The Beast inside My Heart

I love this poem, it has perfect imagery to me. I can't give out any nitpicks because I am not a grammar queen. All I can say is that I love it!!!!

I am Jataani, and Milaita... Sorry for what confusion may have been noticed...

I didn't come up with this. It belongs to a friend of mine. Though, I do see what you mean. :/ I had trouble not correcting this the whole time I was typing this up...

I really enjoyed but just one thing.

The tears are well hidden behind my eyes,
a smile is forever stained on my face.
But something hides in the dark of my heart.

I wish there was a way to run away, It doesn't sound right. Maybe; I wish there was a place to run away to. If that helps at all.
but you cannot run from something
that already has you in its bloodied claws.

It knows all my secrets.
It knows the unsafe memories
that I try to forget.

It has its claws in the flesh of my heart
and rips it to shreds from the inside out.

When I close my eyes,
I can feel it lurking inside my head.

When I breathe, it breathes.
When I sleep, it lies awake,
stalking the shadows of my dreams.