Young Writers Society

He just sat there, staring out to the brilliant blue crystal clear water, topless as usual. He was gorgeous, I couldn't imagine having anyone better than him. With his chocolate brown eyes and his short jet black hair. He was just fantastic. I walked along the golden sand towards him, holdin' my shoes in my hand

"Hey there handsome" I said

He looked up smiling at me with his usual cheesy grin and said in a seductive voice

"Oh why hello there" He smiled some more, then he looked sad and then smiled again. I had interupted him with something. Something was wrong, I didn't have a good feelin' about this either.

I was meeting Jay for a reason, he was going off to some big tour, his biking tour and of course i was going to miss him like hell, but he's the champion in our state so he's trying to beat the rest of the competitors. I just hope he doesn't get hurt.

"Yeah you know this is my last day here for a month apparently?" he asked sort of chewing on his lip. Interrupting my inner blabber.

He had that look in his eye that something bad was going to happen. Then I focused on the question he had asked me. I wasn't completely sure if it was a question or a rhetorical question but I answered anyway.

"Yeah what about it?" I asked my voice trembling a little.

"Well... I think we should break up"

No! Not now, you can't. I thought to myself. The panick rushed through me, the shock following closely behind

"You know just in case anything happens to me Lil. I'll try and stay in contact with you. Doubt it'll be a month anyway" he said trying to reassure me. "I'm so sorry Lily" he said in a rush.

"That's selfish" I murmered. It really sort of pissed me off. I wasn't sure if i was angry or upset but said. "Your not sorry though Jay. You've done this to me before. Remember?" He didn't say anything, he just stared at the floor, where he stood. " Just get out of here Jay" I shouted as my eyes filled up with tears. I knew he was sorry though. He hated hurting me. Sometimes that was his only solution though.

"I am sorry Lily. It's not you. It's me. I can't do this to you, but i have to, it hurts like hell" he shouted. It sounded as if he was crying but trying to be strong. Then he ran off into the distance.

Yeah he cares so much. Not. He wouldn't of done this to me if he did. No,that was selfish for me to think that. I just felt so upset, angry, annoyed and most of all hurt. I could seriously throttle him right now ,but I wouldn't do that though, I love him too much. I sat down and let the tears fall. My face was soaked in a matter of minutes and my hair stuck to my face like glue Everything seemed so empty without Jay. You could here the birds singing away in the background, the crashing waves that were hiding my sobs. Then i heard the little tear, as my heart broke in two. I felt like a nobody.