his thighs and rolling his neck. His gums ached as his
fangs threatened to burst free.
He
shook his head. “Well, you don’t need to worry about that anymore. I’m staying
here, by your side. Barricade the doors for all I care.”
A
silence followed as Ezra studied him. Gabriel shuffled even more uncomfortably,
knowing that Ezra could read him perfectly.
“What
happened?”
Gabriel
shrugged, trying to act nonchalant as the image of Becca’s bleeding neck goaded
him to go back and finish what he started. “Just what you said, vampire and
human relationships don’t work.”
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