“Come on, you silly goose.” Amalia giggled as she stood in front of the barn, rocking back and forth. Her hair bounced as she jumped up and down impatiently. “We don’t have all day, you know.”
“Are you sure it’s safe?” I looked up curiously at the huge old building, intimidated by its enormous size. The wind blew softly as leaves fell around the barn, giving a perfect image of an early fall day.
“Of course it is!” Amalia exclaimed. “Now, are you coming or not?”
I sighed and remembered why I was here in the first place. Her pretty eyes were as blue as the robin egg that I found yesterday while playing. Her hair, the same color as the honey her mother fixed for us whenever we went to her house. She was my image of perfect.
“Fine.” I bit my lip and started towards her.
“Yay!” She ran and grabbed my hand and pulled me to the door. Her hand was so soft.
We walked into the barn and Amalia closed the door behind us. The sun was shining in through the cracks in the roof, giving us a little light to see. Bales of hay were stacked all around us on wooden planks. The whole area gave off a creepy aura, and I was tempted to run back out of there.
“Isn’t it magical?” she gushed, squeezing my hand. My cheeks turned red as I twisted away from her, nodding. “It’s, like, so mysterious and strange, but pretty, in a way. Like a fairytale!”
“A fairytale?” I raised an eyebrow at her. Her face was soft and dreamlike, like she was in a completely different world.
“Of course!” Her face went back to normal. She let go of my hand and ran to one of the bales and climbed up on it. When she got to the top, she stood up. “Like Cinderella! Her fairy godmother came and made her beautiful and magically changed rats into people, and…”
“You think there are rats in here?” I asked, interrupting her. I was really scared of rats ever since my brother was bitten by one and become deathly sick.
She sighed and put her hands on her hips, staring at me. “It’s a barn, silly. Even if there were any rats, they wouldn’t bother you. Now come on and climb up here with me.”
I edged my way to the bale of hay, looking around to make sure I didn’t see any rats. When I finally climbed up to Amalia, she grabbed my hand again and sat down, pulling me with her.
“I really like fairytales,” she sighed and rested her head on my shoulder. The light shined just right so it landed directly onto her hair, giving it a sparkly rich color.
“I guess I do too,” I replied to her, staring at our intertwined hands.
“Really, Richard?” I cringed as she said my real name like she always does. Everyone else calls me Rick, but she insists on calling me Richard. To be different. “They always have happy endings. Don’t you wish life could be that way, too?” she asked me.
“Definitely,” I replied, staring into her eyes. “Everything could work out perfectly.”
“Yeah.” Amalia put her head back on my shoulder, hiding her pretty face. My heart started to ache as I longed for her to be mine, even though I knew it wouldn’t work. She was going to be moving soon; her father got a job in another country and the whole family was going.
“I…” I started to say, but stopped and bit my lip.
“What?” she looked back up into my eyes, making my heart start to pound again. She seemed so pretty, so mysterious. Strange, yet beautiful. Kind of like this barn.
Kind of like a fairytale.
“I am going to miss you when you leave,” I said softly, my eyes looking down at my bare feet. Heavy silence filled the barn as I started to grow anxious. Does she not like me saying that? Does she not like me at all? Does she think I was a wimp?
“Oh Richard…” I looked up and saw her blue eyes filling up with tears. My mouth dropped open as a single tear escaped down her rosy cheeks. Before I saw it coming, she tackled me in a hug. I fell back onto the hay as she lay on top of me, clinging to my body. A stray piece of hay kept poking my neck.
“I’m going to miss you too,” she whispered, sobbing into my ear. I gently put my arms around her tiny waist, and bit my lip. “I don’t want to leave.”
After a couple of minutes, she finally stood up, wiping her tears with the sleeve of her dress. I stood up next to her, suddenly aware how far we were from the ground. If she kept swaying back and forth, she might fall down and…
I bit my lip again and said, “Why don’t you step away from the edge, Amalia.” I guided her away from the dangerous fall. She said nothing and looked down.
Does she think I’m crazy? She just said she'll miss me too, but does she really mean it? Is she just saying that to be nice?
As I went through all my anxieties in my head, out of nowhere, she grabbed both of my hands. I looked up just in time to see her come closer and kiss me softly. We stood there for ten seconds exactly, kissing. It was an image I had always dreamed of, just not on top of a barn.
When she finally broke away, she said gently, “I-I-I’m sorry, Richard. I have to go.” I nodded.
“You’ll come visit, right?” I asked in a rushed voice as she started to turn around. I couldn’t bear to not ever see her again. It would hurt too much.
“I don’t know.” She turned back around and hugged me tightly. “Goodbye, Richard.”
“Goodbye, Amalia.”
She climbed down the hay and ran out the barn door; ran out of my life. I sat back down and fingered my now bleeding lip, thanks to biting it so much. I started playing with a piece of hay as I dreamed of my fairytale.
*
It’s been ten long years, and I haven’t seen Amalia since that day at the barn. I still go to the barn though. The cracks have become bigger and the hay now stinks.
But it’s still her fairytale.
And I’m still in love with a fairytale too.
Amalia.
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*Lin
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