The sleepwalker left
her bedroom at precisely twelve minutes before midnight. She flew
down the apartment stairs with the rhythm of water. Her unbrushed
hair was like wind as it bounced of her back. Against the cement, the
bare feet running, running, tapping a code into the sidewalk.
Barely any time had
passed. The sleepwalker floated lightly into a tall, glass skyscraper
and passed between the doors of the elevator. They swished shut. The
enclosure was transparent. Outside, the sky was nice and dark, the
air nice and electric. There was no storm, but there was energy, like
the kind in ink. The writer rode up to the sixty sixth floor. It was
a time for enigmatic numbers.
A strange smile
hung off the sleepwalker's face. She was dreaming that she was
running across a vast expanse of ice. The sky had become a slate and
frozen over. Her toes hooked onto the stars. Down the hall. There was
a room, gaping, open mouthed, as though saying, “Is it really you?”
“Yes,” murmured
the sleepwalker, happily. She allowed her dream to lead her in, past
the desk without any family pictures, past the hazy, black computer,
past the dull, dead calendar, towards the window. Her fingers found
the latch easily. She swung the glass panel outwards. Somewhere, the
eyelid of a sixty six floored skyscraper was being opened. The eye
leaned her torso out, until she was so precariously suspended she
looked like laundry.
A telephone line
waited, a foot below her. It stretched somewhere the sleepwalker
couldn't see. She yanked the heavy curtains. From above, heaven
above, the pole came crashing down. The sleepwalker heard waves. She
was beside the ocean, on it's frothy, shell fragmented edge. The
water licked her heels. She sprang forward on her toes. Don't let
the water catch you, a voice in
her head teased. She ran.
Her
foot emerged, past the boundaries of the dark office, into the sky.
It was not her space. Still, she intruded, weightlessly, quietly. So
invisibly it couldn't have been considered as intrusion as all. The
dark clouds rolled past, the shadows of their underbellies like
knitted sweaters. Somewhere, halfway across the world linked by
telephone lines, the sun was shining. The sleepwalker shouted
cheerfully to the rest of them, in their beds, trapped in their
houses. No words. Just a burst of throat. Her shadow plummeted. But
she was paper. She was weightless. She was like plastic wrap with a
spine and a curtain pole held out before her. She matched the line
with the ocean horizon living in her dreams.
And
she began to walk. It was a casual saunter, a natural sway. The
telephone lines lullabied
beneath her. In the dream, she was walking across the ocean. The
water flickered it's eyes up at her. “Not yet,” it whispered. The
sleepwalker was too enraptured by the thought of her footsteps to
care. The water was a cradle to her feet. And so was the air, and so
was the city, the glass city, the snow globe city.
The
sleepwalker reached her first telephone pole and stood on her toes
above it. The current hummed beneath her. It terrified her in an
exciting way. She was walking on the ocean! Who knew how deep it was
beneath her? The thrill of anxiety, the thrill of knowing what you
were doing simply shouldn't be done, she breathed it and lived it.
But was it real?
She
continued on. Five minutes passed. The city spread itself out beneath
her and cold air replaced the buildings. The roads were bended and
empty. She danced above the stage she'd lived on for all her life.
She tiptoed over the ugly places, so beautiful from up there, up
where she was. There was seaweed that could strangle her, plumes of
octopus ink waiting to be propelled into her face. And there was the
soft, carpet of water, playing with the puppet of moonlight, pulling
the strings, making the white specks dance with the waves.
It
was so fake. It was such a wonderful illusion and she didn't want it
to end. The sleepwalker's wrists were sore. She was holding
something, but what? A rope was cutting into her feet. She was
growing heavy, heavy, heavy with awakeness.
Her
eyes. They opened. One minute past midnight. And she realized that her name was Celestia, and
that even someone named for the stars had no right to tread on them,
and no right to be where she was, and that she was going to die
because she was awake. Where was she? Why was the road so small?
Celestia whirled clumsily and dropped the curtain pole. She saw all
the stumps of the telephone poles. Had she really crossed that many?
And then the consequence of the pivot wrapped it's lead arms around
her and leaped off the ropes, dragging her towards the ugly road that
had seemed so wonderful from so high above, where reality had nothing
to do with her, nothing at all, the sleepwalker girl named for the
stars.
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