Howdy outvaders and happy Monday. This work has been around for awhile so I think I'll finally boot it the rest of the way out the door.
The main issue of why this was looked over so many times and neglected, outside of the poetry quality itself, is the fact that you threw it together as a collection. I know from experience from posting collections in the past, that people are rarely a fan because it enforces the connotation of being really long. That's the reaction right out of the gate that people are having to this piece, and I know that for sure because that's basically what someone said when I talked about reviewing this work.
When people go "Oh at that piece", not a particularly good sign and while these have potential (swear I'm getting to the content), you might want to go back to consider splitting them up. I haven't read the poems yet so perhaps as a collection they all loop into each other, even though that's not the vibe I'm getting from the first glance.
There's just a lot for you to take into consideration here.
Now let's talk about that author's note way far below, because it sets the mood for a lot of things going on here and there's a line there that bothers me.
I hope that from here, you see us not as weeaboo teenagers trying to be edgy and cool, but as human beings trying to find an audience to express their deepest insecurities.
Okay so before this admittedly I did group you in with the standard depressed teenage artisty poets of YWS. But you know what this line of suggestion does to you and your audience? If you don't have much experience at this, let me answer the question for you, by suggesting it they only think of you more in this way. I think I'm a bit put off by the fact you're willing to undermine yourself so easily to make the joke, while also trying to show how serious you are in these poems.
A lot on conflicting information before I ever get anywhere is not a great way to start off.
Aley has already given you some really in depth comments about each poem so I'm thinking of just giving a few highlight and overall points for each one.
Inside the mind of a killer
So there's two ways this could go for me just based off of the title.
Serial killer.
Depressed teenager.
Though really those two could intersect but I figured on this being a pretty cryptic one, where the title barely relates back to where we started and needs to breath that hipster vibe. The edgy teenager thing keeps coming back because you already said it was while trying to prove your point, so I can't manage to find that other mindset. Next time just don't.
This poem goes through its order of events and takes on enough cryptic plainness to get rid of just about any reader. I mean I get the expression aspect of it but the words just don't work in a way that's interesting to me. No part of the poem tries to hook the reader and you're gonna hear this complaint on all the rest of the poems in this collection too. They don't read like they're making an effort to grasp attention and instead just lying there on the slab.
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It's sad and it has a rhyme scheme. That's what I got out of this but I can go on about the rhyme scheme for however long that you want.
It's loose and it could go places but I don't know if you want to redo it because it odlly fits to what you're doing. Like it has that kind of effect that I can almost appreciate in the trying and falling flat, but like it was purposeful to have the really loose rhyme there.
the sole purpose of life
Saying 'slit' repeatedly is not really getting you anywhere beyond us getting annoyed. I understood what you meant the first time you said it in conjuction with the words around it. I mean going "slit, slit, slit, slit" gives off the thing where everything has gone to hell an you're completely screwed, but the stuff that comes before and after doesn't say all of that. I don't have the wrenching feeling I'm supposed to feel of a world going by and ending.
These poems really need to work on the emotion more than anything, because that's how you grab people and that's what they're missing. The depression manages to speak more in this one but still feel rather loose.
beat
Once again depressing in that "I must feel sorry for you otherwise people will think I'm a bad person". I honestly don't know if this is supposed to be a depressing or sexualized one because the wording could go either way and that's I guess further offputting.
f*** me
Yeah really great titling and so edgy, let's pretend that the Sex Pistols didn't already do this. The other poems had the hope and glimmer in the eye of the serious side and gathering some real emotions, but it's obvious yours are all pointed to crudeness. Not that I mind a good poem about sex but that's not what it is, just a crude attempt at funneling several hatreds into the same space.
i'm gay
The sexual themes continue and you make sure to make it blatant, drawing out every bit of this that's possible. I understand the r rating on this even more now and in fact it bothers me less, because you're just tossing things around and hoping something will stick in the reader's mind. I'm not attracted to anything within the poem simply because the poet doesn't reach out, they just make jokes about sex and sexuality.
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I actually liked this one and I don't have too much to say. The metaphors and imagery has a nice combination going on, and I'd like to see those elements better put together throughout the rest of the collection.
Brirdcage
This one is so different from your other ones and shows that ability to have a change in style if you feel like it, even though the bottomlines end up in the same place. The birdcage metaphor has been used so many times that it's kinda cliche but I'm looking past that because it's still better than the crude poem about anal sex. That does fly in some markets but to see it on yws is just a "really dude?" moment.
The suicide and depression pops up again but it's more tasteful and effective. This one is where you need to work towards when developing that style further.
Alright that's all I've got for today.
Any questions? Shoot me a message.
Have a good one guys.
Liz
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